Thursday, June 17, 2010

cast away; cast off; cast about; cast in stone

i wish i'd done more stupid things when i still could.
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holidays are like money; you waste them in small amounts
and in the end you realise everything's gone.
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books are like adventures,
it's the journey that matters, not the destination.
don't ever read the ending first.
don't ever rush through the pages.
relish every word and delight in every intense emotion.
savor it because the first time is always special.
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i need to sleep. badly.
i want to.
but not yet.
tossing around in bed is a waste of time.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

you know you want one ;D



click here for some awesomeness ;D

Monday, June 14, 2010

to tame your wild wild heart

i don't want to mug. i really don't. especially since everyone is mugging.
that makes very little sense, doesn't it?

i can't make myself care enough but i'll do it out of guilt.
cause the marks don't matter to me, but i hate seeing the disappointment in their eyes.
in the end it's not my choice to make and this isn't my life to waste.

I don't mean to close the door
but for the record my heart is sore
you blew through me like bullet holes
left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul
- werewolf by cocorosie

holy sh*t



i'd give half my collection to have you

how long have you been seventeen; awhile


wow. it only just sunk in that i have 11 days left before i turn 17.
better make best use of it to be as immature as possible.
i'm gonna miss being 16.
T.T

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

to change a name is to change a life


i realised that this blog has been on a crash course to nowhere. my posts are too cryptic for even me to understand sometimes. there's so much i want to say, but sometimes things are just better left unsaid.

maybe it'll all get better once everything is done and we can all take a breather.

and of course, thank you for bringing back so many beautiful memories that got buried beneath the hubbub of life. it was just a brief moment, a few mere minutes, but you made my day. and i'm sure everyone will laugh if they truly knew what i was referring to, but i've always been a little weird so leave me be to enjoy my solace from unexpected places.

i hope i'll dream of you tonight.
it's been some time since i last did.

Monday, June 07, 2010

meaning that nothing can scratch its surface

i wonder if i ever had it.
or will i find it when the time comes?

Sunday, June 06, 2010

baby you're gonna light up the sky


SILVER SHOES ARE HERE.
WOOHOO (L)

Friday, June 04, 2010

like your ass had the hiccups

eeps time's flying by
the first week's almost over D;

Thursday, June 03, 2010

tastes like slytherin

hahahaha looking forward to it
thanks ying ;D

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

an absolutely horrid day

HOLY BANANASHIT
MY CONTACTS ARE STUCK
FUCKKKKKKKK

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

how we were young and stupid

SHITTTTTT SO MUCH TO DO.
what's the point of medicine when you can't take it.
i mean, if i fall asleep who's gonna do my eom.
and learn origami.
and do my econs tutorial.
I HATE ORIGAMI BTW NO OFFENCE BUT IT'S BEYOND ME.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

baby we're off to a horrible start

too many things to do this holiday;
it doesn't matter if you don't understand why i do what i do.
because in all honesty, you can't.
i'll never be the kind of person you want me to be, and i'm glad for that.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

bring silent heartache july to june

reposted from six billion secrets:
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I hate being the ugly one my the group of friends.

Comments on #10 (81)
May 13, 2010 10:00 AM by dc122 - Secrets
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my sis once asked me about that same thing, whether i felt ashamed/sad/etc. to be honest, all i can say is that i'm glad i have such amazing friends.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

imma eat your pacman

i only just realised the google banner could be played.
but shouldn't.
urgh.
i need to start rushing out homework soon.
but i wanna fool around with formspring.
ask me something ;D

i feel like i'm moving but i go nowhere

holy cowabunga
i want everything on her hands.
those layers and layers of chains.
and omg the snake ring.
(ps. bday in 1month 2 days.)
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dear santa,
i would like christmas early.
i've been a good girl, really.
(don't listen to my teachers. they say that about everybody.)
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i haven't broken my promise to myself about the snow ice
since technically i only ate half a snow ice
:D :D :D
(please stop tempting me D<)

Sunday, May 16, 2010

why why; tell them that it's human nature

i need to stop pigging out.
i can't afford it $.$
(no more snow ice/yoghurt/cookies/bubble tea/5 meals a day until june hols!)
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on a side note, i'm turning into a bloody marshmallow
i don't think i'd survive long in a game now D; D; D;

hopeless romantic i am

voices in flight was amazing.
the choir girls were amazing.
being with thirteeners again was amazing.

love you guys ;D

Sunday, May 09, 2010

mushrooms of watery doom


i need to buy some water insoluble pens

Friday, May 07, 2010

bruises on my hands and scrapes on my knees; yet they still hurt less

i need to stop talking to random people on the bus. today was some 50+ year old uncle. it was interesting per se, since we ended up talking a little about brand name schools and the successful people who graduate from hci and rj. but not all of them become famous politicians or businessmen. not all of them become leaders of society. in fact, most of them don't.

does that make them a disappointment to the school?

why do they expect so much from us?

the topics for my gp essay test today left me in a very contemplative mood that i had to kick to the back of my mind until now.

"there is no such thing as luck. people determine their own lives." do you agree?

i realised that i nvr stated if i did. but it doesn't matter because every time i write an essay i actually have an opinion on, i fail it. but the thing is, luck makes a fool of us all. we are but playthings for some greater cosmic power to amuse itself, not unlike lab mice placed in a supersized labyrinth and tested for reactions to cruel twists of fates.

youth is wasted on the young. do you agree?

hell yes. if we're gonna spend our young lives stuck at desks and lectures, then we don't need this exuberance of youth. save it for later when we can actually do something. sure, it's possible to make a difference when we're still young and schooling, but not everyone has that kind of juggling ability. most of us are still kids with barely an inkling of understanding of how the real world works. let the young learn first, then give them the youth to experience the world. it is pointless to ask us to persue our passions when we're struggling for that all too essential diploma. our youth is being wasted on homework.

and again i am reminded of what an ikan bilis i am. but i guess the news doesn't come as much of a surprise, though that doesn't mean i'm not disappointed. then again, i knew it when i walked out of that room and knew that it wasn't enough. in another school, maybe. but however easy circumstances have made it to get in, i must not forget what school this is. i'm drowning in one of the biggest ponds in singapore and it sucks to be at the bottom of the food chain.

but i refuse to be eaten.
(the sudden irrational fear i developed in hc makes a lot more sense to me now. turns out the little voice in my head was light years ahead of me in coming to the same conclusions.)

Monday, May 03, 2010

WHATTHEKAI

this needs to stop.

Saturday, May 01, 2010

in my dreams? sure; i can't wait

i miss thirteeners so much.
for so many reasons.
in so many ways.

Monday, April 26, 2010

a murder of crows

i love how i get that sweet floaty feeling when i finish a good fanfic. it's the kind of feeling that makes me want to smile for no reason and do nothing but smile into thin air.

and really, it's strange to think that even now, i still want a life filled with magic, ancient castles and a dashing prince -- albeit halfblood but that's just fine with me.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

meow

i hate how i keep missing 11:11;
and you as well.
it's the second year already.
wow, time really flies.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

the rocking horse


CONGRATS ZINC!

♥ ♥ ♥

Thursday, April 15, 2010

crystal ships dripping with ice

so much work so much work. haven't skinned in forever. haven't gone out in forever. haven't gone for a buffet in forever. haven't gone swimming in forever. haven't slept before 11.58pm in forever.

pw is a killer. but everyone knows that already. but it still sucks big time. and i still need to do it. soon preferably. rarh.

not understanding a lot of things right now, particularly econs and bio. insane. bio test on monday is doomed. hopefully i don't fail too badly. 40marks=80marking points in 50mins. crazy.

looking forward to fac outing on saturday. but must start studying for bio soon.

at this rate i don't think i'll try for pub. but fac comm looks so fun. mon/ass mon worked out fine in ny. but hc is so different i don't think i can afford to take on anymore. i hate how school makes me feel stupid.

and undeserving in so many ways. i want to crawl up in little corner and sleep for the rest of eternity.

Monday, April 12, 2010

i wish i could wake up tomorrow and i'd be 10 all over again

i realised my dream catcher would make an amazing necklace
if i didn't already hold six years worth of dreams.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

reposted via thedailybits.tumblr.com

“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

holy bull fish

econs test 0.0
oh dear.
chili crab + 7 mantous
mmm :D
homework...
damn.

Saturday, April 03, 2010

not enough; ever

homework
sore throat
cough
chocolate
cookies
sleep
height
you.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Holy fishy

Okay so I'm avoiding homework again. And this is so cool I'm posting
from my phone :D (yeah I'm bored see. And it's not that I don't have
anything to do. I have too much to do but my work is just plain boring
which thus causes me to so stupid things to avoid dying of boredom.
And yeah, random :D)

Anyway, I'm totally in love with a fanfiction right now. It's bloody
amazing and snape's super powerful and the characters are brilliant
and the plot is filled with such gasp-worthy twists that I want to
print the whole damn thing out and sleep with it under my pillow.

And I really hate PW. Freaking tedious. And not being able to talk has
made me remember/realize some things. Silver lining there I guess,
which I need especially since I couldn't eat snow ice today :(

Sunday, March 28, 2010

if life were an adventure novel i'd like to be the ninja pirate

stj today (actually yesterday considering the time) :D food was super awesome - baked rice (L), spaghetti, chicken in gravy (L), chicken wings/drumlets, mini pizzas, potato salad (L), chocolate mousse (L). amazing. not sure how seniors managed to afford it but omg it was good and totally worth the eternal mental scarring of seeing the guys play twister.

i'm hungry again 0.0 damn. it seems like all i look forward to in life is food. good thing it's a necessity or i might guilt trip myself into thinking that having double servings are a sin. and i eat more than a guy, which is quite awesome especially after frisbee on friday. it is no fun having to discover the full extent of female physical inferiority when you're dying on extra muddy grass.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

time's awasting

FUCK WHY IS IT 3AM AGAIN?

Sunday, March 21, 2010

this constantly eating thing can't be good for me


that more or less sums it up for me.
on an irrelevant note...
I'M HUNGRY.
I HATE TESTS.
WHY CAN'T THEY BE UNGRADED.
BIO D; D; D; D;
sigh.
shall return to chionging D;
this is a bad habit i need to rid myself of soon.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

our favourite red wall

went to the airport to supposedly do homework but didn't do much
pigged out on bubbletea and chips
revisited the red wall and took silly/lousy iphone shots
refer to ying's march hols photo album (coming soon) for more?

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i'd give you my heart on a string


i can't believe the hols have passed so quickly; after tomorrow it'll be half gone. so quick summary time i guess. saturday went to grandma's house and i'm not sure what to think about my grandma saying i wasn't wearing anything particularly interesting. hey silver boots kay! then again i wear them too much already :/ oh and there was a quick 1 hour shopping trip before that; finally got my MJ tank at 30 from riverisland yay (L).

sunday went to sentosa to celebrate cousin's 21st. quite awesome; ate too many barbecued chicken wings to remember, drowned calorie woes in curry alongside extended family, popped into random conversations, snapped horrid shots with sis's SLR, puzzled over loud music coming from the beach party, took refuge in cute little kampong-style huts with aircon.

monday had to go to school for chem lab makeup session. titrated things, suddenly realised that methyl orange turns orange at endpoint (-.-), titrated again, finito. went to ikea with ying after that, randomed around the place admiring pots and beds, ate to our tummys' collective content, got our cleats for frisbee at queensway(omg i own soccer boots they look so weird next to my other shoes), home, went to eat more food, home. i spent 15bucks on food alone D;

and today... lazy-ed out of 2hours of traveling and stayed home instead of going for ct outing. attempted to do homework but then freaked out and went to browse gmarket/taobao/f21/asos/uo instead. now i have lots of orders to make :S (this is what happens when i have so much homework that i don't want to do)

and that's about it. i think my bank account is gonna fall by about 200-300 bucks D;
and don't tell me he has a crush if you can't tell me who; now i really have to move on D; D; D;

i think this is why facebook proclaimed me a not-very-happy person :/
i know who's missing and i guess i'll just have to live with that.

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

if your presence didn't make any difference, your absence won't either



I'm not afraid to fall, it means I climbed up high.
To fall is not to fail, you fail when you don't try.
I'm not afraid to fall, I might just learn to fly...
and I will spread these wings of mine

SSEF TWENTYTEN

9 hours of complete boredom, nervousness and confusion;
repeating baculovirus way more times than healthy;
1" court shoes that hurt more than my 4" potion darlings;
homework obviously undone.

Monday, March 08, 2010

for the love of chocolate and endorphins

sigh. missing school is going to be utterly horrible.
not that i want to go to school, but rather i will never catch up after missing two days.
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gonna be traveling around like mad tomorrow;
no rest for the wicked, they say
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i realise i spelt traveling wrongly in my entire gp essay;
but the question spelt it wrongly too ;D
and gonna fail anyway so no difference
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wow a S grade;
math is gonna be a nightmare this year. and the next.

Sunday, March 07, 2010

by karmic law i should be a marshmallow

i just got hooked onto a whole new sshg saga;
shouldn't have started a new fanfic, homework is doomed.
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"'Some people are like Slinkys - not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs." - Severus Snape (L)

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

we are all very brilliant sheep

i stared at the 2:22AM on my com for a very long time; or at least until it turned to 2:23. either way, it seems i've just broken another benchmark for staying up to indecent hours to sort of rush out homework.

i always end up spending money when i stay up late. and yes it's possible to buy things at 2:22AM. ah the wonders of the internet.

and joey has alerted me to the possibility that my poor econs understanding may be the reason why i have such horrid money management. or it could also be the reason why i have yet to finish my econs hbl. bah, econs and i will not be good friends.

and i should stop eating so much sweets in the middle of the night. it's bad for my teeth and adipose tissues. if someone were to grow electricity generating organs in me and used my fats as an energy source, i could probably power a city for two minutes too.

or maybe not.

i want to eat the warheads D; (must resist; for angel! oh haven't written letter too gah)

for the record, i love love! i'm still high from the fanfic i read today; hermione and severus are just so amazing together. reading made me very happy then very sad then very happy again. sounds like a mood swing, but without the pms and crazy hormones.

and i probably collected very bad karma today. sigh.

oh and oreos + snow ice = love :D

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

slow down tell me why you're running

i realise that i cry easily.
i cry when i'm happy, when i'm sad, when i'm angry, when i'm upset, when i'm confused, and when i start i just can't stop. i'm like a bottomless bucket of tears.
it's kind of embarrassing.

but today i cried because i realised that love really does exist; not just in movies, but for real, and to regular people just like you and me.
Last year, my boyfriend lost his battle with cancer.

It's been very hard since. But this year on Valentine's Day, I received a package in the mail with a beautiful necklace and a note that said - "I wasn't ready to say goodbye just yet."

Even though his life has ended, his love has not. His LGMH.
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A while ago I saw a middle-aged couple walking together holding hands and smiling.

They looked so completely in love and proud of it that I still remember it clearly to this day. They were walking in the city with a few dozen people near them and a street full of cars.

They were both men.

I have never believed in true love as much as I did then.
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Today I had to take off my wig and explain to the guy I am seeing that I can not go with him on a date next Friday since I have chemotherapy, thereby revealing that I have cancer.

We still have a date. At the hospital.

This man GMH.
it's amazing. it makes me feel so small in the grand scheme of things. it's a wonderful feeling. i'm just one life in billions. i can screw it up but the world is still beautiful somewhere else.

more true love stories @ lovegivesmehope

Sunday, February 28, 2010

shit it's freakin hot today. again.

yes it's your fault! D;
and red guy, heh, he cool too ;D
and doesn't oschool have that no-chewing-of-gum-in-studios rule?
and omgawd, i just blew 200++++ dollars buying stuff from tb.
SHEEEEEEET.
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AHHH SAM I WILL DO YOUR SKIN SOON;
i just need to uh, do something about homework that i haven't started.
would you be really nice and share with me the whole complete list of things that need to be done?
(yangcheng's is just hbl stuff only right? there's more issit?)

o_o. chew chew. BAM.

it is NOT my fault!!!

there were like disclaimers everywhere.

+ strong silent type cool what.

... damn strong btw. damn cool.

but strong and silent aint the most awesome combi.

but it does own red guy. :D

come back from your shower already!! D:

the strong silent type


IT'S ALL JOEY'S FAULT!!

Saturday, February 27, 2010

imma muggle not a mugger

so i got lazy and didn't go for class.
nor am i doing work.
but have i mentioned how awesome ultimate frisbee is?
definitely a good choice (y)
and i seriously hope i get in
--
frisbee inventor dead at 90, leaves behind joy
"Just seeing the smile on a child's face as he or she catches a soaring disc on a summer afternoon in the park, or a grown-up diving headfirst to grab a falling disc, that is what the spirit of the Frisbee is all about."

"hello, are you lost? cause you've been running around in my head"

i realised how short 2 years can be;
how little time there is left till we're thrown into the big big world.
life's been a bunch of guarantees so far,
easy options and safety nets,
how do you choose now when you've never had to?
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i'll think about him everyday for two whole years,
then never see him again for the rest of my life.
i need to treasure every moment; every skip of heart and every catch of breath.
that's all i need.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

thirty seconds to take off

awesome silver space boots; photo courtesy of jo.

they'd be my favourite pair of boots (the jcs don't count they wedges) if not for the lovely anne d-inspired that arrived. they just look so bad-ass and totally combat-boots-digested-and-reformed-into-chunky-something's-missing-boots. i'm in love with the insane laceups.

anyway, shall make this post longer since i've mostly been posting random short things here and there. so... okay i'm kinda freaked out (but in a good way ;D) that celeste lives three streets down but nvm maybe we can arrange mugging sessions or something cause i know i'll need them. but it's still kinda freaky. and i still want to buy more shoes. (sorry one-track mind here) i need new school shoes mine are gonna fall apart. i think i'll get a pair of sneakers in red too. not for school of course but yeah. and gah leopard wedges :S and my "things to buy" list is super long. i need to start saving up. completely broke especially since i splurged so much on the anne d's.

and yes frisbee tmr. really looking forward to it cause it's super fun but i need to beat my arm into submission so that it'll throw straight. honestly i think my forehand is a lost cause. will be missing school next next week cause of ssef and i'm damn scared cause considering the pace of our lectures and tutorials, i don't think i can catch up after that D; and the banana suit was so much better than this giant man blazer with supersized shoulder pads. gah i need to borrow court shoes again.

oh and i'm kinda excited about op smile; still can't believe i got in but yay. activities this year sound damn fun and i can't wait. i'm quite glad i didn't chicken out again (almost did eeps) though i'm not sure if i regret missing the MAD auditions. i mean, sure, class at oschool will put me 12bucks in deficit but it's so fun and i can go when i feel like it :D and zinc won't go with me cause she got her ct lunch somewhere in kembangan. i kinda wanna stalk them for certain reasons but nvm i have 2 years to enjoy the view at hwachong. i think i just made no sense.

and how to write letters to him; say what? and how is he gonna reply man. and i wonder how long spaghetti can be kept cause there's still 1/4 of a pot in the fridge from wed night and i want to eat it.

i think i should go do my chem prac now; i've procrastinated long enough but sigh i hate titration and the value i got is like really really inaccurate and i'm doomed for spa and having a teacher watch your every move is scary and thank goodness yuting was at the makeup too or i think i wouldd have died.

and there might just be a monster in my closet cause there was a loud thud sound from the inside. i hope he/she/it didn't eat my bags.

i shared my secrets with the fishes and they gave me a sliver of the moon

no one should.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

i'm talking to myself again

i love the butterflies in my tummy every time you walk by;
but please just continue pass, don't stop,
i'm happy how things are now
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don't give up hope; there's still so much time for anything to happen

Saturday, February 20, 2010

pearls, birds, and double Cs


fake tattoos have never looked so good.
USD75 for 55 individual pieces that you put together to get the design you want.
unbelievably ex but breathtakingly stunning.
i want :(

oh and cookie had a tooth extracted today. he has to take medication for a week.
poor thing.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

OH BLOODY FAWK

shit my ulcer hurts like nobody's business. and i haven't done any homework. and my ulcer still hurts. i don't even think it's an ulcer. it's like a cut on the inside of my cheek. i bet some time during the night i had a pizza eating contest in my dreams and gnawed through millions of cheek cells. i suddenly have a craving for pineapples :/ i wish peanuts could taste as good as they look.

i wouldn't mind finding out how he tastes oops; thou shalt not talk about disturbing things ;D

mango madness day tmr :D
why i so random ah?
not enough sleep what.
really?
am i talking to myself?
i think so.
this is freaky 0.0

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

i need some gryffindor courage

AHHHH OKAY FINE I CHICKENED OUT.
I DIDN'T GO FOR THE AUDITIONS.
I GOT NO BALLS SEE.
wait no don't see.

(LOL@YING)
(how come you seem to be the only one who saw)

cause it's all in my head

this is why procrastinating is bad.
this is why i should stop getting distracted.
this is why i'm gonna fall asleep in my lectures later.

on another note, thank you angel for the kinder surprise chocolate.
the perfect food to prepare for late night chionging.
(the car is so cute.)

Sunday, February 14, 2010

throw caution to the wind

four-inch wedges and self-chained belts.
embellished dresses and windswept hair.

cause it's our time now.

happy cny everyone; eat lots of goodies and collect lots of angbaos.
do crazy things and don't look back.
the world's waiting and we're young tonight.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

this is why we're friends lol

i'm freaking scared, but i'll try anyway;
dance just makes me irrationally happy.

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

everybody hurts - REM

If you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long.
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes. Everybody cries.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
So, hold on.
Everybody hurts,
you're not alone.

Sunday, February 07, 2010

you have chemistry, but we have history

super awake now, cause i spent the entire day before napping asleep. completely couldn't focus on anything at all.

anyway, campfire on friday was amazing. jumping around high-ing and and swaying with any random person you see. the campfire looked amazing too, especially with the 4 coloured flames. the performances were also surprisingly good. (haha hui yi so cute) (hahaha pika pika pika~!)

saturday was fac dance prac and i think i'm more or less okay with the dance. it's seriously damnnnnnnnnnnn nice but the practice session was so long i'm still tired. but it was worth it and so are all the other sessions we'll have this coming week.

ARES FOR FAC DANCE CHAMPIONS!!

Saturday, February 06, 2010

trouser tyranny?

being extremely bored, i decided to go google about kilts and such, resulting in me ending up at a site by "an international band of men who enjoy the freedom, comfort, pleasure, and masculine appearance of kilts or other male unbifurcated (skirt-like) garments, and who reject the absurd notion that males must always be confined to trousers."

so some interesting points they made about trousers and why they're bad...
"There - in the crotch - they confine, crowd, bind, chafe, and otherwise cut into the male genitalia. The trousers also chafe against the inner thighs and, depending on their tightness, restrict leg movement. In some cases, the confinement of trousers may cause a rash or even reduce a man's sperm count."

"Trousers are a relatively recent development. In earlier times, men were accustomed to wearing unbifurcated clothing - such as robes, togas, tunics, sarongs, and various kilt-like or skirt-like garments."

"The desire for less constricting trousers is reflected in the trend among young men and boys, which started in the 1990's, to wear oversized trousers and shorts, with sagging crotches. This style, which is reminiscent of the baggy pants worn by old-fashioned slap-stick comedians, has been criticized for its sloppy appearance. While its low crotch allows more room for a man's genitals, it still leaves an annoying convergence of seams rubbing between one's thighs. A man would be more comfortable - and look less sloppy - if the inseams were eliminated altogether."

"Some people have tried to defend the trouser rule on religious grounds, as if trousers had been divinely ordained. They ignore the fact that priests and monks have been wearing unbifurcated robes and cassocks for centuries. They point to a passage in Deuteronomy that is sometimes interpreted as prohibiting cross-dressing. What they seem to forget is that trousers didn't even exist when the Bible was written. All the men in those days wore unbifurcated clothing. When have you ever seen a depiction of Moses or Jesus wearing trousers? If unbifurcated clothing was good enough for them, why not for us?"

"Because, while women can wear almost anything they want nowadays, our society subjects men to a rigid stereotype that confines them to trousers. Few men have the courage to break out of this mold, for fear that their masculinity will be questioned."

"Society puts little value on sissies, wimps, and momma's boys. Therefore, the boy must be physically and psychologically torn away from his mother and all things feminine, in order to achieve a new, masculine identity. He must go through repeated ordeals to strengthen his body and desensitize his feelings. He must become mortally ashamed of anything soft or feminine within him."

and there's much more, but the article is really long so if you're actually interested see here.

as for my opinion, why not? ;D

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

tonight i'mma fight till we see the sunlight

og games are over; gonna be split according to cgs tomorrow. but oh wells, it was fun while it lasted and og dinners were great.

(L) OG ELEVEN.

and i just cant get the image of little packets of bite-size cookie snapes out of my head. thanks man -.-