it's like i woke up under a different sky

the end is in sight!

bloody basket

WHY IS IT OVER.
I DON'T WANT IT END CAN WE TRY AGAIN FROM THE BEGINNING.
I HATE THAT I KEEP DOING THE SAME STUPID THINGS AND GET UPSET
AND DO IT AGAIN ANYWAY.

DAMMIT SO MUCH PRECIOUS TIME GONE DOWN THE DRAIN.
AGAIN!

she says he's not coming back

it's been so long D;

cause all my glass shoes break

gee, time really flew.
holidays are ending soon; so must my self-denial.

now's a really bad time to start reading fanfiction again.
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we all have our histories.
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Cinderella are you really that happy?
Cinderella are you really that lucky?
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?

hadeehahuh?

sold one of the shoes away today. it was unexpectedly hard to let go.
but never gonna let go of my potions.
ever.
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anyway, saturday = bounty-less shopping + food food foooood
+ oreo cheesecake and 17 candles

i feel so old. the pups are so old too.
amber looks adorable hahas.

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on another random note, i now have a portable hard drive.
joey you can stop laughing now -.-

cast away; cast off; cast about; cast in stone

i wish i'd done more stupid things when i still could.
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holidays are like money; you waste them in small amounts
and in the end you realise everything's gone.
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books are like adventures,
it's the journey that matters, not the destination.
don't ever read the ending first.
don't ever rush through the pages.
relish every word and delight in every intense emotion.
savor it because the first time is always special.
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i need to sleep. badly.
i want to.
but not yet.
tossing around in bed is a waste of time.

you know you want one ;D

click here for some awesomeness ;D

to tame your wild wild heart

i don't want to mug. i really don't. especially since everyone is mugging.
that makes very little sense, doesn't it?

i can't make myself care enough but i'll do it out of guilt.
cause the marks don't matter to me, but i hate seeing the disappointment in their eyes.
in the end it's not my choice to make and this isn't my life to waste.

I don't mean to close the door
but for the record my heart is sore
you blew through me like bullet holes
left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul
- werewolf by cocorosie

holy sh*t

i'd give half my collection to have you

how long have you been seventeen; awhile

wow. it only just sunk in that i have 11 days left before i turn 17.
better make best use of it to be as immature as possible.
i'm gonna miss being 16.
T.T

to change a name is to change a life

i realised that this blog has been on a crash course to nowhere. my posts are too cryptic for even me to understand sometimes. there's so much i want to say, but sometimes things are just better left unsaid.

maybe it'll all get better once everything is done and we can all take a breather.

and of course, thank you for bringing back so many beautiful memories that got buried beneath the hubbub of life. it was just a brief moment, a few mere minutes, but you made my day. and i'm sure everyone will laugh if they truly knew what i was referring to, but i've always been a little weird so leave me be to enjoy my solace from unexpected places.

i hope i'll dream of you tonight.
it's been some time since i last did.

meaning that nothing can scratch its surface

i wonder if i ever had it.
or will i find it when the time comes?

baby you're gonna light up the sky

SILVER SHOES ARE HERE.
WOOHOO (L)

like your ass had the hiccups

eeps time's flying by

the first week's almost over D;

tastes like slytherin

hahahaha looking forward to it

thanks ying ;D

an absolutely horrid day

HOLY BANANASHIT
MY CONTACTS ARE STUCK
FUCKKKKKKKK

how we were young and stupid

SHITTTTTT SO MUCH TO DO.
what's the point of medicine when you can't take it.
i mean, if i fall asleep who's gonna do my eom.
and learn origami.
and do my econs tutorial.
I HATE ORIGAMI BTW NO OFFENCE BUT IT'S BEYOND ME.