"hello, are you lost? cause you've been running around in my head"

i realised how short 2 years can be;

how little time there is left till we're thrown into the big big world.
life's been a bunch of guarantees so far,
easy options and safety nets,
how do you choose now when you've never had to?
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i'll think about him everyday for two whole years,
then never see him again for the rest of my life.
i need to treasure every moment; every skip of heart and every catch of breath.
that's all i need.