Monday, April 26, 2010

a murder of crows

i love how i get that sweet floaty feeling when i finish a good fanfic. it's the kind of feeling that makes me want to smile for no reason and do nothing but smile into thin air.

and really, it's strange to think that even now, i still want a life filled with magic, ancient castles and a dashing prince -- albeit halfblood but that's just fine with me.

Sunday, April 25, 2010


i hate how i keep missing 11:11;
and you as well.
it's the second year already.
wow, time really flies.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

the rocking horse


♥ ♥ ♥

Thursday, April 15, 2010

crystal ships dripping with ice

so much work so much work. haven't skinned in forever. haven't gone out in forever. haven't gone for a buffet in forever. haven't gone swimming in forever. haven't slept before 11.58pm in forever.

pw is a killer. but everyone knows that already. but it still sucks big time. and i still need to do it. soon preferably. rarh.

not understanding a lot of things right now, particularly econs and bio. insane. bio test on monday is doomed. hopefully i don't fail too badly. 40marks=80marking points in 50mins. crazy.

looking forward to fac outing on saturday. but must start studying for bio soon.

at this rate i don't think i'll try for pub. but fac comm looks so fun. mon/ass mon worked out fine in ny. but hc is so different i don't think i can afford to take on anymore. i hate how school makes me feel stupid.

and undeserving in so many ways. i want to crawl up in little corner and sleep for the rest of eternity.

Monday, April 12, 2010

i wish i could wake up tomorrow and i'd be 10 all over again

i realised my dream catcher would make an amazing necklace
if i didn't already hold six years worth of dreams.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

reposted via

“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

holy bull fish

econs test 0.0
oh dear.
chili crab + 7 mantous
mmm :D

Saturday, April 03, 2010

not enough; ever

sore throat