Wednesday, October 28, 2009

total brain drain

damnit i need inspiration.
for so many things.
how do i do a lj skin?
what would be a good tshirt design?
i'm sick of seeing this skin on my blog.
i need to sleep more.
looking forward to this is it.
really really looking forward to this is it.
i still have no inspiration.
tick tick.
tick tock.

Friday, October 23, 2009

the thirteen biker gang?

i can't believe we cycled for three hours for no particular reason at all, and from 10 to 12+ too at that. we had nada displacement and all i got out of it was a bloody massive sunburn. i'm red from head down and my collarbones hurt. almost my entire arm is sunburned, except my fingers which is weird but i suppose that's cause they were curled around the handlebars. and i have bloody tanlines now. TANLINES MY GOODNESS. i haven't even been tan in goodness knows how long and now... it's a really disturbing sight.

anyway, after cycling was bowling and that was quite random (what skillzxz??) though i took great pleasure in trying to convince joey that i was a vampire since all the pictures of me turned out totally blurry. and considering how i burn under the sun like nobody's business that might hold some truth ;)

and i would random more about the brief and equally fruitless trip to vivo but i need to go drown myself in aloe vera. and damnit issit supposed to feel so much like coating myself with superglue?

fond memories

sometimes i look at my old skins
and i wonder
how on earth did i do that?!

Thursday, October 22, 2009



and damnit hairdressers are really strong :/ went with ying to the salon near her house yesterday and blew 30bucks on some treatment thing. they rubbed some thing into my hair and made it all foamy and bigggggg. and for the first time in years my hair was blown dry. do you have any idea how weird it is to have a hairdryer blowing at your head when the last time you used it was to dry your socks???? and in the middle of nowhere in some container like cabin too at that.

as in for the socks, and not a salon in the middle of nowhere and yeah. and damnit the spot on my neck still hurts from their firm massage.

anyway went window shopping with ying today at ion and shit bloody fawesome shitzzzzz. I WANT TO BUY MANGO JEANS. i hate not having money. but if all goes well maybe i will have money eventually :/ soon, yes sooooooooooooon. heh heh heh.

and omg i'm in love with meat right now. like thick chunky lumps of meat, more commonly known as steaks to the civilized world. but meat is so fawesome and all i had for dinner today. oh speaking of food, the curry chicken bake rice at delifrance is bloody expensive but all together quite good. and WHY DOESN'T COKE COME IN GLASS BOTTLES ANYMORE? they look so much sexier that way.

and ok mad rant here but ok nvm ranting is good. i'm gonna have to attend a bloody creative writing course and i shall hence practice expressing myself yeah. so... i'm reading dead until dark by charlaine harris right now and i must say its quite good. no idea if it was written before twilight but there are some similarities. like there's a mind reader, except it's the human and not the vamp. but the vamp can levitate, which is coooooool. and apparently shes tastes differently too :/ but at least the story isn't a love story (though they spend too much time fucking each other) and actually has mysteries that involve solving. i hope the story progresses well and doesn't have a horrible ending. oh and the vamp glows, which i guess is less weird than sparkling.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009



Saturday, October 17, 2009

a whole new world

"In school, lots of people bully me because I'm fat."
" In school, we're classified into high class and low class. high class are them who wear expensive, branded stuffs and their dads are mostly rich. low class are geeks. basically, they're copying gossip girls."
"In school, I have no friends. And the people who pretend they are my friend are bitches."
" In school, my 'friends' like to steal my real friends. damn bitch sia!"
" In school, i get teased on because i'm short, and this bastard like to touch my face. Pervert much."
"In school, its hell. let me tell you: HELL. i made a big bloody mistake of going to this freaking secondary school which does not have tamil. and guess wat? all of the bloody people in there are racists. one day i am going to take a gun to school and shoot all of them."
"In school, i'm a very quiet person. I have only a few friends to talk with, the rest i treat them all as transparent, just like how they treat me too."

i just realised how lucky i am. lucky to be in nanyang and lucky to have the friends i have. sometimes i wonder if it's this kind of environment that has turned my sis into the person she is. i wonder if i should start taking her seriously when she talks about bitches and gangs.

why is it so bloody hot

damnit this sucks why must it be so damn hot today. and i cant on my aircon (zinc i can't believe you did) because then it'll just get hotter and hotter and more people will on their aircons and then we'll all just melt into one giant gooey puddle of human innards.

ah shit i really want to on my aircon. and i feel like spending money that i don't have. sigh. i need to find myself a sexy severus fic. just in case i end up all necrophilic again like last night when i was looking for mj posters :X

Friday, October 16, 2009

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

can't wait for this to be over

damnit damnit damnit why must there be bio tomorrow. if it was on friday then it still wouldn't be too bad. but TOMORROW?!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

(let's not forget the slides and the notes and essays and I CAN'T FIND MY NOTES FROM LAST YEAR AND PREVIOUS BLOCK TESTS. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY!!)

sigh. oh well. the point is not to be stumped by an immovable rock, but to pretend to be an unstoppable force meeting an immovable rock. you still don't get anywhere, but at least you have super powers :)


Monday, October 12, 2009

it's close to midnight...

ok so actually it isn't, but thriller just started playing and the first line is kinda cool :D and even though i didn't do much revising today, i'm quite happy cause now i'm the proud owner of a mj concert dvd which i am dying to watch but unfortunately can't. i need to stop distracting myself. but that's impossible. if i'm a distraction to myself i can't possibly remove the distraction cause if i remove myself then what's left to do the studying?

ok i'm a bit confused right now. i shall just study what i can study and not do what i don't know how to do. better than studying everything without sleeping and then not be able to finish the paper even though i know how to do the questions. that's just a complete waste of effort. then again, the whole point of studying is not for the exam grades but for the point of learning stuff. but if there weren't exams i wouldn't be studying anyway. so better to study just for the marks then to not study at all right?

Sunday, October 11, 2009

edward scissorhands

now that's a cool edward.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Friday, October 09, 2009

either you're wrong or you're right

wow, it's been so long since i last blogged. anyway, chem paper sucked today. and i don't think i'm gonna do well and don't tell me i will cause i know i wont. let's not burn down any more paradises, i just hope to get... 65 - 70%?

and on the way home i was talking to zinc about the furry ones and since i can't remember what i wanted to blog about, i shall post pictures of cute adorable animals :D

see zinc they look like weasels!

and then, of course they grew bigger. and bigger.

and here's the shot of christy trying to fish that i was talking about :D

sigh. i miss being p5 when exams were shorter and homework was easier. and when the dogs were smaller and all together less loud :/

Thursday, October 08, 2009

it's lovely to have an ambition at last :)