Wednesday, April 02, 2008

there are no shortcuts to any place worth going

sigh. i wish there was such a thing as pause. i wish there was such a thing as fast-forward. i wish there was such a thing as rewind.

i wish there was such a thing as wishes.

rather depressed now. ih sia is looking so... overwhelming. sigh. all the work is going to start spilling in. i just can't bring myself to do work anymore. everyday i'm just looking forward to the end of school. when i come home i look forward to sleeping. yet, i don't really have anything to do.

i want to make a skin. but i don't know how. sigh. i don't know what i wanna make. it's so... frustrating. argh.

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode.It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

i need a life.