yo mama so fat

my chair broke;
again.
-.-

crimes that were never defined

one of the best things about being young
is how our impulsiveness allows us to indulge in the now
and screw that far-away future;

that more than makes up for all the awkward stages.

tired of living like a blind man

ive had a lot of deep revelations and eye-opening insights recently, but since i'm not as dedicated as jo in maintaining a blog that's actually useful, i shan't bother to write about them.

on a shallow note, 3inch-high heels are starting to look really short.

put it in a bottle and throw it out to sea

i hate it when such things happen.
and i hate it even more when i can't write about it.
i need new ranting space.

we're doing nothing at all

it's been awhile since i last posted but nothing fantastic has happened. unfortunately, this is what happens when school becomes all-consuming. too many things to do and none of them getting done. i need a break. i need to catch up. i need to stop lagging. i need to slow down. i need to sleep.

interview today was scary. super duper scary. too many stupid things in front of too many seniors. scary.

honestly, j1 would have been a lot more enjoyable if a certain project didn't exist. but it does. pity. on the other hand, project odd is official! lots of good things coming soon ;D

oh boy, we're on the edge of an asteroid.

you crafted me so sharp, i cut even myself

ive learnt a lot recently.
maybe i knew it all along
but the time for living with closed eyes is over.

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

one and only

I HOPE ALL GOES WELL

some pages turned; some bridges burned

i've been wanting to post for awhile, but somehow i never got to doing it. procrastinating again, obviously.

today was nice, halfday at school and quasi-class outing to watch despicable me afterwards. i would like to learn to laugh like a minion. they're so cute, like baby potatoes~

and i seem to have sunk into a melancholic mood again. sigh.

all in all, it's been a merciful yet extremely painful week. my paradise was razed to the ground again but at least the ashes cleared fast this time. but i still can't believe she walked out on us like that. or was something we did? i wish i knew what went wrong.

and hahas, cute pictures. thanks jo. i rmbr doing some of those with/to christy.
memories. miss her. so much.
want you back.

what a horrid state of limbo i seem to have ended up in.

yeah you know you should

THEY'RE OVERRRRRR YAYYYY NO MORE TESTS FOR...
awhile -.-

and gosh i want so many more accessories where to get waaaaaa
i need some new shiny things
before i start buying more silver shoes
*facepalm*

oh i finally bought jeans today,
so i actually own normal blue jeans.
sales are awesome (L)
but my berms aren't selling anymore
but that might be a good thing cause i don't have 50dollars to burn on them.

and i still need a new wallet.
my current one is way pass retirement.
*hint hint*
:D

i want some spiked sneakers.
they'll protect my poor feet from certain elephants ;D

and the eclipse movie was not bad actually.
too many kissing scenes but rather hilarious sometimes.
and omg i can't stand how robert pattinson's jaw looked weird throughout the whole movie.
it's not that bad in other pics zzz.
"from now on i'm switzerland!"
HAHAHA.

it's like i woke up under a different sky

the end is in sight!

bloody basket

WHY IS IT OVER.
I DON'T WANT IT END CAN WE TRY AGAIN FROM THE BEGINNING.
I HATE THAT I KEEP DOING THE SAME STUPID THINGS AND GET UPSET
AND DO IT AGAIN ANYWAY.

DAMMIT SO MUCH PRECIOUS TIME GONE DOWN THE DRAIN.
AGAIN!

she says he's not coming back

it's been so long D;

cause all my glass shoes break

gee, time really flew.
holidays are ending soon; so must my self-denial.

now's a really bad time to start reading fanfiction again.
---
we all have our histories.
---
Cinderella are you really that happy?
Cinderella are you really that lucky?
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?

hadeehahuh?

sold one of the shoes away today. it was unexpectedly hard to let go.
but never gonna let go of my potions.
ever.
---
anyway, saturday = bounty-less shopping + food food foooood
+ oreo cheesecake and 17 candles

i feel so old. the pups are so old too.
amber looks adorable hahas.

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on another random note, i now have a portable hard drive.
joey you can stop laughing now -.-

cast away; cast off; cast about; cast in stone

i wish i'd done more stupid things when i still could.
---
holidays are like money; you waste them in small amounts
and in the end you realise everything's gone.
---
books are like adventures,
it's the journey that matters, not the destination.
don't ever read the ending first.
don't ever rush through the pages.
relish every word and delight in every intense emotion.
savor it because the first time is always special.
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i need to sleep. badly.
i want to.
but not yet.
tossing around in bed is a waste of time.

you know you want one ;D

click here for some awesomeness ;D

to tame your wild wild heart

i don't want to mug. i really don't. especially since everyone is mugging.
that makes very little sense, doesn't it?

i can't make myself care enough but i'll do it out of guilt.
cause the marks don't matter to me, but i hate seeing the disappointment in their eyes.
in the end it's not my choice to make and this isn't my life to waste.

I don't mean to close the door
but for the record my heart is sore
you blew through me like bullet holes
left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul
- werewolf by cocorosie

holy sh*t

i'd give half my collection to have you

how long have you been seventeen; awhile

wow. it only just sunk in that i have 11 days left before i turn 17.
better make best use of it to be as immature as possible.
i'm gonna miss being 16.
T.T

to change a name is to change a life

i realised that this blog has been on a crash course to nowhere. my posts are too cryptic for even me to understand sometimes. there's so much i want to say, but sometimes things are just better left unsaid.

maybe it'll all get better once everything is done and we can all take a breather.

and of course, thank you for bringing back so many beautiful memories that got buried beneath the hubbub of life. it was just a brief moment, a few mere minutes, but you made my day. and i'm sure everyone will laugh if they truly knew what i was referring to, but i've always been a little weird so leave me be to enjoy my solace from unexpected places.

i hope i'll dream of you tonight.
it's been some time since i last did.