sigh. i have no idea what i'm doing with my life at the moment. on the bright side, i'm not into drugs or self mutilation but on the down side, i'm not really into anything.
Too often,
the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken,
it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life.
But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most,
are those who don't know what they want.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
a domestic affair
it's saturday night and i'm sitting at home with silas in my room with the aircon at 26degrees. so the fact that it's saturday night is obvious, and since i'm blogging, duh silas is with me. and 26 degrees is just... noobish. but i think i lack a internal body heater or something, so iow i freeze about as easily as tom yam, aka chilli oil soup, makes me hungry.
and that was probably a really weird sentence. but who cares, one of these days i'm gonna lie in my front yard with cookie and we can sunbathe together. for the record, cookie does sunbathe. and i think watching my dogs is really fun.
let's start with vicky. she's like those kind of supermoms. the kind where the kids always listen to her and shes always ready-to-go and fit and all. like the pups never fight with vicky, though that could be because vicky is so much larger... but anw, vicky's probably the healthiest one of the lot. and she's rather energetic but not in the spring-about-like-a-joey-on-crack kind of energetic (that's prince), but more of a... well basically i just think of her (if she were human) as the kind who go jogging everyday and is successful in work and all. and vicky is really lovable, and shes just beautiful. so yes, if vicky was human, she'd probably be the perfect mum-cum-21st century woman.
which would have made it really unlikely that cookie and her would get together. cookie is sort of like... the fun dad. like once in awhile cookie gets into a "fight" with say amber, and it gets really cute. like kimberly and angel will join in and one will take sides while the other just stands on it's back legs and sort of tries to break them up. in the end it's just this really cute tumble of fur and paws and it's just so cute. anyway, cookies is fat, like roll-down-the-stairs fat (he actually did roll down the stairs, oh horrors of horrors) but he's so cute. and fat people are fun people. and at times i tend to think of cookie as like, a dumb blonde cause his fur is sort of blonde, though maybe slightly bleach-y. but yeahs, cookie is just so lovable too. he's really easy going and he'll just rest his cute little head on your arm and fall asleep. like aww, so affectionate, unlike that vicious cretin that goes by the name prince. bleahhh!
anyway, this post is getting really long, so i guess i'll rant about the pups another time. and i love my dogs. they all have such unique personalities and it's just so amazing. vicky cookie angel amber kimberly <3 oh you too, ginger and legolas. i really do miss the two of you.
Happiness is not about having what you want.
It's wanting what you have.
(i sprouted this to joey today in the library's toilet, for some reason. heh hehs)
and that was probably a really weird sentence. but who cares, one of these days i'm gonna lie in my front yard with cookie and we can sunbathe together. for the record, cookie does sunbathe. and i think watching my dogs is really fun.
let's start with vicky. she's like those kind of supermoms. the kind where the kids always listen to her and shes always ready-to-go and fit and all. like the pups never fight with vicky, though that could be because vicky is so much larger... but anw, vicky's probably the healthiest one of the lot. and she's rather energetic but not in the spring-about-like-a-joey-on-crack kind of energetic (that's prince), but more of a... well basically i just think of her (if she were human) as the kind who go jogging everyday and is successful in work and all. and vicky is really lovable, and shes just beautiful. so yes, if vicky was human, she'd probably be the perfect mum-cum-21st century woman.
which would have made it really unlikely that cookie and her would get together. cookie is sort of like... the fun dad. like once in awhile cookie gets into a "fight" with say amber, and it gets really cute. like kimberly and angel will join in and one will take sides while the other just stands on it's back legs and sort of tries to break them up. in the end it's just this really cute tumble of fur and paws and it's just so cute. anyway, cookies is fat, like roll-down-the-stairs fat (he actually did roll down the stairs, oh horrors of horrors) but he's so cute. and fat people are fun people. and at times i tend to think of cookie as like, a dumb blonde cause his fur is sort of blonde, though maybe slightly bleach-y. but yeahs, cookie is just so lovable too. he's really easy going and he'll just rest his cute little head on your arm and fall asleep. like aww, so affectionate, unlike that vicious cretin that goes by the name prince. bleahhh!
anyway, this post is getting really long, so i guess i'll rant about the pups another time. and i love my dogs. they all have such unique personalities and it's just so amazing. vicky cookie angel amber kimberly <3 oh you too, ginger and legolas. i really do miss the two of you.
Happiness is not about having what you want.
It's wanting what you have.
(i sprouted this to joey today in the library's toilet, for some reason. heh hehs)
braindead
aye, i think philosophical discussions at midnight are just weird... and i need to do my lang arts and chinese, but not now. i think i'm gonna stop skinning for awhile, probably a very long while.
ah wells, adios.
ah wells, adios.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
BOOM
zzz. facebook is amusing, but the only game that can keep me interested in the heroes one. so fireballs and weird stuff here i go -.-
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
out the window
ah well, there go my principles. then again, what principles? zzz. but seeing as i've been finding myself extremely bored this days, i've given in and made a facebook account. oh horrors of horrors. zzz. now i just have to figure out how to well, start.
There are two kinds of people in this world;
those who play play stupid games and laugh at themselves,
and others who don't know how to enjoy living
There are two kinds of people in this world;
those who play play stupid games and laugh at themselves,
and others who don't know how to enjoy living
Sunday, August 10, 2008
080808
ah ok so ying wants me to post abt national day's eve. so basicallyyyyyyyy, connect singapore went kapeesh. like the class was going mad just standing along the roads and yelling and waving at everyone driving past and why does it feel as if i've typed this before? hmms. dunno but i'm having a weird sense of dejavu.
ok wtv! yeah so pam and her big inflated hand and the rest of 313 (well most of it, if you minus ying and queenie having a bitchslapping marathon and other stoners like me) were shouting "happy national day" to whoever walked/droved/flew/dived passed us. and poor lao shi was so worried we would cause a car accident. zzz.
then suddenly people started a count down so ok lets count down and we counted 3 2 1 and then.... nothing. yeah so randomly said a few lines of the pledge hoping that that was what we were supposed to be doing and then... yeah ok so basically it didnt go as planned, obviously.
after connect sg ying came over to my house and we alternated wasting time in front of the com and reading on the bed. and then we decided to pay youtube a visit and did weird stuff and watched weird stuff and i think i laughed so much i ruptured something. yeah probably.
and my index finger hurts. i think clicking a mouse is bad for you cause yeah, it's not natural! like when we were living in caves and were waving clubs about, we didnt exactly have to click anything. hence, our fingers were not meant for clicking and this is why my index finger is gonna fall off.
yeah, i make so much sense :D
Someday, everything will come together.
But until then, live it up; do what makes you happy.
If someone doesn't agree, then fuck them.
ok wtv! yeah so pam and her big inflated hand and the rest of 313 (well most of it, if you minus ying and queenie having a bitchslapping marathon and other stoners like me) were shouting "happy national day" to whoever walked/droved/flew/dived passed us. and poor lao shi was so worried we would cause a car accident. zzz.
then suddenly people started a count down so ok lets count down and we counted 3 2 1 and then.... nothing. yeah so randomly said a few lines of the pledge hoping that that was what we were supposed to be doing and then... yeah ok so basically it didnt go as planned, obviously.
after connect sg ying came over to my house and we alternated wasting time in front of the com and reading on the bed. and then we decided to pay youtube a visit and did weird stuff and watched weird stuff and i think i laughed so much i ruptured something. yeah probably.
and my index finger hurts. i think clicking a mouse is bad for you cause yeah, it's not natural! like when we were living in caves and were waving clubs about, we didnt exactly have to click anything. hence, our fingers were not meant for clicking and this is why my index finger is gonna fall off.
yeah, i make so much sense :D
Someday, everything will come together.
But until then, live it up; do what makes you happy.
If someone doesn't agree, then fuck them.
Half Blood Prince!
OWW! i just freakin clamped my finger and now it hurts like freakin hell. oh what the heck. the HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE trailer is out! (ok yeah i'm a little slow)
and like OMG. WHERE THE HELL IS SNAPE! hahas. anw, can't wait to see the movie, which is supposedly gonna be released in singapore on 20th november! lols that's ying's bday, but we're gonna be CHINA. waaaa~! damn damn damn.
oh and mucho thanks to izza for telling me about the trailer and then freakin out with me over snape after i watched it. ahhhh severus, why are you not in the trailerrrr! this is your movie! zzz.
right. my finger has stopped hurting. yay!
and like OMG. WHERE THE HELL IS SNAPE! hahas. anw, can't wait to see the movie, which is supposedly gonna be released in singapore on 20th november! lols that's ying's bday, but we're gonna be CHINA. waaaa~! damn damn damn.
oh and mucho thanks to izza for telling me about the trailer and then freakin out with me over snape after i watched it. ahhhh severus, why are you not in the trailerrrr! this is your movie! zzz.
right. my finger has stopped hurting. yay!
Saturday, August 09, 2008
bloop bloop
blahh. i'm feeling very weird today. like i ate a bowl of ice cream and cup noodles for dinner and now my sis and mum keep telling me to turn down my music. and i need to do my du shu bao gao but i refuse to do it.
ahhhhhhh! this sucks. heh. i'm think i'm gonna skin. AGAIN -.- i need a new hobby.
In this world, people are going to say
don't do this, don't do this, don't do this.
You know what you're going to end up with?
Nothing to do.
(which is my current problem)
ahhhhhhh! this sucks. heh. i'm think i'm gonna skin. AGAIN -.- i need a new hobby.
In this world, people are going to say
don't do this, don't do this, don't do this.
You know what you're going to end up with?
Nothing to do.
(which is my current problem)
Thursday, August 07, 2008
library cip again
waaaa~! lols. went to the library for cip today, but was dreading it the entire way there. like on the bus i was telling zinc how i would keep trying to decide if i should go or not and when the bus nears the stop i'll still get off regardless of what i decided. like... -.-
so did shelf-reading today. and guess what, i got assigned the art section, which also happens to be the messiest section in the library. like its chocked full of books all at the wrong sections cause there just isnt enough space so people who shelf books just place them at the nearest shelf with space. hence, i spent my entire three hours just doing ONE shelf. like both sides but still, ONE shelf. blah... and i was staring at all those number tag thingies and now i see all my 4s with a pink background and all my 6s with a black one. GAH.
and cause the whole shelf was so messed up, i got damn annoyed when i would go back to this particularly part of the shelf (that i'd already sorted) to realise that someone had come along and placed this book that doesnt belong there. yeah, i'm anal like that.
and cause there really was no space for the books, the librarian told me to remove all the old books (like those from the 1990s. hahaha) and i found this book that's older than me :D it was from 1992 i think. or maybe 1990. ok what the heck. but yeah, in the end i had a trolley full of old books and it was kinda sad, cause even though the covers and all were sort of worn out, the books looked really good.
and then there was this pile of the celestial heavens comic or something along those names. i vaguely remember reading them when i was like younger ( ah what fond memories ) and the guys all have really hot long hair :D
so basically, shelf-reading was damn @!#^&%#$#@$ and i ended up just pulling out all the books that weren't at the right place and then i built this huge pile of books on the floor. zzz. the people who walked pass kept looking at me like they thought they ought to report me to the librarian or something.
and i finally have 30 hours of cip :D but unfortunately, i still need to go for more cause i need to do for SIX MONTHS. WAAAAA~!
oh and don't forget the lyrics is cool, though my sis kept complaining about that person's voice and about how irritating it was. but still, the show was nice and the songs are all so old o.O
so did shelf-reading today. and guess what, i got assigned the art section, which also happens to be the messiest section in the library. like its chocked full of books all at the wrong sections cause there just isnt enough space so people who shelf books just place them at the nearest shelf with space. hence, i spent my entire three hours just doing ONE shelf. like both sides but still, ONE shelf. blah... and i was staring at all those number tag thingies and now i see all my 4s with a pink background and all my 6s with a black one. GAH.
and cause the whole shelf was so messed up, i got damn annoyed when i would go back to this particularly part of the shelf (that i'd already sorted) to realise that someone had come along and placed this book that doesnt belong there. yeah, i'm anal like that.
and cause there really was no space for the books, the librarian told me to remove all the old books (like those from the 1990s. hahaha) and i found this book that's older than me :D it was from 1992 i think. or maybe 1990. ok what the heck. but yeah, in the end i had a trolley full of old books and it was kinda sad, cause even though the covers and all were sort of worn out, the books looked really good.
and then there was this pile of the celestial heavens comic or something along those names. i vaguely remember reading them when i was like younger ( ah what fond memories ) and the guys all have really hot long hair :D
so basically, shelf-reading was damn @!#^&%#$#@$ and i ended up just pulling out all the books that weren't at the right place and then i built this huge pile of books on the floor. zzz. the people who walked pass kept looking at me like they thought they ought to report me to the librarian or something.
and i finally have 30 hours of cip :D but unfortunately, i still need to go for more cause i need to do for SIX MONTHS. WAAAAA~!
oh and don't forget the lyrics is cool, though my sis kept complaining about that person's voice and about how irritating it was. but still, the show was nice and the songs are all so old o.O
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i'm hungry
la dee do dee dah :D i'm vaguely high, cause i just finished another skin. heh heh heh. but i don't think i'll be using it, cause the posts space is too narrow. but it reminds me a lot of chinese painting, which i don't think mrs teo has returned to us. my purple flowers~! heh.
oh and i was looking through my old random notebooks, and i found something highly amusing.
presenting... (insert title here :D)
harry potter was in the zoo
where he was accused of doing voodoo
because a snake came out and said boo
and everybody ran into the loo
lying in his cupboard snoring
harry potter received a calling
he was so shocked he stopping breathing
and uncle vernon ran around freaking
uncle vernon hid them in a hut
but hagrid blew the door apart
dudley was so scared he clutched his heart
and a tail popped up from his butt
hagrid took harry to diagon alley
where he was suddenly struck silly
because malfoy looked so girly (heh heh heh)
and ollivander mentioned lily
on the first september
he met ron and his mother
as well as hermione granger
and they all shrieked "harry potter!"
ron took out his wand and gave a bellow
"sunshine, daisies, butter mellow,
turn this stupid fat rat yellow!"
but scabbers remained the same ol' fellow
at hogwarts he met the sorting hat
which started talking from where it sat
malfoy acted like a brat
and snape looked like an oversized bat (hey!)
harry and co. got into gryffindor
and ron weasley ate more and more
they climbed so many stairs before reaching their floor
where peeves chased them through their common room door
the next day he met professor snape (yay snape!)
who thought he was a blundering ape
and snape swept around with his billowing cape
which left the class gaping in his wake (that's right! bow down and kiss his feet!)
---
hahas. that rediculous thing was by me and ying in sec 2 but unfortunately, it ends there. oh and the stuff in brackets are just me being unable to resist making comments. anw, woohoo~! snape is hot!
hahas. ok time for bath. toodles.
oh and i was looking through my old random notebooks, and i found something highly amusing.
presenting... (insert title here :D)
harry potter was in the zoo
where he was accused of doing voodoo
because a snake came out and said boo
and everybody ran into the loo
lying in his cupboard snoring
harry potter received a calling
he was so shocked he stopping breathing
and uncle vernon ran around freaking
uncle vernon hid them in a hut
but hagrid blew the door apart
dudley was so scared he clutched his heart
and a tail popped up from his butt
hagrid took harry to diagon alley
where he was suddenly struck silly
because malfoy looked so girly (heh heh heh)
and ollivander mentioned lily
on the first september
he met ron and his mother
as well as hermione granger
and they all shrieked "harry potter!"
ron took out his wand and gave a bellow
"sunshine, daisies, butter mellow,
turn this stupid fat rat yellow!"
but scabbers remained the same ol' fellow
at hogwarts he met the sorting hat
which started talking from where it sat
malfoy acted like a brat
and snape looked like an oversized bat (hey!)
harry and co. got into gryffindor
and ron weasley ate more and more
they climbed so many stairs before reaching their floor
where peeves chased them through their common room door
the next day he met professor snape (yay snape!)
who thought he was a blundering ape
and snape swept around with his billowing cape
which left the class gaping in his wake (that's right! bow down and kiss his feet!)
---
hahas. that rediculous thing was by me and ying in sec 2 but unfortunately, it ends there. oh and the stuff in brackets are just me being unable to resist making comments. anw, woohoo~! snape is hot!
hahas. ok time for bath. toodles.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Monday, August 04, 2008
new skin again
so i got sick of that stupid skin that took me so long to code, and now i have a much simpler and much more plain skin. for some reason , i prefer this one to the other even though i coded this in like... less than 2 hours. *shrug* i guess there's something appealing in simplicity.
so basically today was rather... mundane. and teachers' day audition didnt go very well. but i guess it was still ok. and the english thing we had first thing in the morning was just so... urgh. what on earth is an antonym or whatsitcalled? the only thing that was interesting was that article on the sleeping late one.
turns out, it's normal for me to sleep at like... 1/2am in the morning. (hops about and laughs at those people who sleep too freakin' early). but when we go to china for that exchange program thing, i think i'll end up sleeping early. like my hibernating instincts will kick in and thankfully i have enough body fats to not freeze.
oh and the words in the skin, like up there, are adapted from a song.
so basically this blows, more than a slut.
so basically today was rather... mundane. and teachers' day audition didnt go very well. but i guess it was still ok. and the english thing we had first thing in the morning was just so... urgh. what on earth is an antonym or whatsitcalled? the only thing that was interesting was that article on the sleeping late one.
turns out, it's normal for me to sleep at like... 1/2am in the morning. (hops about and laughs at those people who sleep too freakin' early). but when we go to china for that exchange program thing, i think i'll end up sleeping early. like my hibernating instincts will kick in and thankfully i have enough body fats to not freeze.
oh and the words in the skin, like up there, are adapted from a song.
so basically this blows, more than a slut.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
ow ow ow
ahhh aching all over and that was really lousy and unintentional alliteration. the fact remains that i'm aching all over and my sis is parading around in a towel. as in only a towel. and do the colours of my skin look weird? i spent like a longggg time just now trying to fix the colours until my eyes started to hurt and i went down to watch the day after tomorrow.
man, i wanna learn to snowboard. and i can ski, you know! ok not really, but i can stay upright :D (most of the time). yeahhh... snowboarding is cool. sexy snowboarding severus snape! hahahahaha. and if you were wondering what i was talking about, it's a fanfic. a highly frivolous one but a hot!snape one none-the-less.
gahs. ITS AUGUSTTT. ok yeah, that's pretty obvious. but i mean it's AUGUST. like what the hell... it's gonna be september in no time and then it'll be sep hols then it'll be EOYS and then it'll be china exchange thing then it'll be december hols then it'll be sec 4 and then we're all gonna die! yeah, i'm hyperventilating.
sigh. time passes so fast. i mean, on friday i was telling myself i'm gonna read a fanfic but now it's sunday night and i havent read one. (and the chapters i read today cause the author updated don't count) boohoo.
i want frozen yoghurt :(
Everything good in life is either immoral, illegal or fattening.
man, i wanna learn to snowboard. and i can ski, you know! ok not really, but i can stay upright :D (most of the time). yeahhh... snowboarding is cool. sexy snowboarding severus snape! hahahahaha. and if you were wondering what i was talking about, it's a fanfic. a highly frivolous one but a hot!snape one none-the-less.
gahs. ITS AUGUSTTT. ok yeah, that's pretty obvious. but i mean it's AUGUST. like what the hell... it's gonna be september in no time and then it'll be sep hols then it'll be EOYS and then it'll be china exchange thing then it'll be december hols then it'll be sec 4 and then we're all gonna die! yeah, i'm hyperventilating.
sigh. time passes so fast. i mean, on friday i was telling myself i'm gonna read a fanfic but now it's sunday night and i havent read one. (and the chapters i read today cause the author updated don't count) boohoo.
i want frozen yoghurt :(
Everything good in life is either immoral, illegal or fattening.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
all the red
you know, i never knew singaporeans were so patriotic. then again, i should have known. and there were like... so many people wearing red at city hall today. like a lot. zzz.
and i am feeling highly depressed right now. WAAAAAAA. SINGFEST! gosh...
sigh. at like... 3 hours from now simple plan will be performing. gahhh! i wanna go! *breaks down in hysterics* damn hell i'm gonna miss you when you're gone. stupid song playing at such an emotional time. WAAAAAAAA!
and to make things worse, my mum and dad and sis are eating durian right now but i can't hit cause i've ate too many over the last weeks. like my dad bought 10 durians three times in a row and i ate so many and now i think i'm gonna get a sore throat. *sigh*
i suspect i have like, tonsillitis or something. i mean according to wiki... the symptoms are like severe sore throat, painful swallowing, headache, fever and chills and change in voice causing a "hot potato" voice. ok i have no idea what a "hot potato" voice is, but i used to get those symptoms very often last time.
oh what the heck. SIMPLE PLAN!!
boohoo.
and i am feeling highly depressed right now. WAAAAAAA. SINGFEST! gosh...
SIMPLE PLAN!!
sigh. at like... 3 hours from now simple plan will be performing. gahhh! i wanna go! *breaks down in hysterics* damn hell i'm gonna miss you when you're gone. stupid song playing at such an emotional time. WAAAAAAAA!
and to make things worse, my mum and dad and sis are eating durian right now but i can't hit cause i've ate too many over the last weeks. like my dad bought 10 durians three times in a row and i ate so many and now i think i'm gonna get a sore throat. *sigh*
i suspect i have like, tonsillitis or something. i mean according to wiki... the symptoms are like severe sore throat, painful swallowing, headache, fever and chills and change in voice causing a "hot potato" voice. ok i have no idea what a "hot potato" voice is, but i used to get those symptoms very often last time.
oh what the heck. SIMPLE PLAN!!
boohoo.
Friday, August 01, 2008
KICK YOU
i think i finally realise why detonatedlove quit. actually i'm amazed at how long she stayed.
got nothin' to say anymore,
orginality went out that door.
Sad Story - Plain White T's
got nothin' to say anymore,
orginality went out that door.
Sad Story - Plain White T's
Thursday, July 31, 2008
rantttttt
disclaimer: ok so if you're not interested in reading a whole load of random stuff, i advise you dont bother to read this :D
anw, that aside, i went for library cip today and it was so boring i ended up pondering the mysteries of life and the universe. hehs.
ok so wtv, i've come to realise there have been like, important turning points in my life.
firstly, was moving to central grove. like before i moved, i studied at park view, which was a co ed school. so if i hadnt moved and transferred out, i'd probably be well... different. probably a lot more boyish. and more sporty :X i recall my best friend was this guy who lived next door at that time. zzz.
so yeah... so when we moved house i went to canossa convent primary school. ( oh dear i cant spell the school name even :X shame on me. ) and it was like a catholic (uh i think?) girls school so we had to say prayers and sing hyms every once in awhile. yeps so even though i don't rmbr much, i'd say it was a good cultural thing, what with most of my family and relatives being buddists (i think thats misspelt too).
then along came like this major turning point, like the kind in the movies where the heroine's gonna die and suddenly this really hot hero (like severus snape) comes along and saves the day. yay sev! hahas. ok told you this is random. so yes, major turning point = getting into gep. i mean if i hadn't, i'd still be in canossa and i probably wouldn't be in nanyang and i'd probably never learnt how to skin. and i'd pobably also not know all the people i know now. like my friends will be so damn different. and i'd probably have never started wearing glasses though. that would definitely be a good thing.
so yeahs, then next would have been joining i-club in tao nan. at first, before i found out i like got into gep (which i still can't believe actually happened), i was accepted in canossa's badminton cca. and in tao nan, at first i signed up for badminton there, but then i still remember one day when mrs prakash came down to the class to get kat cause she signed up for i-club. then she was like "-sth about stuff we would learn in iclub- and anyone else interest?" so it was like a spur of the moment thing for me and i was *shrug* why not. so thus, began my life as a geek :D (more or less, but hey i enjoy being melodramatic)
and just for the record, if you dont count kindergarden, i spent 1 year in my first school, 2 in my second, 3 in my third, and now i am in my 3rd out of four years (that's if i dont fail myself out of nanyang) of my fourth school.
lub dub. and hence ends my really boring life story...
and its quite obvious how bored i was shelving books at the library if i actually managed to think about my whole life in that 3 hours.
i need a more exciting life :(
anw, that aside, i went for library cip today and it was so boring i ended up pondering the mysteries of life and the universe. hehs.
ok so wtv, i've come to realise there have been like, important turning points in my life.
firstly, was moving to central grove. like before i moved, i studied at park view, which was a co ed school. so if i hadnt moved and transferred out, i'd probably be well... different. probably a lot more boyish. and more sporty :X i recall my best friend was this guy who lived next door at that time. zzz.
so yeah... so when we moved house i went to canossa convent primary school. ( oh dear i cant spell the school name even :X shame on me. ) and it was like a catholic (uh i think?) girls school so we had to say prayers and sing hyms every once in awhile. yeps so even though i don't rmbr much, i'd say it was a good cultural thing, what with most of my family and relatives being buddists (i think thats misspelt too).
then along came like this major turning point, like the kind in the movies where the heroine's gonna die and suddenly this really hot hero (like severus snape) comes along and saves the day. yay sev! hahas. ok told you this is random. so yes, major turning point = getting into gep. i mean if i hadn't, i'd still be in canossa and i probably wouldn't be in nanyang and i'd probably never learnt how to skin. and i'd pobably also not know all the people i know now. like my friends will be so damn different. and i'd probably have never started wearing glasses though. that would definitely be a good thing.
so yeahs, then next would have been joining i-club in tao nan. at first, before i found out i like got into gep (which i still can't believe actually happened), i was accepted in canossa's badminton cca. and in tao nan, at first i signed up for badminton there, but then i still remember one day when mrs prakash came down to the class to get kat cause she signed up for i-club. then she was like "-sth about stuff we would learn in iclub- and anyone else interest?" so it was like a spur of the moment thing for me and i was *shrug* why not. so thus, began my life as a geek :D (more or less, but hey i enjoy being melodramatic)
and just for the record, if you dont count kindergarden, i spent 1 year in my first school, 2 in my second, 3 in my third, and now i am in my 3rd out of four years (that's if i dont fail myself out of nanyang) of my fourth school.
lub dub. and hence ends my really boring life story...
and its quite obvious how bored i was shelving books at the library if i actually managed to think about my whole life in that 3 hours.
i need a more exciting life :(
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
damn ie6
waaaa. this skin isnt compatible in ie6! but what the heck, i'm not gonna change it cause yeahhhhhhhhh. i have no idea how.
and omgosh, my other photobucket account exceeded its bandwidth too! and i only have images from one skin on that account! like hello, host your own images! zzz.
anw, lao shi gave us back our chinese tests today. and gah i failed. again. it's so depressing :(
and i think i'm going to fail maths too, considering that i didn't finish so many questions. and then all the sciences stuff. like wts.
hahas. guys with dark shoulder-length hair turn me on :D
so that was random but yeahh, i was delirious last night and somehow ended up telling dom that but *shrug* its true :D
severus snape has dark hair thats more or less shoulder length :P
oh and cross country was horrible. like stupid larhs, all the upslopes and downslopes and what? and the ground was like so slippery and trip-able. zzz. i'm so not running next year. next year... jo can go run :D and i shall walk the 3.2km and laugh sadistically :D
gahs oh and chinese lecture! i don't want my paper back. like there are supposedly some with single digit marks. it's out of 100 lehs! my gosh. oh and we had a special guest for chinese lecture today :D goes by the surname zhang and the name lang. hahas. a lot of the ppl started screaming and it was so darn amusing. but it was nearing the end of lecture already so the teacher just let us off early. hehs.
and omgosh, my other photobucket account exceeded its bandwidth too! and i only have images from one skin on that account! like hello, host your own images! zzz.
anw, lao shi gave us back our chinese tests today. and gah i failed. again. it's so depressing :(
and i think i'm going to fail maths too, considering that i didn't finish so many questions. and then all the sciences stuff. like wts.
hahas. guys with dark shoulder-length hair turn me on :D
so that was random but yeahh, i was delirious last night and somehow ended up telling dom that but *shrug* its true :D
severus snape has dark hair thats more or less shoulder length :P
oh and cross country was horrible. like stupid larhs, all the upslopes and downslopes and what? and the ground was like so slippery and trip-able. zzz. i'm so not running next year. next year... jo can go run :D and i shall walk the 3.2km and laugh sadistically :D
gahs oh and chinese lecture! i don't want my paper back. like there are supposedly some with single digit marks. it's out of 100 lehs! my gosh. oh and we had a special guest for chinese lecture today :D goes by the surname zhang and the name lang. hahas. a lot of the ppl started screaming and it was so darn amusing. but it was nearing the end of lecture already so the teacher just let us off early. hehs.
Monday, July 28, 2008
oh jolly
hahahas. i just realised my bandwidth for my moon-sonata photobucket account exceeded. zeesh. this is the reason why i dont use image layouts anymore :D
so those with the ugly stuff pasted across your skin, go to blogskins.com, save the images there and host them on your own.
la dee do dee dah.
so those with the ugly stuff pasted across your skin, go to blogskins.com, save the images there and host them on your own.
la dee do dee dah.
OH JOY TO THE WORLD
my gosh. this skin took me like... 8 hours to do. EIGHT EFFING GOOD HOURS! *breaks down* oh but thank heavens it works in both ie and firefox now. sigh. i am so not going to check whether this is safari and opera compatible. no way in hell.
ok let me rant about why this took forever. for one, its COMPLETELY css coded. which means the code for this skin is so freakin long. and then i couldn't get the footer to work so i resorted to using z-index but then somehow the preview and actual blog looked different. like totally cheat my feelings larh! in the preview, the navigations worked fine at the bottom, but then when i saved template and viewed blog, the thing flew up to the damn top. waaaaa! then i couldn't bring it back down so i gave up and left it at the top. but now theres this grey strip there that won't go away and i have no idea where it came from.
damn i'm gonna cry man. then there was the problem of getting that stupid black line to appear below the bars. like for some reason it wanted to be above the bars even though it was a border-top for the words. bleargh. then after that i checked in firefox, and to my utter horror, the alignment was completely off for the stupid reason that the two browsers render paddings differently. AHHH. so in the end i resorted to margins and crossed my fingers that it would work. now the coding is all bad and broken but at least it works.
WAAAAAAAAA! i don't think i'll submit this skin. ever. i'm not sharing this! it took me eight hours! * skips off laughing like an utter maniac*
sigh. i think i'm in one those "you either laugh or cry" situations again. sigh. hopefully i wont be awake when my body decides which it wants to do.
ok let me rant about why this took forever. for one, its COMPLETELY css coded. which means the code for this skin is so freakin long. and then i couldn't get the footer to work so i resorted to using z-index but then somehow the preview and actual blog looked different. like totally cheat my feelings larh! in the preview, the navigations worked fine at the bottom, but then when i saved template and viewed blog, the thing flew up to the damn top. waaaaa! then i couldn't bring it back down so i gave up and left it at the top. but now theres this grey strip there that won't go away and i have no idea where it came from.
damn i'm gonna cry man. then there was the problem of getting that stupid black line to appear below the bars. like for some reason it wanted to be above the bars even though it was a border-top for the words. bleargh. then after that i checked in firefox, and to my utter horror, the alignment was completely off for the stupid reason that the two browsers render paddings differently. AHHH. so in the end i resorted to margins and crossed my fingers that it would work. now the coding is all bad and broken but at least it works.
WAAAAAAAAA! i don't think i'll submit this skin. ever. i'm not sharing this! it took me eight hours! * skips off laughing like an utter maniac*
sigh. i think i'm in one those "you either laugh or cry" situations again. sigh. hopefully i wont be awake when my body decides which it wants to do.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
snoozles
i have no idea what the title means but it sounds interesting so *shrug* anw, haven't updated for awhile. the block tests have been extremely disappointing. SIGH. the class's average for chinese is failing mark! i'm so DEADDDDD. and then everything else was equally disastrous. i'm taking solace from the fact that i can't remember what i wrote for all my exams.
but away with block tests! i finished making a new skin yesterday and it has a earthly tones that i find extremely calming. but that skin aint for my blog, nor am i gonna submit it. you'll find out what it's for in due time ;D
oh but i am gonna change my skin soon. and it's gonna be... a little naughty :D ok not really, depends on personal opinions i guess. but yeahhhh. new skin coming and it's gonna be something with a dark base. probably dark greyyyy.
i suddenly have the urge to cut my nails... urgh i lack a nail clipper :(
AHH THERES A MOTH CLIMBING UP MY FOOT!
phew. it's gone now. oh speaking of weird creatures, i watched Ni'm Island today. the storyline is a little unrealistic, but ok i guess. basically this girl and her daddy live on this island, but no one know where it is. then theres this author who writes about this hero who goes on great adventures but she herself in afraid of leaving her house and is obsessive about cleanliness. zzz so stuff happen which i shan't tell you in case you wanna watch it :D oh but i find the flying lizards extremely amusing.
blah. CROSS COUNTRY on monday! *faints* it's like 3.2km larhs... what am i gonna do?
so yeahhhhhh. i have to do my 2 du shu bao gaos. how depressing. and i dont get to enjoy my after-exams cause there's still school! i think theres a reason why exams are normally just before holidays. blearugh!
Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
but away with block tests! i finished making a new skin yesterday and it has a earthly tones that i find extremely calming. but that skin aint for my blog, nor am i gonna submit it. you'll find out what it's for in due time ;D
oh but i am gonna change my skin soon. and it's gonna be... a little naughty :D ok not really, depends on personal opinions i guess. but yeahhhh. new skin coming and it's gonna be something with a dark base. probably dark greyyyy.
i suddenly have the urge to cut my nails... urgh i lack a nail clipper :(
AHH THERES A MOTH CLIMBING UP MY FOOT!
phew. it's gone now. oh speaking of weird creatures, i watched Ni'm Island today. the storyline is a little unrealistic, but ok i guess. basically this girl and her daddy live on this island, but no one know where it is. then theres this author who writes about this hero who goes on great adventures but she herself in afraid of leaving her house and is obsessive about cleanliness. zzz so stuff happen which i shan't tell you in case you wanna watch it :D oh but i find the flying lizards extremely amusing.
blah. CROSS COUNTRY on monday! *faints* it's like 3.2km larhs... what am i gonna do?
so yeahhhhhh. i have to do my 2 du shu bao gaos. how depressing. and i dont get to enjoy my after-exams cause there's still school! i think theres a reason why exams are normally just before holidays. blearugh!
Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
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