here's to the night;

oh dear, i can sense my holidays a-wasting!
what do i do?

i refuse to camp at home and mug!
i wanna go to starbucks @#$%$%!#
maybe ___ ___ will be there :D

all that i'm after is a life full of laughter

i want to have no regrets

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

We knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how
We would end up here the way we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how

hihi im here to post on your blog

thank you for listening <3

-zinc

gearing up

25degrees celsius
fluffy robe with giant pink polka dots
tumbler to stave off the sore throat
kidnapped box of butter cookies
fanfiction to keep me awake
michael jackson on repeat

who knew so much preparation went into writing WRs.

this is 501

tumorigenesis

shoe problems; begone!

oh dear.

we've come to the conclusion

tired.
like really tired.
but its a pleasant physical tired.
i just want to sleep.
wish i didn't have thing-that-must-not-be-named tomorrow.
should start on it soon, so much to memorise T.T

into the gloom

i've been spending most of my time reading fanfic and playing the set of tap fish/ranch/bird/zombiefarm games. obviously not a good idea, except for the fanfic, but i really just don't want to do anything that comes within range of plausible intellectual-ness.

i just want to... skip school. sigh.

life was so much easier when girls didn't have to go to school. not that i'm against the empowered female and the whole feminism thingamabob, but the annoying power and responsibility thing comes into play and damnit i just want to be irresponsible; irrational, anything really. i'm not meant to be a student/academic, i just want to bum around :(

math tmr is a gone case :/
econs tutorial... screw it.
looking forward to cca, hopefully not too much pt.
urgh my 3 suicides T.T

oh yeah first gen pokemon (L)

ah the memories~
watch the actual animated cartoon version here

yo mama so fat

my chair broke;
again.
-.-

crimes that were never defined

one of the best things about being young
is how our impulsiveness allows us to indulge in the now
and screw that far-away future;

that more than makes up for all the awkward stages.

tired of living like a blind man

ive had a lot of deep revelations and eye-opening insights recently, but since i'm not as dedicated as jo in maintaining a blog that's actually useful, i shan't bother to write about them.

on a shallow note, 3inch-high heels are starting to look really short.

put it in a bottle and throw it out to sea

i hate it when such things happen.
and i hate it even more when i can't write about it.
i need new ranting space.

we're doing nothing at all

it's been awhile since i last posted but nothing fantastic has happened. unfortunately, this is what happens when school becomes all-consuming. too many things to do and none of them getting done. i need a break. i need to catch up. i need to stop lagging. i need to slow down. i need to sleep.

interview today was scary. super duper scary. too many stupid things in front of too many seniors. scary.

honestly, j1 would have been a lot more enjoyable if a certain project didn't exist. but it does. pity. on the other hand, project odd is official! lots of good things coming soon ;D

oh boy, we're on the edge of an asteroid.

you crafted me so sharp, i cut even myself

ive learnt a lot recently.
maybe i knew it all along
but the time for living with closed eyes is over.

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

one and only

I HOPE ALL GOES WELL

some pages turned; some bridges burned

i've been wanting to post for awhile, but somehow i never got to doing it. procrastinating again, obviously.

today was nice, halfday at school and quasi-class outing to watch despicable me afterwards. i would like to learn to laugh like a minion. they're so cute, like baby potatoes~

and i seem to have sunk into a melancholic mood again. sigh.

all in all, it's been a merciful yet extremely painful week. my paradise was razed to the ground again but at least the ashes cleared fast this time. but i still can't believe she walked out on us like that. or was something we did? i wish i knew what went wrong.

and hahas, cute pictures. thanks jo. i rmbr doing some of those with/to christy.
memories. miss her. so much.
want you back.

what a horrid state of limbo i seem to have ended up in.

yeah you know you should

THEY'RE OVERRRRRR YAYYYY NO MORE TESTS FOR...
awhile -.-

and gosh i want so many more accessories where to get waaaaaa
i need some new shiny things
before i start buying more silver shoes
*facepalm*

oh i finally bought jeans today,
so i actually own normal blue jeans.
sales are awesome (L)
but my berms aren't selling anymore
but that might be a good thing cause i don't have 50dollars to burn on them.

and i still need a new wallet.
my current one is way pass retirement.
*hint hint*
:D

i want some spiked sneakers.
they'll protect my poor feet from certain elephants ;D

and the eclipse movie was not bad actually.
too many kissing scenes but rather hilarious sometimes.
and omg i can't stand how robert pattinson's jaw looked weird throughout the whole movie.
it's not that bad in other pics zzz.
"from now on i'm switzerland!"
HAHAHA.