the joys of reading

i loveeeeee this book! like uber love! the story line is so cool, there's so much action and the plot is just so unique that i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this book. :D can't wait to borrow another book by this author. maybe will borrow this saturday. anyway, if anyone actually reads my blog, the book is

JUST ONE LOOK by HARLAN COBEN

it's brilliant k. la dee la dee las :X i think this author is better than dean koontz. heehee... and english names are like... so misleading. like when i was reading the book, i kept thinking the author was female. but oh, the author's male x_x

ah cca today was... sad. we did alice. like the mini project. was suppose to create this shortstory, but so lazy to animate, so mainly we just had a lot of speech bubbles. with retarded things like "HOWDY! AI'M BOB!" zzz. and "NO!! DON'T KILL ME. I'M A RABBIT!" man. so... lame. and we changed the title that was given to us. we changed the animals too. so now it's like

THE FARMER AND THE RABBIT

-.- we lack creativity. but oh wells...

and 2.4 today suckedddd. i deproved from last year, but i guess that's expected. i'm actually considering arranging running dates with ying. like on saturday or something. but ying is only free like really early, and i like, want to sleep.

and why do i talk like some retarded bimb? AHHH *counts* i've used 7 "like"s already. arghhhh. i need a bigger vocab, but that weirddd thing mr tan is making us do for lang arts, the one with the list of words that have the same meaning or something, is just... unhelpful. i can't bring myself to do it.

and homework. oh unglorious homework. the bane of my life. sigh. who likes homework. oh i think i have like, something stuck halfway down my trachea. like the last time i sneezed out a noodle. bleah. that was during mr tan bh class in sec 1. i think it happened in sec 2 too... can't remember. but lols. i suspect sal was thoroughly grossed out.

hmms. this is a long post. for some reason. i guess it's back to ranting. I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH. don't ask me why. i just do. and I LOVE CHRISTY TOO. heehee. i'm having fanfic withrawal symptoms. but i wanna skin. so this weekend no fanfic. unless i do all the homework thats due on fri before hand. then i can spend thurs fanfic-ing. but highly unlikely.

i think ying shouldn't get a rabbit. she should get a dog. dogs like... rule.

and W.B. Yeats poety is lovely. like when mr tan wanted us to choose our favourite poem, this was the first thing that came to mind. i like, read it in a fanfic somewhere, and it just stuck to me.

He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread upon my dreams.

hiccup

zzz. winky is a little upset with me. im reading this really cool book, but winky wants me to do work. but oh well. physics is hard... dont know how to do. maths. can wait. uhh chem? gahs. wonder when the spa and quiz is. ahh lang arts poem thingyyy. oh crap that.

when the male lead is dying, he somehow still has enough strength to sing an entire song.

omgoshieees

i had a really pleasant surprise last night/this morning at 1 sth when i came off audi. like... it's so unexpected.

anw, i'm so dead cause I HAVENT DONE MY WOOORRRRKKKK. spent the entire of yesterday evening at the library all the way to like 8. WAAAA. stupid ih seminar. and the articles on the korean war are so confusing.

sigh. homework. sia. lang arts sia! blah blah blah! need to reply to the speaker. but... arghies.

OH I AM SO FREAKING SCREWED.

snape, snape, severus snape.

hahas. pammie played the "song" today, or the sound for weird ticking noise potter puppet pals vid. heehee.

ah the guy we wanted to invite for la sia cudnt find anyone. so now we're dead. and i'm supposed to be searchingggggg for other possible options :( oh dear. so sorry marshy, yun, jess, huiyi, elsa. but distractions... :X

which is your evil alter ego from harry potter? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as severus snape snape...he proved to be rather brave so well-done! severus snape 75% narcissa malfoy 58% draco malfoy 50% lucius malfoy 42% lord voldemort 42% bellatrix lestrange 33%

heehee. severus! loveeee. :D heehee. it took me awhile to find a quiz that even has severus as one of the possible results. and when i tried those soulmate stuff, none had severus snape as an option. (is upset) worst thing is, i mostly got harry potters which is... not sastifying. he's such a !@$^*%@#@$$!!@#*!

lols. but i did get one where my um *cough cough* soulmate was james potter, of all things. i mean he's another @#$%$!!@$&%*!! peep who stole severus's love of his life away. bleah. oh and the one with draco malfoy. oh mannn. that's... just not right. malfoy's is ying's thing. can't stand him.

oh wells. shall uh. start on my lang arts sia. :( what job would you be willing to listen to for 1 hour? i mean. GAHHH. so sian.

waaaaaa~!

MY BANANAS HAVE WEIRD WHTIE FLUFFY STRINGY THINGS.

they're growing mould/fungi/something!!!!

maplestory... for teachers?!

HAHAHAHAH. can't believe what i saw today when going for cca. me jess and jo right, we passed com lab 3, and they were having this cyberwellness training for teachers and THEY WERE BEING TAUGHT HOW TO PLAY MAPLE.

*LOL*
*ROFL*
*LMAO*

hahas. they were at the character creation page and some ny tr, don't know name, was like teaching. zzz.

...

HAHAHAHAHAH. :D

can't image.... it's not that theres anything wrong with it, but it's just so hard to imagine that i've gone a little wonky. heehee. i wonder if they'll learn how to play audi x_x

ohh the term 2 sabbats sound quite cool. too bad joey is gonna be missing them *sniggers sadistically* heehee.

oh i finally got to read fanfic yesterday. but it was so... retarded. like harry sort of ran away, went to france, met this guy, started learning martial arts, went to tibet, and sort of trained in a monastry. it's so... un harry potterish. but oh well. it was amusing.

i think my nyaa is doomed. i need to do reflections man. like um... let's see. yesterday i did some labelling of boxes thing. like they were sending books out to some school for some outreach program. then they were pasting a new label over the boxes because they printed a name wrongly i think. zzz. what a waste of paper. like gahs. and they print so many copies. THE POOR TREES.

and then basically did shelving of books. so frustrated. cause like. so many books out of place. but oh wells. zzz. damn. i can't rmbr what i did for the other times. my nyaa reflections... WAAAAAA. oh wait. first time i did shelving... and shelf reading. second time i just sat there cut some stuff, stick some stuff, pack and count stuff. bleah. i need to do reflections.

and cca today was... bad. we're learning how to use alice, which is so MADDDDD. like. weird and strange. cause everything is like drag and drop. i seriously dislike the interface. bleeeeahhhh. but it can do quite cool stuff, so i guess it's worth learning. but IT DOESN'T HAVE SHEEP. like they have some standard "objects" and they have cows, horses, hamsters (it was spelt hampster) and some weird things. they even had a joey. but ohhh. they forgot about sheep -.-

tra la la. i hate it when cca has homework. i need to go download the alice program. bleeahhs.

and this was supposed to be a short post. gahs.

i wonder if the hamsters will survive the weekend.

jiayou ying and your maternal instinct! ;D

there are no shortcuts to any place worth going

sigh. i wish there was such a thing as pause. i wish there was such a thing as fast-forward. i wish there was such a thing as rewind.

i wish there was such a thing as wishes.

rather depressed now. ih sia is looking so... overwhelming. sigh. all the work is going to start spilling in. i just can't bring myself to do work anymore. everyday i'm just looking forward to the end of school. when i come home i look forward to sleeping. yet, i don't really have anything to do.

i want to make a skin. but i don't know how. sigh. i don't know what i wanna make. it's so... frustrating. argh.

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode.It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

i need a life.

up, up and.... away?

tallllerrrrrr. must be talllllleeeeeeerrrrrr. zzz. i want to grow taller. why can't i!!! waaaaaaa.

gahs. note to self: wish to be taller for birthday this year.

sigh. i miss ginger.

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you

- i miss you, by hannah montana

A for apples, B for bananas, C for crazy

ah so the bio experiment starts today. will have to take pictures later at 9. i wonder if theres a way to like make daytime lighting so the image quality will be better. ah wells will just try.

and blogskin wars are just... crazy. and amusing to read. life's too short to hold grudges man, unless of course you've been living with that person for 12 years and still counting. argh. said person is now in my room admiring herself in the mirror. annoyed.

and ying is crazy. but i guess its like, a good crazy. she like jogged over from her house earlier today when huiyi and joey were here for bio. and later at dinner my mum was like

"eh that girl was she here to do the project too?"
"no larhs. she just wanted to jog here."
"really? where does she live?"
"marine parade"
"woah. eh that's far. but then again she looks quite fit. dark dark one, not like you"
x_x

bleahhhh. ying is healthy. but good for her. bet she's gonna ace her 2.4.

tra la la. i want to start reading fanfiction again. i'm suffering from withrawal symptoms. zzz. but need to study for chinese lecture quiz... dont wannnttttt. gahs. the opium war. so.... irritating. oh speaking of quizes, i wonder when we'll get back our chem and physics papers. like today me and ying were peeping in 314 cause they were going through chem paper. i think i'm so dead.

oh wells. toodles.

the bane of my life

i hate homework. argh. ih mindmap... shall not do? or should i do...

dunno. stupid chinese book review. shall delay that.

bio experiment is supposed to be set up tomorrow. gahs.

happy birthday yong zhi

hahas. yong zhi's party today. so funnnn. HI MY NAME IS JOEY. hahas. we swapped names :D we being me, ying, jo, kat and darrell. so basically i was joey, ying was kat, jo was darrell, kat was me and darrell was ying.

i hope i have successfully confused you :p

anyway it was a great load of fun. wish i could swim but so late le... zzz. such a pity.

YONG ZHI YOUR CONDO IS SOOOOO NICE.

hahas. anw basically played card games and randomed about stuff. and built card towers :D and i can't play bridge. seriously. like i don't know how to.

ah itching horribly now. and my cat didnt eat the beetle yesterday. it disappeared under my table, just like everthing else that gets down there. oh but christy is looking so cute on my bed right now :D

and ying, christy is SOOOO much cuter than that cat we saw at yz's condo. that cat is like... ANOREXIC! and christy isn't fat :p she's pleasantly plumb. love love love my fat fat cat! oh but when i lived in central grove, christy LOVEDDDD to sit on the window sill. i think she fell out once or twice. i remember an incident where she was trying to catch a butterfly. for some reason, she didnt fall 4 storeys and to her death. i bet she's used up her 9 lives.

oh she still jumps out of windows.

ah itchy. still itchy. i need to go find a cure for heat rash. toodles.

urgh just eat it

i wonder what beetles taste like... then again, i don't wanna know. if only christy would just eat the damn thing. ITS GLIDING ALL OVER THE FLOOORRRRR. i think she bit off one wing or something.

oh i think she ate it. shall double check.

gahs. it's still there.

stupid beetle.

stupid heat rash.

I HATE HEAT RASH.

a stumble may prevent a fall

*big snapey hug!*

cheer up ying. it's happens to everyone. don't let it get you down.

我们都失败过。

it's better to make mistakes now than during the EOYs. at least now, you know what to be extra careful about.

"failures are like skinned knees, painful but superficial."

so it'll hurt, but we can't change what has happened. failure is an event, not a person. as long as you believe you'll do better and work for it, you will. sometimes you might not get a good grade no matter how hard you try, but life's unfair that way. we just have to keep trying.

and ying, i don't care if you think you've failed. the only thing i want to know is, are you content with it?

but i know you're not. i know you're not the kind to give up so easily.

so jiayous girl. and smile.

spongebob lolers.

i tell you my tv is against me. like i just went down to watch tv and it was showing spongebob. zzz. it was the episode on procrastinating. SIGH. but you know what, spongebob is so damnnn amusing. he like had to write an 800 word essay on what not to do a stoplight, and he somehow ended up setting is house on fire.

in a dream, of course :D

lols. HE STUCK A BROOMSTICK INTO HIMSELF (ignore the double entendre :D) and mopped the floor!

gahs. spongebob kills brain cells.

revived?

back from the dead? we'll see.

I LOVE SEVERUS SNAPE!

toodles(:

waaa~! ying did you see the shooting star? i forgot about it and went to bathe!

havent done hw. going away in 9 days. oh im so dead. one week left to do one holiday's hw.

so dead. dead like the nugget you saw in mcdonalds. just without the crispy fried skin.

more like sashimi. dead, sliced up, and cold.

or frozen in a block of ice on a farway mountain in china.

i think that's more likely than the rest.

i think the only good point of wearing glasses is that when an orange decides to squirt its inner juices at you, it doesnt stab you in the eye.

and the only reason to keep the nail on your thumb long is for peeling oranges. sth im still not very good at.

i'm broke. again. and the holidays are ending. it's sad. almost bitter. but not that bad yet.

maybe later it'll just be catastrophic. hmms. i still cant spell. bummer.

cats make good pillows, if you ignore the furballs that you're gonna be coughing up later.

my posts are getting too random. it rained today. i haven't read a fanfic in ages. this book is nice.

shall go back to reading it. toodles.

zzz. IM VERY UPSET. and i shant say why(: HAHAHA. amused. im trying to decide if i shud bother using colours in my post. considering that the text is on white, i shant. ohhh. in my old old old old posts i coloured some words white. HAHAHA. -.- i've gone mad. zzz.

why am i posting?

i don't really know.

i have to get up at 6.30 tmr/today. in other words, 5hours time. i should be aslp.

winky is going to kill me.

i knocked her out with sleeping gas. or rather, omi did.

it's the 5th. oh dears. IM GOING ON HOLIDAY SOON. and i might not live to come back. oh dear. and i havent packed. havent done my homework. oh life is a sad thing. so sad. so very sad.

joey sleeps too early. and the chinese version of audi is small. and strange. and i hate story mode. (:

i shall never install maple. silas will be very upset if i do. hence, i love silas and shall not make him upset. and yeahs, my laptop is male(:

i love severus too. my favourite tall dark and loathsome imaginary character. sigh. he's so friggin sexy. sigh. im not a fangirl. i wan a snapey hug. zzz. they're the nicest.

frogs are cute. i lost my squishy frog. it's green. i'm going mad.

this post is so random. with so many enters. i love pressing my enter key.

it's the biggest key cept for the space bar and my left shift. my right shift is so small. i don't like it. and audi killed my right arrow key. it squeaks and wiggles now.

heehee. another enter. i love enters. do you? yes you do. i think i ate too many chocolate chips today. im vaguely delirious. or maybe it's the time.

but i was up till 5 that day. and nth happened.

sigh.

i have to wake up at 6.30. THAT SUCKS. zzz. oh.

i've been typing for so long.

ok. toodles(:

oh dear. it's december already. oh dear. oh dear. im leaving on the 18th. i have slightly more than two weeks to pack AND do my homework. oh dear oh dear. im so dead. dead. fishsticks.

zzz. this is bad. and i refuse to start on my chinese book review. upset. IT'S DECEMBER. OMG OMG OMG. sigh -.- i wasted another day. i feel so... i refuse to say unproductive coz some twisted ppl will just see a freakin double entendre in it and go nutters. zzz.

sigh. "life is like riding a bicycle, once you learn how to do it, you never forget." zzz. but it is worth learning how? i mean, all you get are scraped knees from learning how to cycle [unless you're my sis and banged into a wall. you don't want to know what happened. just know that it wasnt good]. and if i were to use some cliche quote right now, it'll probably be the one that says "i don't want to grow up. scraped knees are so much easier to fix than broken hearts." but then again, its not just about broken hearts. more like you only get one chance at life. zzz. if you mess up, you can't turn back time and do it again. but when ur learning to cycle, falling down once doesn't mean you can never get up and try again.

gahs. i sound emo don't i?

but i'm not. or at least i think im not. zzz. -.-

i need to bathe. wakeboarding looks cool. toodles.