put it in a bottle and throw it out to sea

i hate it when such things happen.
and i hate it even more when i can't write about it.
i need new ranting space.

we're doing nothing at all

it's been awhile since i last posted but nothing fantastic has happened. unfortunately, this is what happens when school becomes all-consuming. too many things to do and none of them getting done. i need a break. i need to catch up. i need to stop lagging. i need to slow down. i need to sleep.

interview today was scary. super duper scary. too many stupid things in front of too many seniors. scary.

honestly, j1 would have been a lot more enjoyable if a certain project didn't exist. but it does. pity. on the other hand, project odd is official! lots of good things coming soon ;D

oh boy, we're on the edge of an asteroid.

you crafted me so sharp, i cut even myself

ive learnt a lot recently.
maybe i knew it all along
but the time for living with closed eyes is over.

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

one and only

I HOPE ALL GOES WELL

some pages turned; some bridges burned

i've been wanting to post for awhile, but somehow i never got to doing it. procrastinating again, obviously.

today was nice, halfday at school and quasi-class outing to watch despicable me afterwards. i would like to learn to laugh like a minion. they're so cute, like baby potatoes~

and i seem to have sunk into a melancholic mood again. sigh.

all in all, it's been a merciful yet extremely painful week. my paradise was razed to the ground again but at least the ashes cleared fast this time. but i still can't believe she walked out on us like that. or was something we did? i wish i knew what went wrong.

and hahas, cute pictures. thanks jo. i rmbr doing some of those with/to christy.
memories. miss her. so much.
want you back.

what a horrid state of limbo i seem to have ended up in.

yeah you know you should

THEY'RE OVERRRRRR YAYYYY NO MORE TESTS FOR...
awhile -.-

and gosh i want so many more accessories where to get waaaaaa
i need some new shiny things
before i start buying more silver shoes
*facepalm*

oh i finally bought jeans today,
so i actually own normal blue jeans.
sales are awesome (L)
but my berms aren't selling anymore
but that might be a good thing cause i don't have 50dollars to burn on them.

and i still need a new wallet.
my current one is way pass retirement.
*hint hint*
:D

i want some spiked sneakers.
they'll protect my poor feet from certain elephants ;D

and the eclipse movie was not bad actually.
too many kissing scenes but rather hilarious sometimes.
and omg i can't stand how robert pattinson's jaw looked weird throughout the whole movie.
it's not that bad in other pics zzz.
"from now on i'm switzerland!"
HAHAHA.