heehee. so im not doing my xue xi dang an, which is due tmr. heehee. and the maths dirichlet xD. oh this is bad. knowing where this is going, im probably gonna end up readin ff or st. anw, dance is back in the timetables. WAAAAAA. this is SOOO sad. i cant do those freaky bendy thingys and i dont really wish to... its not normal! zzz. and ying just volunteered to be the dance rep today. hahahahs. jy ying! must count louder. no need to get sal to help you. heehees. oh and we lined up in a line again, so chen li li cud arrange us from short to tall. this is so saddd. im in the shorter side of the class. well like duh. im short. SIGH. but im taller than sal xD heehee. and JUSSTTT shorter than jo. hmms. how can that be. thats not right! ah wells. zzz.

oh yeahs and cookie right, he rolled down the stairs some long time ago and had stairs phobia after that. but recently, i managed to coax him up! wheee~ hahas. i sat on each step with a cup of that lovely strawberry yogurt drink thing and kept calling his name xD he probably tot i was nuts. but still, every step he went up i went up another. and after a few times, now he comes up on his own! mwahahaha.

zzz ok my dirichlet is screwed. i just have this WHOLE list of diff ans. its not right
SOMETHINGS WRONG. sigh.

ah wells. so im 14. and im chionging chinese sia -.- what a bother... sigh. anw, at 12, i danced at jig and at 12.01, went back to my homework. sigh. this is sad. and depressing. zzz. my hw is getting nowhere. i probably wont sleep... zzz. so much work to do... sigh. im dead. dead as a dead thing can be. i told chelsea that dying on my birthday sounds cool, and i tink i will... zzz. the trs are so going to murder me. i havent done half of my hw. more like 3/4. ive barely done anything. and ying's aslp. so its just me and jo now, doing some midnight chionging. wonder if sal's awake. maybe. zzz. ah wells. its the first day of sch and it really sux. pfft.

sigh. its like. in the middle of the night. zzz. im gonna sleep soon. im just so dead. my homework is like undone. all ive done the whole of today, is like one dirichlet problem. zzz. itunes is playing leave out all the rest now(: such a nice song. wonder why jo doesnt like it. heehee. i just realised i used alot of "like" -.- sigh. this is bloody depressing. ah wells. i shall chiong everything in like... 18hours from now. aka sunday night/friday morning. zzz. then theres still the other hw... sigh. im so going to die...

"keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest"

hello. im back again. turns out im really gonna revive this... zzz. i need to change the skin, but cant find anything nice... pfft. anw, i am SOOO dead. like DOOMED. all the holiday hw and even now, im not doing it. sigh. so going to have to chiong everything, esp art which i dont think i shall even do. i wanna read my book! they like just got to the exciting part. all those "final battle" scenes. well actually its not at that major climax yet but hell its so bloody exciting. cant wait for the final climax. hehee. i tink i shall give up reading ff. no bloody time if i wanna play audi and read this series at the same time. heehee.

gahs. school's starting! AHHH. hahas. my phone's been dying on a regular basis again. pfft. and jo got a new phone! wonder how it looks like... anw, i seriously think im just trying to put off doing hw by posting this. nvm. i shall do some random topic hopping.

i love linkin park's song Leave Out All The Rest. it bloody ROCKS. its so damn nice k... i think its the best song in the album. WHOO! hahas. my sis doesnt agree with me but who cares. it rocks! heehee. ok next random topic

AUDI SO BLOODY LAGS. actually my entire com lags but hell, every com ive used has been laggy. and joey just sreamed sth abt tom and jerry on msn. oh right. there was one day where 5 baffoons came over to my hse for lit circle right. and jo and sal stayed for dinner. and in the end, we were watching garfield 2, a tale of two kitties, and it was SO FUNNY! hahas. i rmbr the part where the guy's gf was saying garfield cud do with some serious ab work. heehee. or at least i tink it was garfield, or maybe it was prince... hmms dno. but its so funny.

u noe, im tempted to run off and read my book... its so cool k. i once tried explaining the story line to dom, but its so complicated i tink i just made him more confused. heehee. but i tink harry potter had some basis on this. so bleedy similar at some parts. zzz.

oh yes! book 7! and the movie! WHEEE. cant wait. in the movie right, luna is realllyyyyy pretty. and tonks get cool hair, but its looks like sth nature wud never have made. hahas. i tink its purple. heehee. purple is a nice colour(: oh but harry has horrible hair. horrible! when me and ying went to watch gui ah gui ah at bugis right, we were staring at the giant boards and poking at them. anw, we figured that the ugly looking hag peep was umbridge. at first we tot it was like rita skeeter. and its damn sad k. they dont have snape on one of the posters or boards thing. but i bet he'll get like some giant lifesize model or sth like that for the 6th movie. heehee. dumbly dies! hahas.

you know, when i read the 6th book long time ago, i was damn sad at dd's death. but half a year of ff later, im all for dumbledore bashing! hahas. oh but too much ff is bad. i keep getting confused over what happened in the book, and what happened in ff. and the story line in the book aint very good... zzz. ff's have much better storylines. i tink the only reason hp is popular is coz of the universe rowling made. its so cool, with all the magical boarding school and muggle oblivators things. hahas. oh and quidditch rox! but i doubt anyone i noe wud be willing to fly a broom if brooms could fly. its bloody scary. its like... sitting on a stick 5 stories high! and i tink the seekers are even scarier. its faster than free fall i tink... gahs. it's probably like jumping off a building face first! eeee! no wonder hermione doesnt like flying. its probably a muggleborn thing. hahas. but then, its still cool! i wish we had brooms that cud fly... maybe one day they can... all the sci-fi things. then we can play quidditch! heehee. but i'll probably be too hold to even hold a broom by then if im even still alive. zzz.

ah wells. im hungry for chocolate so byebye!

tra la la. so dead blog! hahas. anw, im rather high from reasons not meant to be said, so thus, i shall update! (: whee! ok anw, i got this email notification thing from imvu, coz someone left a msg at my page. so being the lame peep i am, i went and browsed the photo galleries. man i cam whored -.- zzz. ok not the point. i cant believe i spent so much time on imvu! i had a pet dragon, pet bat and pet mouse! hahas. and all the weird looks i tried... heehee. ok im like reminiscing. going down memory lane. yada yado. hahas.

ok so some pics since i was bored and feeling very lame.

thats my character during my pirate craze with my pet dragon behind(:

then my character during my radioactive craze. check out the eyes xD

and then the cowboy craze... oh and thats my pet bat! it can do tricks, y'know.

the white thing on my shoulder is my pet mouse! hahas and this one is just random.

so is this one. hahas

ok anw, ying probably has more diff looks than my character but these shud be all. gahs. im so bloody lame. anw, i present to you, ying and her inky fashions! hahas. xD

i tink this was her first look. not sure but probably shud be.
and here, ying's white and shiny craze.

and then, another continuation of the white and shiny craze. heehees. i like the hair(:

i tink this came before the white and shiny craze but dno. hahas. too long ago to rmbr.

another one of ying's character in a dress. not sure when this took place. heehees. so im not a very good commentator but hey, its been a LONG time.
and heres another one from her white and shiny craze.

and another one again. ok that shud be the last look she had before we all quit. hahas. ying has a big wardrobe. hahas.

ok so now that we're done here, time to move on to jo. heehee. oh and since jo wasnt as uhhh frivolous as me and ying(: theres less pics to uhh... turn this to a very bimb post.
hahas. thats jo's first look since the starter look i tink. i like the shirt! and the hair is cool. ice blue! hahas.

her next look. i tink the hair is coooool. heehee.

oh and these are jo's shoes. their so nice, right? hahas.

ok and here's nat's most famous look.

the "im supposed to be dead but i dont want to die yet" look. hahas. oh and cool katanas.

oh and i mentioned being very lame right? look! my own torture chamber! mwahahahaha!

ok so thats me executing myself. heehee. SPLAT! hahas. and my head falls into the basket(:

and thats jo's being particularly sadistic. shes tickling my foot with a feather while im strapped down. heehee. doesnt really work considering that the shoe's on but still. hahas.and here, ying's being dangled like a chicken by the foot! hahas!

ok so enough with the torture scenes. this one is one of me and nat doing rooftop dancing. whoo!

and me and ying dancing again at some cafe scene. they named the cafe "buckstar cafe" -.- zzz.

me and ying at the bachelor pad scene i bought. heehee.

and ying talking to some really cool guy with flames. note, i browsed ying's, jo's and nat's galleries too so thats where some of the pics came from.

and jo carrying me. hahas!

SPLAT! hahas. thats jo who uhh... fell out of a ferris wheel and died. hahas!

and of course, some censored les behaviour between me and nat. *sniggers* xD

ok so im done going down memory lane. heehees. thanks for joining us and that's all we have for today. hahas! byebye(:

hellos! first day of CSP today. quite ok actually. ying sal and i reached there early and we were like... wandering into the general office and then at first they didnt know what we were there for. then there was this other teacher, thankfully, who apparently knew about the thing. hahas. okayes im in this LSP thing and then little people come in and learn to read. so i was basically spending most of my time watching the tr read teach the kiddies how to read words and all. and then she read to them this book called "super dan, the fix-it man". it was abit... colourful... in its most literal sense. it had alot of pictures and after watching the tr repeat the same thing for 3 classes, i cud almost memorise the whole story, which wasnt very long... ohh and sal popped by along with the second grp that came in. apparently the tr she was attached to didnt know what to do with her(: hahas~!

ohh and geog presentation turned out ok today, thank merlin murphy's rule didnt come true. ALOT of things cud have gone wrong. phew~ i seriously think me and ying need to un-addict ourselves from fanfic. we were reading late into the night again this morning... i went off at 2. ying was on to later i think... dunno. ohh and sal's portfolio is SCARY. its so THICK. yeah there are drafts and all but its still so pro... waaa. lol. the CAP is a nine months mentorship attachment thing. i dont think i can handle it and i doubt i'll get in, since my portfolio was so last minute.

i feel bad abt having to skip cca tmr... i just transferred and now im missing the first few cca days coz of IVP crap. damn... and gahs. pam wants me to go to the class forum... i didnt even go last year. xD. teehee. ahh wells... might as well go now.

toodles. and to miss teo AND ying, i so do not elevate teen angst to shakespearen proportions. and thats still my line btw. xD. bleahhhs. CHEERS!

hahas. something very funny happened to joey today but im not allowed to say anything... so sad... hahas. anw, ive finally gotten to posting. gahs. i shud be doing work... i've been telling myself that for the past eternity and the only result is me going to read fanfic -.- im a failure...

wadeva. anw, there was this day, i was going home on the bus with ying and sal right, and we were playing with the camera effects on my phone.

we were like using negative or sth and we took a photo of my blue nano! its orange! gahhh... it looks nice... I WANT AN ORANGE NANO! it really does look nice... i think... xD. but the orange and black abit strange... hmms. dunno.

ohh and i finally found someway to transfer pics from my new phone to the com. coz the cd reader in the com is like screwed, it cant read the installation CD so i have to transfer to my old phone first then put in the com... so 麻烦...

blah. anw, im finally posting a picture of my cat! shes very cute k? she looks like... shes winking! -.- yeah i know im lame.... tra la la. i have so much work to do... ohh heck. toodles!

today was... strange. science was just like every other chem lesson ive had so far this year, full of blank looks and irritating headaches. i dont think i'll ever get that subject. sigh. anw, during chinese it was like chiong chiong chiong. i hate having to write the letter things. to be honest, i cudnt rmbr a single thing from last year. blah. ohh and in lang arts we went to the com lab again. and the great depression is just... a rather boring topic to research about. then again, the poems were rather... spiritual? i dno. its just very emotional that kind of thing. the pantoum[is that how you spell it?] was... different. there was completely no rhyme at all, just repeating several specific lines from the verse into the next verse. but yet, it was actually rather... affecting. >< i have no idea how to phrase this.

i finally realised how lacking my vocab was during art today. the class was like giving very chim words abt leadership and teamwork[-.-] and i didnt get a few words. blah the art tr is strange. turns out, we're having art with another class and we missed the last art lesson coz the tr didnt know we were in her class. anw, when she dismissed the class that time, she saw me and was like "hey! i know you!" and for a moment i was like "huh?" and then sal burst out into the whole story of during the sec1 orientation in 2005 and i had to go pull out of that AEP thing my dad somehow signed me up for. gahs. actually right, i dont think that she rmbred me for that time. for goodness sake, i was in tns uniform then i think... and i didnt have a fringe and wasnt even wearing specs! goodness...

ahh wells. anw sal, joey and ying came over to my hse today. we were supposed to be doing work but quite predictably, ended up far far far from the topic of projects. xD. ohh and my cat is not grumpy. she just has her uhhh bad days? xD. anw i tink joey was abit slow today. she was like "the cat just mewed!" and we were all like uhh... -.- its a cat, of course it mews! anw i forgot what ying said in reply to joey's sudden outburst but nvm.

you know right, alex rider fanfics are chao limited. theres only like 200+ and they're all chao short. and most of them are boring. ugh. now im stuck reading hp ff again but im reading my current one very slowly coz its not complete and it'll be a long time b4 the writer updates.

ah, joey's finally come onto msn. shall go let her bug me. ta-ta.

hellos. gahs. today was weird. they were filming things in the SAC. anw me joey ying and sal were supposed to be discussing the chem project but ended up on a topic far far far away. in the ended, its quite obvious, we didnt really do much. just bot alot of food before we left from the snacks stall. blah. ive finally finished reading the alex rider books. i cant believe it! the next book is only coming out in november... thats even later than harry potter! blah. i cant wait... the 5th hp movie... the 7th book... you know, i wish sal would introduce completed series-es instead of those that have a long way to go before the next book comes out... sigh. shall stick to fanfic then. this waiting thing will kill me.

zzz. first week of school only and theres already homework. this is depressing. yikes. writing with your left hand is hard. i just decided to try and after lik so long, theres still no improvement -.- i wonder how ppl can write with both hands. dont you have to think to know what to write? how can you write lik uhh science with one hand and do maths with the other? its just doesnt seem possible.

anw, this week's been mighty boring. i sorta went 'shopping' with sal and ying yday. it was rather weird coz ying lost the diary she was gonna buy and coz it was placed front down, which means we only saw the back, we cudnt find it. the back is like black? grey? so we were looking out for the other colour and den in the end sal and ying found it. that reminds me... sal you better bring the alex rider books on mon or i'll kill you! i swear! xD. lol. ohh the book is so nice. i cant believe you let me read abit then i have to wait until mon to continue reading... WAAAA. hmms. i just realised sth. i have to go add sal to the list of links...

ah wells. ta-ta.

omg omg omg! ahhh! school starts tomorrow. im so deadddd. okaye this shud b the... 43rd time im predicting my unfortunate demise(x im so used to not having skool that i cant rmbr what school was like. how am i going to wake up early in the morning?! ahhh! i seriously hope that miss teo doesnt test us on to kill a mocking bird too soon coz i havent finished reading it yet. and ive been reading it for lik half a month! sadly, theres no motivation to read it, esp when theres ff instead. ohh fanfic is brilliant! i think im really really obsessed. then again, i get addicted to stuff easily. i tink i need to play gb soon. and maple too.

blah. anyway, i think ive got a sore throat. ok i dont think, i know. argh. and just before school starts. ugh.

argh. i cant believe this. this ff writer is so mean. he liked wrote one very nice story which has a sequel and he also wrote the sequel to that. BUT. the sequel only has one chapter. can you belive that?! its just not right. and you know what the main point of the chapter was? harry died! but the thing is, theres some time travelling happening in the prequel so i know harry somehow comes back to life but i cant figure out how! this is so bleedy annoying. the worst part is, the writer just decided to wrap up the whole thing and stash it away in some ol dusty corner of this miserable planet for 3 whole years! he hasnt updated the story since 2003! and the last time he updated any story he wrote was in 2005! its like he died sometime along the way! or maybe he was abducted by some flesh eating martians but he cud at least have left a note! waaa!

anyway, enough abt mean ff writers. i blew off most of my steam complaining to nat abt it. i was telling her that it feels like someone pushes you off a cliff and then you find out you didnt die. or like jumping into a lake only to morbidly smash your brains on solid ice. argh. maybe i really shud stop reading so much fanfiction... hmms.

besides that, im panicking! school is starting in like... a few days? im not ready for this! i really cant believe sec2 is coming so soon. its like... i dno! ahhh~ im positively freaking out here... theres so many things im worried abt, mainly is my body clock. i dont think i'll actually wake up on the first day of school. for i know, i wont even sleep. and im not kidding, its possible! eeee! -.- i seriously need to calm down.

sleep issues aside, i still have a ton of homework. mainly the cw essay and maths. im not sure what to write for the cw essay honestly. right now, im thinking of pickin the start a story with 'everything suddenly went quiet.' topic but i dont know. i dont really have any idea what to write and its compulsory issit? please say it isnt! and maths. just reading the first few pages of the lesson notes gave me a headache. im not really sure if science or maths was worst. for science, i was reading lik 5pages from the chem txtbk coz the w/s kinda said so and after that 5 (give or take a few) pages, i just fell aslp instantly. for 3 hours at that! how am i going to survive the lessons... either way, at least i managed to struggle through my chem homework. right now, i havent even finished reading the maths lesson notes, how could i even come close to completing the worksheets?

garhs. im almost done complaining now, or at least i think i am. hmms. yeah i am. you know yesterday, i went to play badminton and all and after that, sal came over to my hse. guess what? i actually played maple. and amazingly, alot of other ppl came on too. well technically slightly less than half the guild counts as alot. xD. we, well most of us, were hunting frogs from maladys and it was so fun! there was this once i ran ard hitting random flying things on broomsticks and ended up with 5 after me. it was so funny! i ran ard with this cluster of colours flying around behind me. i laughed so hard i almost fell off my seat. thank gosh i didnt die. >< color="#ff0000">5times or more before i could actually play maple properly. gahs. stupid maple and its dcs. its depressing. im actually quite amazed that after a whole round of instant dcing, i managed to get through the rest of the time without dcing. hmms. its lik for the first 20mins i keep getting kicked out of maple and for like abt 2 hours later i didnt dc again. -.-

i cant belive kat is lvl 70! omgosh can you believe it? i wonder if she lvled again? this is just scary and bek is already lvl 80 sth. im just glad i gave up competing with bek a longgggg time ago coz i can never win against her, looking at how she can train. its freaky.

blah. i was talking to nat just now. yeah complaining abt the ff and harry potter and all. but i was also asking her abt how prof snape does all that sneering and glaring and scowling. its fascinating. im having problems frowning even. snape must have very strong facial muscles to sneer and scowl so much. and how exactly do you narrow your eyes at someone? im realising what a limited vocab of facial expressions i have. man snape has such control of his expressions! blank face... how do you do that? issit sth lik when your stoning? then again, i will never know if i somehow manage to accomplish it naturally. maybe i shud carry mirrors ard more often. then i can check if my sis has sufficiently pissed me off enough for me to actually glare/frown/scowl without me knowing. it just sounds very fun you know? and i do not have a twisted sense of humour. its perfectly normal to find playing ard with facial expressions interesting. how do you keep a emotionalless-blank face thing when you're actually not spacing out. hmms. i cant even keep a straight face when tryin not to laugh.

ok i noe ive been rattling on abt the most boring topic ever but live with me. i really find it damn cool. lets see... uhhh. i lost track of what i was abt to type when my sis burst out in a horrible rendition of that black parade song. gah. she sounds like a howling banshee being torn apart by wolves. i need ear plugs. wonder where you get them from... ohh yeah and sal dumped me with the whole stack of hp books from 1 to 5. yay! stuff to read to keep my mind of fanfic and homework! this time, when i reread it all, im going to see if theres any clues abt R.A.B. or sth. dno. ive decided its more fun to read on your own and find out little clues instead of searching the net and reading the clues ppl have found.

i think my sis is completely bonkers and im not refering to her howling. she spent 50 bucks on neoprints! thats outrageous! its such a complete waste of money. no one spents half of 100dollars at one go on neoprints alone. and the worst is, her neoprints wont even nice. UGH. you know, my sis has been telling me that most of her frens say i look extremely ugly and strange, i dont seem to care. on another thought, i think kids are getting smaller and smaller! its so freaky to walk into a primary school and see little small things scurrying abt. and since im so short myself, thats saying alot. the worst thing is, my sis appears to like hanging out, if i cud put it that way, with ppl half her size. its like comparing hagrid to flitwick! she looks lik a full grown killer whale next to her friends.

blah. lol! im making funny faces at the com. (x this post seems extremely long-winded. ugh. and again, im broke! hahas. i just realised i havent complained abt that so there, ive mentioned it. -.- yeah im lame i know, no need to tell me. xD. eeee! ok im back to freaking out again. a few more days and school's gonna start. sigh. this is so not helping my nervous system. and since i dont really have much to do, do you think i shud sleep early today? it seems like a good idea compared to sleeping at 4am or sth. dno. shall go bathe now.

seeya~!

ugh. a headache just before CHRISTMAS.

this is so bleedy unfair and its all thx to ONE maths ws. stupid histograms... wow. only a few more minutes to midnight. thx for planting a few wild elephants to stampede ard my head. arghh. since im too pissed off to do maths now, lets count down to midnight! -.- argh this is lame and now my neck is aching too. bloody brilliant. ok lets count! 300 bloody histograms... 299 bloody histograms... 298 bloody histograms... 297 bloody histograms...

ok im not typing that out. anw im just being lame and we all know it so lets just ignore that part completely. i wonder if i can find a particularly nice ff to read to get rid of my headache. im actually mad at gb too coz you know the lucky draw thing? i actually missed! arghs.

toodles. and im not elevating teen angst to shakespearen proportions. its just me and a crappy mood.

ok ive officially decided to revive my blog. dont know why. gahs... i still have alot of stuff to fix... my links have officially rotted. xD. ahh and how exactly do you get to yk's blog? that prompt window just pops up and after that i somehow get redirected somewhr... nvm. I HAVE HOMEWORK AND IM NOT AFRAID TO NOT DO IT. -.- ok im hopeless. my homework will most probably be all last minute again or sth but its not alot considering ive given up on the portfolio thing. its so ex... lets see. i still have so much time before i usually start to feel sleepy. for the record, i've actually read most of to kill a mocking bird. all thx to sal yday. made us take some bus that made a biggggg loop to goodness knows where before it goes into bedok interchange. BLAH. i spent like an hour+ just on the bus coz sal said the mrt wud be verryyyyyy crowded. hmph. and here am i, with my sis next to me. argh. the bane of my existence. is that how existence is spelt? or is it existense? hmms. i think its the c. nvm.

im not exactly looking forward to school reopening... AHHHH. school... seems like such a long time ago. i really dont know how im going to cope with sec 2. and i still want to try out writing a fanfic. hmms. dno. DEATHLY HALLOWS! harry potter and the deathly hallows! ahhhh. *freaks out for the moment. tick tock tick tock *tightens all the lose screws.

ok good im done freaking. sigh. but honestly, i cant wait for the 7th book to come out. and the 5th movie too. and the 6th movie is coming out when? 2008? argh. so longgg. i was abt to type sth... now i cant rmbr....

ohh right. all american rejects are nice... i was actually considering putting a christmas skin instead of this. but i think this is nice. erhs... next year is 2007... wow. umm guess i have nth to say for now. seeya~!

okaye since im so bored at the moment [despite the fact i havent touched my hw] i shall post a VERYYYY long post, mainly to rattle on abt harry potter stuff for now. I CANT BELIEVE IT. the new title for the 7th book is HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. hallows?!!! deathly?!!! what the shite! thats like... argh. GREAT. my effing dad has to go piss me off again. i dont get him. i dont wanna go to bleedy sentosa coz theres no bleedy point in going and he's insisting that we go. at first he's like saying "ok we're going tmr" and then suddenly he's like "get down we're going to sentosa now" ok what kind of crap is that. eff it. its pointless k? my mum doesnt wanna go, my sis doesnt wanna go. he might as well just go himself. ARGH. man my mum and sis are argueing downstairs with my dad i think. god knows. i just hear alot of shouting and this bloody ruins my mood. its been a long time since ive gotten into a "hate the world" mood so might as well do it one more time before i have no time to do so when sch reopens. *colourful curses*

there done. now erhs... before i decided to go off spitting nails, what was i saying when i still had some resemblance to sanity? ohh yeah. harry potter. i really wonder what the title means... hallow... godric hallow? i think harry will maybe go back there and like i dno... find sth very impt? cant wait for the book to be out. HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS! *freaks. yikes. i hope the death thing doesnt mean harry dies. and im a h/hr shipper and i CANT stand the fact that hermione is with ron! garhs. deathly hallows... deathly hallows... SIGH. i think theres going be sth to do with halloween, but that wud be too early in the year... deathly... hallows... [1 : to make holy or set apart for holy use 2 : to respect greatly] gah what on earth does that mean... hallow is a verb... so the only possible noun HAS to be godric's hallow. WAAAA. argh im freaking over two words.

ok enuf with the freaking abt the book. you know, both joey and ying had strange dreams... joey dreamt the 3 gep classes died[-.- great, more death] and ying dreamt that she was reading the 7th book and then popped up in this biggg hall to find voldy reading the 7th book too. then the rest of the 3 gep classes amazingly popped up too and they beat voldy or sth. argh. -.- people and dreams. ohh and i've been shopping! i bot a bag for next year and pencil case and wallet and now, i need to buy school shoes! eeee!

ok now to rant abt gb! AHHHH. im broke on gb. i MUST start saving up for SOMETHING. i plan to get that great devil's head and that sth sth inca body. arghh. broke... and im kinda like too lazy to play and actually try and earn money so yeah. my gb acc is not gettin anywhr.

hmms i feel lik reading ff... eeks. must refrain. (: okaye shall go find sth to do. toodles.

tra la la. im actually posting o.O wow. harhars. im actually waiting for sal to finish reading the starting of my compo and so i shall wait. dum dee dum dee dum. -.- well since im posting might as well make use of this to ramble. hmms. well im DEFINITELY falling behind on homework, thats for sure. i havent done anything and the science looks too hard to try. i don't know what to write for the NSW compo so im gonna leave that for later. you noe, i REALLY need to go shopping. i need a new wallet and bag for next year. i got a nice pencil case already so tts settled. and as usual, shall rattle on abt being broke etc etc. I HATE CHEM. lol. violent outburst xD. thank the bleedy chem textbook next to me. no way am i doing my science hw! WAAAA. lol. im being VERY random here k? eeks. im going on holiday this sat and i havent even started packing. im DEAD. o.O heck. i need to lose weight man. IM HEAVY. waaaaa~ lol. ohh and im thinking of writing this poem for the compo i asked sal to read, but ive nvr really do well with poems that actually have a point. i wanna write sth deep, but i think thats beyond me. im not a very deep person. aiya i think im addicted to hp. stupid ffs. now everything i write is similar to hp. argh ok shall end here. toodles(x

hello... rah rah rah. im bored. didnt really maple today, seeing no one wanted me on -.- anw, THERES SO MUCH HOLIDAY HOMEWORK~! this is so unfair... eeee... i shudnt post now. im feeling rather... depressed. shant post much -.- i tink i wont even bother to try to write anything. ciao.

mwahahaha~ i havent updated for so long... my blog has been collecting dust... like me... gah its the holidays and we still have holiday hw... havent started... YIKES. hahas. just watched that wendy wu homecoming warrior show, so NICE. i tink shen is HOT. wahahaha. he is... lol... from monk to hunk. hahahas. i still LOVE that movie... lol. but he really looked weird at first... wif the medalion and all. hahas. i tink brenda song looks wrong fighting in that dress... looks so PLASTIC. hahas. and the fake im-the-big-baddy voice is just wrong... hahas. the funny hand movements were weird and i collasped onto the floor laughing when she was doing the "ummmmm" thing all over the place. i tink cartwheeling up a lamp post is cool. xD shin koyamada is cuteeee.... waaaaa~ *drools (ha. you wish.)

tra la la. i feel very dusty... lik i havent been doing much lately... other than eating choc, playing maple, eating some more and maybe a bit of tv and the phone... notice i left out sleeping? yeahs ive been on maple till early in the morning... xD this is so not gd. its lik chocolate (and me too! xD) ... you cant resist it even though you noe its bad. hahas. yada yada yes joey im a bad influence, i know... -.-

hahas. okayes the reason behind death(of yours truly's blog): MAPLE. hahas. yeah heavy mapling going on. alot of catching up to do... but i train lik a snail(quote from bek) xD anw i keep dying for fun so wad do you expect? hahas. anw the guild is in an even worst state than me. theres only so few members... its miserable... bek~ you gotta help recruit. i cant get anyone. >< lol and the forum is pissing me off. no one wans to offer for all tt trash i need to clear... darn...

hahas. eee why are there so many quizes to do... nvm shant bother to flood my blog wif stuff ppl are already stuffing they're own blogs wif. ohh. i haf a low IQ xD. 113. thats the result i got frm the super IQ test thing. quite expected xD tee hee hee. and the irs exhibition was an utter waste of time... i tot it was compulsory... it isnt, rite? ><

anw, got new handphone and nano. xD hahahaha. im not showing off k? the phone looks so... ADULT. my dad doesnt get tt the phone's for a 13 year old and picked such a... mature colour. BLAHS. and the nano... no complaints. xD ive decided tt the blue is ok and yeah quite pretty in a sense. the only prob now is tt my phone, wallet and nano cant fit into the sch skirt pocket all at once. darn... lol.

gahs joey. ease up on the nudges. my com is SUFFERING. bleahhhh. you're the one who told me to update and here i am, updating and there you are, nudging. bleahhhh. eeee. im back to being broke and i have so many prezzies to get ppl. shall end here. im eager to see what my tagboard looks lik after not looking at it for so long. xD

hello...! my name is an anagram of lie in okay... -.- hahas its lame... whee... im bored... yeah i've apparently finished my montauge but its pathetic... wonder if sal has finished hers... hahas. ohh and yeah, i've started on the starting of my story... the one i was discussing wif u joey. or more lik pestering you xD hahas shall i post it up here since i have nth else to write abt? i havent been very active lately... jus sitting at home growing mould and collecting dust. lol... ok this is the starting of some fantasy story im gonna try to write which is tink will fail miserably... hahas...
*start*
Ten more minutes... It was going to be midnight soon and Daphne Lucifer laid in bed, awaiting the arrival of her 12th birthday. She watched the second hand of her bedside clock dreamily as it counted down the seconds left till twelve. The dull ticking of the clock echoed softly through the room as it bored its way into her head. Having grown tired of gazing at the numbers, she shifted her position to stare at her bedroom ceiling and eventually, closed her eyes. Slowly, she sank into a deep slumber.

She saw a face looking at her; it seemed old and tired, yet gentle and kind. The soft grey eyes sparkled against the snow-white face. She felt herself being enveloped in warmth and comfort, as though the man before her had stretched out his arms and pulled her into an embrace. She continued to gaze at the face, feeling a strange sense of familiarity, as though she knew the man the face belonged to, as though she had seen it many times before. There was a long moment where nothing was said. Then, she heard a soft whispering; it didn’t seem like words, but more like thoughts which floated along with the songs of silence that danced around her.

As she reached her hand out to touch the face, a sharp scream reverberated against the invisible walls which confined her and the man. The scream tore through the calm, shattering the peace and happiness. The face had contorted into an expression of immense pain, the beautiful eyes now tightly shut as if afraid to open and see what would now stand before them. The warmth and comfort had long fled and in its place lingered an unbearable air of loneliness and anguish.

She stumbled back as whatever had initially blocked and distorted the rest of the man's body quickly disappeared to reveal a being she had never imagined. It had collapsed onto the ground, its body curled up in soundless agony. Wild black hair now covered the face as the man-if it could still be considered one-hung his head low in defeat to the pain which had overwhelmed him. His arms wrapped around his bare chest, as if to keep himself from falling apart. His fingers dug deep into the skin of his back, drawing up crimson-red blood which stood out in sharp contrast to the pale skin.

What left Daphne Lucifer thunderstruck were the leathery protrusions on either side of the man’s now bloody back. They could be considered wings, but were torn and had gashes all over. They hung loosely against the man's helpless body and seemed to tremble ever so slightly. Like the hair, the wings too were inky black.

The man continued to lay there, his arms still around himself and knuckles gone white from having clutched his own flesh so tightly. Then, he looked up at her and she screamed at the sight of his pupil-less eyes, but no sound came from her lips.

She awoke abruptly, sitting up in bed and clutching the bed sheets tightly in her clenched fists. She was panting heavily, temporarily unsure of her surroundings before she remembered that she was still in her bed, far from the dreadful place whose image continued to haunt her mind-if it even existed at all.

She could still remember every sound and every sight; she could remember losing herself in the comforting gaze he offered her and in an instant later, falling down the horrible depths of those cold, white eyes. The whispers before the scream had been planted deeply into her memory and as the image of the man flashed through her mind, she could still hear those words playing continuously in her head.

"Happy birthday, my daughter..."
*end*

hahas. there. lol now i jus haf to figure out how to continue it... nvm... shall leave tt for later... cant wait to get the fifth book from sal and start reading... ive suddenly fallen in love wif hary potter books... lol im slow yes i noe. ive been on saturn all this while you see(:

sigh. im in a dreamy-lazy-drifting state now... im not exactly thinking what im typing...my pinky finger wants to type.. it feels weird not pressing anything... havent updated for so long... been doing alot of reading.. yeah... i agree wif you sal, harry potter is fabulous. hahas. bring the fifth book on mon k? i cant believe im reading so slowly... and ur fav book is the first one issit? i like.. the fourth one? hahas... maybe.. they're all so nice... lol... well... i dont have much to say... just that chinese speech training sux... and sal you owe me a letter. stop spamming and write me one... and yeah... im rambling... blahhhh. can i end this now? think i shall... cant wait for sch to b over but i cant believe i have to start on the project work for nxt year... and maths hw issit? cant rmbr.... sigh.