Sunday, September 21, 2008
bad day / good day?
but yeah, ok lame stuff aside. i can't imagine all those babies, with like kidney stones. and 4 have died o.O it's just... sad. life is sad sometimes. i pity the parents. like if you just became parents, and you have this beautiful baby, but then suddenly he/she gets kidney stones cause of some milk you gave to him/her. and it's just... sad.
oh and those rabbit sweets, me and my mum have been eating them since forever. and they were found to have melamine. don't eat them!
and since i've finally crawled out from under my rock, i read the newspapers today. that whole complicated bank going bankrupt thing is just... sad too. lehman brothers yeah, and there was this consultant from there who was quoted in our IH readings o.O but not the point. again, it must be really damn sad when you're like old and 50, 60 plus and you trust the bank with your life savings and suddenly, bam, it's all gone. god, working your life away so that you can enjoy your retirement and suddenly...
life is really sad.
on the bright side, i got a tablet today. a really small and lousy one, but a tablet none-the-less. and somehow i feel guilty for being happy just now, when so many people are having such a horrible time. but what can being sad too do to help?
then again... sigh. i miss christy. prince gave my sis the scratching post treatment today. for some reason, i feel vaguely... gleeful. and mean. sigh, my sadistic tendencies. and i'll always have two cats, even if my sis tells me otherwise.
we all are a little damaged.
some of us hide it better than others,
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all,
and we will end up damaging someone else.
and most of the time we won't even notice or bother to care,
because we are busy with our own little disaster.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
skin change!
and i'm not supposed to skin cause of exams, but what the heck, even if i dont skin i'm not studying so its better to skin than waste time ye?
;)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
ChangeForTheChildren
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Monday, September 15, 2008
FOOOOOOD !
right. anyway, i just realised that edward cullen's birthday is like 20 june 1901. which is rather cool. june babies rock :D mwahahaha.
sometimes to keep it together,
you have to leave it alone.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
reach carnival!
and i have blisters the size of russia! blisters! my gosh. like after i took off my skates, a fold of skin had been pushed up so the sole of my feet felt damn tight. i wonder if that's what people do for face lifts. it must really hurt o.O
and blisters are formed when there's like friction. and then it keeps rubbing on the skin and you get a friction burn. then the outer layer separates from the inner layers (that freaky fold) and lymph fluid fills up the space in between. eeee!
and its on both feet. bah!
anyway, had dinner at that place called something hong kong cafe. and i had like, curry la mian, which is basically la mian drowned in curry sauce with chicken and potatoes. in one word, it's evil. but what the hell, i can never resist good curry. like everytime i go there, i have something with curry. bahs!
warning: the following paragraphs might be... slightly disturbing. read at your own risk :D
(gahs, you know your hormones are in overload when you start noticing random guys on the street)
anyway, i saw this... eye catching guy today. at like raffles place there. he had black neck-long hair that was tied back in a loose ponytail (oooo~!) and was kinda tall and all. and he was carrying a guitar and was wearing faded ripped jeans (thank god no skinnys) and sneakers. i'd have to say, he looked good ;)
oh and on the mrt, there was this other guy, who to a normal person would be fairly hot (but sadly not to me, cause he was sort of lacking the long hair) and he was reading some thick chim book on something about the internet. woohoo, yay for hot geeks! :D
ciao.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
bother bother bother hahaha !
hehs.
---
"Why aren't you supposed to do magic?" asked Harry.
"Oh, well -- I was at Hogwarts meself but I -- er -- got expelled, ter tell yeh the truth. In me third year. They snapped me wang in half an' everything"
A magic wang... this was what Harry had been really looking forward to.
Harry took the wang. He felt a sudden warmth in his fingers. He raised the wang above his head, brought it swishing down through the dusty air and a stream of red and gold sparks shot from the end like a firework, throwing dancing spots of light on to the walls.
"Oh, move over," Hermione snarled. She grabbed Harry's wang, tapped the lock, and whispered, 'Alohomora!"
The troll couldn't feel Harry hanging there, but even a troll will notice if you stick a long bit of wood up its nose, and Harry's wang had still been in his hand when he'd jumped - it had gone straight up one of the troll's nostrils.
He bent down and pulled his wang out of the troll's nose. It was covered in what looked like lumpy gray glue.
He ran onto the field as you fell, waved his wang, and you sort of slowed down before you hit the ground. Then he whirled his wang at the dementors. Shot silver stuff at them.
Something silver-white, something enormous, erupted from the end of his wang
Then, with a sigh, he raised his wang and prodded the silvery substance with its tip.
'Get - off - me!' Harry gasped. For a few seconds they struggled, Harry pulling at his uncles sausage-like fingers with his left hand, his right maintaining a firm grip on his raised wang.
---
hahas. vaguely traumatising, vaguely lame. but hey, when in doubt, follow the one that's lame :D (it's a quote from back spin :D and i still like myron better than win. phooey!)
so yeah, the rest of the site aint as uh sick as what i pasted. i was just being the usual kai ;) so go visit the site or something, it's kinda cool.
oh, but before i go ciao (which i still cant pronouce), click the link for a cute potter puppet pals flash animation. and beware, there's no stop button for some reason. so yeahs, it'll just keep replaying until you close the window. (be glad i didn't embed it here. it doesn't have a start button too. (in other words, it'll just start playing -.-))
ha. brackets in a bracket. i need to quit being so long winded.
ciao :D
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
roarr !
and now, i'm freakin sleepy for some reason. sigh. chem quiz tmr, chinese ting xie tmr, ih mock test tmr. wish me luck man, tmr is gonna be a longgg day.
oh look, it's a giant farting dinosaur !
(and it moves !)
Monday, September 08, 2008
movies !
on the bright side, twilight is coming out 25 december ! but gosh, that's later than the US release date by like, 1 whole month! bah!
so i'm not sure if robert pattinson can pull off edward cullen's role in the movie, but *shrug* i mean, the one time i think i've seen him act was in harry potter and the triwizard tournament. and he sort of died not long into the movie. so yeah, not really much of an acting opportunity. but i don't really like kristen stewart as bella. she just doesn't look like how i pictured her. regardless, twilight's another movie i'm looking forward to.
vampires are hot ;)
Saturday, September 06, 2008
reality sucks
but depressing thoughts aside, i didnt do any work today. ok so that's rather depressing too. scrap that.
hmms. everytime i look at my list of skins in the blogskins profile page, i realise i've gotten lazier and lazier. like i used to spend forever on a skin. i wonder when that changed.
nevertheless, skinning is not a major matter now. i'm not gonna skin for another long while... probably until december. hmms yep yep. right now, it's the non-existant (humour me. i'm still in denial) EOYs and the bimbo project. gahs, and ying plans to teach me to bake. i fear that i might blow up her kitchen. but then again, what are the chances of that happening? i'm not that hopeless, i hope.
bloop. for some reason, vicky looks extremely beautiful today.
Sleep opens within us an inn for phantoms.
In the morning we must sweep out the shadows.
Friday, September 05, 2008
TWILIGHT!
yeah right.
ok, the melodrama aside, its the effing end of the hols ! god, and i spent it reading twilight. i seriously need to acquire a copy of the next book. acquire, big chim word. i'm a suppa geek ! right. i'm having violent mood swings at the moment and i think it must be because of the fangirling i did yesterday with ying and jess. guess what, we were fangirling about LOTR. or rather, they were. and i just pretended to be all-knowing (which translates into i have no idea what they were saying as i've never read the goddamn books).
so yes, right now i'm taking a plunge along my limitless emotional range (hah -.-) and i diagnose it as a delayed side effect from last night's estrogen rush. yep, fangirling is good for the soul. guys should try it once in awhile. probably better than steroids, at least it doesnt shrink balls.
so... where have i digressed too? who cares. i'm going to ramble today because it's creepy when your grandma has that thing people call a life and you don't.
right. so i skipped through thursday doing a little shopping and then reading twilight. denial's always the first stage. no i don't have EOYs, and no school's never starting again. (i'm sure someone with higher morals than me, like winky, will come along and tell me i should be careful what i wish for. or joey could be bored and decide to screw with my head)
and today is friday. sadly. so usual waking up issues aside, i dragged my sorry sleep-deprived ass to school today for chinese SIA presentation and then math remedial. where we promptly dialled KFC delivery and ordered lots of popcorn chicken. (hell if maths doesn't succeed in killing us, call in the calvary) anyway, math was rather helpful i suppose, but i'm still going to screw up my EOYs if i dont start mugging soon. and for some reason, i can't bring myself to care. yet.
there hasn't been one day since you left that
i haven't fought the urge to put you back into my life
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Air Guitar
but i'll have nightmares of high heels and hairless chihuahuas if i didn't have itunes. and seriously, they are a lot scrarier than death. oh but no worries, with the bimbo project in place, hopefully they won't be so scary anymore. and gahs, i'm just a bucketful of wit today, arent i? and if you can't tell, i'm being sarcastic -.-
bzzz. i need to do work but since im ace-ing procrastination 101, i shall rant about... yesterday. basically went to school at an unearthly hour for physics supp, then had a IH lecture that rendered me brainless for... an indefinite amount of time. after that had lunch with ying and joey, then popped over to joey's house with ying. where i subsequently got badly trashed in word games. brainless, see?
and then, (while i was still brainless) me and ying fooled around like complete retards while joey just laughed at us. aye, brainlessness is dangerous.
after that... well... let's just say it's all part of ying's plan to stop me from being a couch potato. except that one, i spend most of my time in this extremely posterior-unfriendly chair (which i predict i will break soon) and two, i love potatoes.
"bah, whatever that means"
and now ying has brainwashed me with myron bolitar and winsdor horne lockwood the third books. gahs.
this is how you pull off the air guitar.
form an ok sign with your hand...
and fan your groin.
i just love my sense of humour, don't you?
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
photoshop... is amazing
CLICK: don't worry it's not porn
hehs. and go bounce sheep. they're so cute :P
randoming
anyway, i found this really cute skin today. like click on the sheep!
heh heh. sheep rule :D
(and ipod designs suck)
Saturday, August 30, 2008
HOLS ARE HERE!
and city hall mrt was so crowded today. i think that was the first time i heard such an announcement on the PA system.
"if you are not taking a train, please leave the station."
heh.
Friday, August 29, 2008
happy teachers' day!
and twister looks really wrong. especially when played in short fbts.
then after the party we went to the hall for a performance, which was more or less o...k... the awards thing was cool, though mr chia makes a weird host. like most of the time i couldn't discern what he was saying. but he can be funny, once in awhile, so i guess its fine. oh and miss teo rocked. like when she went up to get her prize for most stylish, she sort of did the twirl around someone seductively thing. heh heh.
oh and the parents support group fashion show was... interesting. like basically they used recycled materials to make outfits, and i can't imagine how long they spent making them. but the recycled stuff were sewed onto actual clothes right? so unless you plan on wearing that outfit out, the original clothes are sort of wasted no? but still, it was cool and the male outfits were funny. i particularly liked the clown one :D
after the celebrations we went back to tao nan, saw some teachers and then had lunch there. and like omgosh, the food is so cheap compared to nanyang's (way) overpriced food. like a plate of chicken rice was what 1 dollar? *gasp*
and then after that watched movies at my house. i sort of promised my mum that the number of people who came would stay in the single digits but it sort of didnt work out. i hope my mum doesn't kill me later :X
so we watched the superhero movie, which is a really funny spoof. after that watched a bit of kungfu panda but then they protested against it so changed to spiderwick (chronicles?) and then changed again to legally blonde 2, which we finally watched to the end, more or less. man you people are really choosy when it comes to movies. oh and after that we watched a bit of this romantic comedy but it was rated R (o.O) for good reasons. i emphasize we only watched a bit :D
oh and i love my strawberry yogurt :D
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I LOVE FANFICTION
and if you're wondering what triggered this bout of insanity, it's cause this WONDERFUL (like the seriously wonderful) author UPDATED the FANFIC.
YAYYY! *dramatic music plays* *fireworks light up the sky* *people cheer*
hahas. i love this fanfic! WHEEEE~! causeeeeee its DM/HP SLASH AND SEVERITUS! all my favs in one fanfic. *swoons* the last time i found one like that was like... a series of 7 fics, totalling up to a nice long FOUR MILLION WORDS YO! :D
aye. i worship people who write good fanfic.
there are 3 kinds of people in this world.
those who are weak and those who are strong.
then, there are those who must learn to be strong.
Monday, August 25, 2008
OH THUMB
anw, the BIMBO PROJECT is on! hahas. IOW, i shall now strive to turn bimb for the pure fun of it. mwahahaha. ouch. its weird not being able to type with my thumb. i keep missing the spaces. youknowlikethis.
zzz. and school today was like... blah. everyday is so blah. and oh dear dear dear. IS THE GUASHA ESSAY DUE? :X
oh but assembly was scary. it was about skin conditions that teens can get, which was really uh... enlightening. i mean, like fungus infections. and warts. AHHH~! i swear i will like uhhh. hmms what can i do? :X
the nerves in my thumb are all still wonky. i cant imagine not having a thumb o.O for one, juggling wud be like almost impossible, not that i can do it now, thumbs intact and all. gahh so much homework. and FENGSHUI.
oh about the acne thing, did you know fengshui(i think) has stuff about acne too! like its basically for relationships (heh heh heh) if you have acne at like your inner brow ends, it means you two would get into fights for no reason and both will have really bad tempers. tsk tsk.
if the acne's right between the brows, then both will have short tempers and you would try to pick on your other half's mistake as often as you can.
if it's on the nose bridge, then basically you guys would fight all day.
if it's on the nose bone, then you two will get sick together. like one will fall sick and then pass it to the other but thankfully it's nothing too serious.
if it's on the inner eye corner, then oooo there might be a love triangleeeee.
for the outer eye corner it's fights also which will basically put your physical and mental health at stake.
if it's upper lip... well it's rather bad. well to certain people it would be but yeah, this is a sign of a bad sex life :X
oh but of course, this only applies for certain ages :D like the right between your eyebrows one is 28, other eyebrow stuff are for those 31 -34, the eyes 35 -40, nose 41 -44 and oops. the upper lip one is at any age. heh heh. so, the moral of the story is... WASH YOUR FACE. (i should so practise what i preach)
boo. what a long and boring post. but i figured posting stuff about the top 4 breast shapes in fengshui wudnt be very appropriate. but for the record, this book on fengshui says the best is bowl shape (slightly sagging but symmetrical round breasts), followed by a A-cup, C-cup or above and finally, B-cup. oh and flat boobs or those pointing sideways are bad news, like you'll have bad marriage luck :X
Sunday, August 24, 2008
busy weekend

Saturday, August 23, 2008
swimming yday
and lit sem tmr, waking up quite early. but before i go to sleep i need to do my LA thing, which is depressing :( oh and the ipod skin design contest! like AHHHH. haven't started. and i have like... very few days to figure out how to use adobe illustrator.
and theres like, less than a month and half till EOYS. like what the shit. so freakin fast i wanna faint. END OF YEARS OMGOSH!
go with your gut & guard your heart
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
shhh


And I found my head uncrowned and all life's sweet nectar flowing down
the cracks and seams wasted on some petty little prayers
And I reached up for despair but I was well below that charished stage
and all my mangled hopes all songs unsung
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Everything is faded
Smiles are fabricated now
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Held my eyes closed for too long
And I ran out through the streets in hopes that I might find it there
but all my buildings stared back at me tentantless and bare
and I reached up for the sky, but it always seems so far away
transcendent thoughts you gave lie to atrophied and broken
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Everything is faded
Smiles are fabricated now
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Held my eyes closed for too long
And I sat when I should have stood; swallowed when I should have spit
until now I only recognize me in pictures taken long ago
and all the changes simply haunt and never go away
a friend will tell when I hit hell, I may not feel the change
Held my eyes closed for too long
Held my eyes closed for too long
Just before I go don't you offer any sweet advice because
where were all your shoulders when I needed them for so long ago
and now with legs weak and weary from this silly dance
with a suitcase full of memories, pack my bags and slowly drift away
Sunday, August 17, 2008
How Could You
A Note from the Author: If "How Could You?"
what's down this road
Too often,
the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken,
it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life.
But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most,
are those who don't know what they want.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
a domestic affair
and that was probably a really weird sentence. but who cares, one of these days i'm gonna lie in my front yard with cookie and we can sunbathe together. for the record, cookie does sunbathe. and i think watching my dogs is really fun.
let's start with vicky. she's like those kind of supermoms. the kind where the kids always listen to her and shes always ready-to-go and fit and all. like the pups never fight with vicky, though that could be because vicky is so much larger... but anw, vicky's probably the healthiest one of the lot. and she's rather energetic but not in the spring-about-like-a-joey-on-crack kind of energetic (that's prince), but more of a... well basically i just think of her (if she were human) as the kind who go jogging everyday and is successful in work and all. and vicky is really lovable, and shes just beautiful. so yes, if vicky was human, she'd probably be the perfect mum-cum-21st century woman.
which would have made it really unlikely that cookie and her would get together. cookie is sort of like... the fun dad. like once in awhile cookie gets into a "fight" with say amber, and it gets really cute. like kimberly and angel will join in and one will take sides while the other just stands on it's back legs and sort of tries to break them up. in the end it's just this really cute tumble of fur and paws and it's just so cute. anyway, cookies is fat, like roll-down-the-stairs fat (he actually did roll down the stairs, oh horrors of horrors) but he's so cute. and fat people are fun people. and at times i tend to think of cookie as like, a dumb blonde cause his fur is sort of blonde, though maybe slightly bleach-y. but yeahs, cookie is just so lovable too. he's really easy going and he'll just rest his cute little head on your arm and fall asleep. like aww, so affectionate, unlike that vicious cretin that goes by the name prince. bleahhh!
anyway, this post is getting really long, so i guess i'll rant about the pups another time. and i love my dogs. they all have such unique personalities and it's just so amazing. vicky cookie angel amber kimberly <3 oh you too, ginger and legolas. i really do miss the two of you.
Happiness is not about having what you want.
It's wanting what you have.
(i sprouted this to joey today in the library's toilet, for some reason. heh hehs)
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
out the window
There are two kinds of people in this world;
those who play play stupid games and laugh at themselves,
and others who don't know how to enjoy living
Sunday, August 10, 2008
080808
ok wtv! yeah so pam and her big inflated hand and the rest of 313 (well most of it, if you minus ying and queenie having a bitchslapping marathon and other stoners like me) were shouting "happy national day" to whoever walked/droved/flew/dived passed us. and poor lao shi was so worried we would cause a car accident. zzz.
then suddenly people started a count down so ok lets count down and we counted 3 2 1 and then.... nothing. yeah so randomly said a few lines of the pledge hoping that that was what we were supposed to be doing and then... yeah ok so basically it didnt go as planned, obviously.
after connect sg ying came over to my house and we alternated wasting time in front of the com and reading on the bed. and then we decided to pay youtube a visit and did weird stuff and watched weird stuff and i think i laughed so much i ruptured something. yeah probably.
and my index finger hurts. i think clicking a mouse is bad for you cause yeah, it's not natural! like when we were living in caves and were waving clubs about, we didnt exactly have to click anything. hence, our fingers were not meant for clicking and this is why my index finger is gonna fall off.
yeah, i make so much sense :D
Someday, everything will come together.
But until then, live it up; do what makes you happy.
If someone doesn't agree, then fuck them.
Half Blood Prince!
and like OMG. WHERE THE HELL IS SNAPE! hahas. anw, can't wait to see the movie, which is supposedly gonna be released in singapore on 20th november! lols that's ying's bday, but we're gonna be CHINA. waaaa~! damn damn damn.
oh and mucho thanks to izza for telling me about the trailer and then freakin out with me over snape after i watched it. ahhhh severus, why are you not in the trailerrrr! this is your movie! zzz.
right. my finger has stopped hurting. yay!
Saturday, August 09, 2008
bloop bloop
ahhhhhhh! this sucks. heh. i'm think i'm gonna skin. AGAIN -.- i need a new hobby.
In this world, people are going to say
don't do this, don't do this, don't do this.
You know what you're going to end up with?
Nothing to do.
(which is my current problem)
Thursday, August 07, 2008
library cip again
so did shelf-reading today. and guess what, i got assigned the art section, which also happens to be the messiest section in the library. like its chocked full of books all at the wrong sections cause there just isnt enough space so people who shelf books just place them at the nearest shelf with space. hence, i spent my entire three hours just doing ONE shelf. like both sides but still, ONE shelf. blah... and i was staring at all those number tag thingies and now i see all my 4s with a pink background and all my 6s with a black one. GAH.
and cause the whole shelf was so messed up, i got damn annoyed when i would go back to this particularly part of the shelf (that i'd already sorted) to realise that someone had come along and placed this book that doesnt belong there. yeah, i'm anal like that.
and cause there really was no space for the books, the librarian told me to remove all the old books (like those from the 1990s. hahaha) and i found this book that's older than me :D it was from 1992 i think. or maybe 1990. ok what the heck. but yeah, in the end i had a trolley full of old books and it was kinda sad, cause even though the covers and all were sort of worn out, the books looked really good.
and then there was this pile of the celestial heavens comic or something along those names. i vaguely remember reading them when i was like younger ( ah what fond memories ) and the guys all have really hot long hair :D
so basically, shelf-reading was damn @!#^&%#$#@$ and i ended up just pulling out all the books that weren't at the right place and then i built this huge pile of books on the floor. zzz. the people who walked pass kept looking at me like they thought they ought to report me to the librarian or something.
and i finally have 30 hours of cip :D but unfortunately, i still need to go for more cause i need to do for SIX MONTHS. WAAAAA~!
oh and don't forget the lyrics is cool, though my sis kept complaining about that person's voice and about how irritating it was. but still, the show was nice and the songs are all so old o.O
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i'm hungry
oh and i was looking through my old random notebooks, and i found something highly amusing.
presenting... (insert title here :D)
harry potter was in the zoo
where he was accused of doing voodoo
because a snake came out and said boo
and everybody ran into the loo
lying in his cupboard snoring
harry potter received a calling
he was so shocked he stopping breathing
and uncle vernon ran around freaking
uncle vernon hid them in a hut
but hagrid blew the door apart
dudley was so scared he clutched his heart
and a tail popped up from his butt
hagrid took harry to diagon alley
where he was suddenly struck silly
because malfoy looked so girly (heh heh heh)
and ollivander mentioned lily
on the first september
he met ron and his mother
as well as hermione granger
and they all shrieked "harry potter!"
ron took out his wand and gave a bellow
"sunshine, daisies, butter mellow,
turn this stupid fat rat yellow!"
but scabbers remained the same ol' fellow
at hogwarts he met the sorting hat
which started talking from where it sat
malfoy acted like a brat
and snape looked like an oversized bat (hey!)
harry and co. got into gryffindor
and ron weasley ate more and more
they climbed so many stairs before reaching their floor
where peeves chased them through their common room door
the next day he met professor snape (yay snape!)
who thought he was a blundering ape
and snape swept around with his billowing cape
which left the class gaping in his wake (that's right! bow down and kiss his feet!)
---
hahas. that rediculous thing was by me and ying in sec 2 but unfortunately, it ends there. oh and the stuff in brackets are just me being unable to resist making comments. anw, woohoo~! snape is hot!
hahas. ok time for bath. toodles.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Monday, August 04, 2008
new skin again
so basically today was rather... mundane. and teachers' day audition didnt go very well. but i guess it was still ok. and the english thing we had first thing in the morning was just so... urgh. what on earth is an antonym or whatsitcalled? the only thing that was interesting was that article on the sleeping late one.
turns out, it's normal for me to sleep at like... 1/2am in the morning. (hops about and laughs at those people who sleep too freakin' early). but when we go to china for that exchange program thing, i think i'll end up sleeping early. like my hibernating instincts will kick in and thankfully i have enough body fats to not freeze.
oh and the words in the skin, like up there, are adapted from a song.
so basically this blows, more than a slut.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
ow ow ow
man, i wanna learn to snowboard. and i can ski, you know! ok not really, but i can stay upright :D (most of the time). yeahhh... snowboarding is cool. sexy snowboarding severus snape! hahahahaha. and if you were wondering what i was talking about, it's a fanfic. a highly frivolous one but a hot!snape one none-the-less.
gahs. ITS AUGUSTTT. ok yeah, that's pretty obvious. but i mean it's AUGUST. like what the hell... it's gonna be september in no time and then it'll be sep hols then it'll be EOYS and then it'll be china exchange thing then it'll be december hols then it'll be sec 4 and then we're all gonna die! yeah, i'm hyperventilating.
sigh. time passes so fast. i mean, on friday i was telling myself i'm gonna read a fanfic but now it's sunday night and i havent read one. (and the chapters i read today cause the author updated don't count) boohoo.
i want frozen yoghurt :(
Everything good in life is either immoral, illegal or fattening.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
all the red
and i am feeling highly depressed right now. WAAAAAAA. SINGFEST! gosh...
sigh. at like... 3 hours from now simple plan will be performing. gahhh! i wanna go! *breaks down in hysterics* damn hell i'm gonna miss you when you're gone. stupid song playing at such an emotional time. WAAAAAAAA!
and to make things worse, my mum and dad and sis are eating durian right now but i can't hit cause i've ate too many over the last weeks. like my dad bought 10 durians three times in a row and i ate so many and now i think i'm gonna get a sore throat. *sigh*
i suspect i have like, tonsillitis or something. i mean according to wiki... the symptoms are like severe sore throat, painful swallowing, headache, fever and chills and change in voice causing a "hot potato" voice. ok i have no idea what a "hot potato" voice is, but i used to get those symptoms very often last time.
oh what the heck. SIMPLE PLAN!!
boohoo.
Friday, August 01, 2008
Thursday, July 31, 2008
rantttttt
anw, that aside, i went for library cip today and it was so boring i ended up pondering the mysteries of life and the universe. hehs.
ok so wtv, i've come to realise there have been like, important turning points in my life.
firstly, was moving to central grove. like before i moved, i studied at park view, which was a co ed school. so if i hadnt moved and transferred out, i'd probably be well... different. probably a lot more boyish. and more sporty :X i recall my best friend was this guy who lived next door at that time. zzz.
so yeah... so when we moved house i went to canossa convent primary school. ( oh dear i cant spell the school name even :X shame on me. ) and it was like a catholic (uh i think?) girls school so we had to say prayers and sing hyms every once in awhile. yeps so even though i don't rmbr much, i'd say it was a good cultural thing, what with most of my family and relatives being buddists (i think thats misspelt too).
then along came like this major turning point, like the kind in the movies where the heroine's gonna die and suddenly this really hot hero (like severus snape) comes along and saves the day. yay sev! hahas. ok told you this is random. so yes, major turning point = getting into gep. i mean if i hadn't, i'd still be in canossa and i probably wouldn't be in nanyang and i'd probably never learnt how to skin. and i'd pobably also not know all the people i know now. like my friends will be so damn different. and i'd probably have never started wearing glasses though. that would definitely be a good thing.
so yeahs, then next would have been joining i-club in tao nan. at first, before i found out i like got into gep (which i still can't believe actually happened), i was accepted in canossa's badminton cca. and in tao nan, at first i signed up for badminton there, but then i still remember one day when mrs prakash came down to the class to get kat cause she signed up for i-club. then she was like "-sth about stuff we would learn in iclub- and anyone else interest?" so it was like a spur of the moment thing for me and i was *shrug* why not. so thus, began my life as a geek :D (more or less, but hey i enjoy being melodramatic)
and just for the record, if you dont count kindergarden, i spent 1 year in my first school, 2 in my second, 3 in my third, and now i am in my 3rd out of four years (that's if i dont fail myself out of nanyang) of my fourth school.
lub dub. and hence ends my really boring life story...
and its quite obvious how bored i was shelving books at the library if i actually managed to think about my whole life in that 3 hours.
i need a more exciting life :(
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
damn ie6
and omgosh, my other photobucket account exceeded its bandwidth too! and i only have images from one skin on that account! like hello, host your own images! zzz.
anw, lao shi gave us back our chinese tests today. and gah i failed. again. it's so depressing :(
and i think i'm going to fail maths too, considering that i didn't finish so many questions. and then all the sciences stuff. like wts.
hahas. guys with dark shoulder-length hair turn me on :D
so that was random but yeahh, i was delirious last night and somehow ended up telling dom that but *shrug* its true :D
severus snape has dark hair thats more or less shoulder length :P
oh and cross country was horrible. like stupid larhs, all the upslopes and downslopes and what? and the ground was like so slippery and trip-able. zzz. i'm so not running next year. next year... jo can go run :D and i shall walk the 3.2km and laugh sadistically :D
gahs oh and chinese lecture! i don't want my paper back. like there are supposedly some with single digit marks. it's out of 100 lehs! my gosh. oh and we had a special guest for chinese lecture today :D goes by the surname zhang and the name lang. hahas. a lot of the ppl started screaming and it was so darn amusing. but it was nearing the end of lecture already so the teacher just let us off early. hehs.
Monday, July 28, 2008
oh jolly
so those with the ugly stuff pasted across your skin, go to blogskins.com, save the images there and host them on your own.
la dee do dee dah.
OH JOY TO THE WORLD
ok let me rant about why this took forever. for one, its COMPLETELY css coded. which means the code for this skin is so freakin long. and then i couldn't get the footer to work so i resorted to using z-index but then somehow the preview and actual blog looked different. like totally cheat my feelings larh! in the preview, the navigations worked fine at the bottom, but then when i saved template and viewed blog, the thing flew up to the damn top. waaaaa! then i couldn't bring it back down so i gave up and left it at the top. but now theres this grey strip there that won't go away and i have no idea where it came from.
damn i'm gonna cry man. then there was the problem of getting that stupid black line to appear below the bars. like for some reason it wanted to be above the bars even though it was a border-top for the words. bleargh. then after that i checked in firefox, and to my utter horror, the alignment was completely off for the stupid reason that the two browsers render paddings differently. AHHH. so in the end i resorted to margins and crossed my fingers that it would work. now the coding is all bad and broken but at least it works.
WAAAAAAAAA! i don't think i'll submit this skin. ever. i'm not sharing this! it took me eight hours! * skips off laughing like an utter maniac*
sigh. i think i'm in one those "you either laugh or cry" situations again. sigh. hopefully i wont be awake when my body decides which it wants to do.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
snoozles
but away with block tests! i finished making a new skin yesterday and it has a earthly tones that i find extremely calming. but that skin aint for my blog, nor am i gonna submit it. you'll find out what it's for in due time ;D
oh but i am gonna change my skin soon. and it's gonna be... a little naughty :D ok not really, depends on personal opinions i guess. but yeahhhh. new skin coming and it's gonna be something with a dark base. probably dark greyyyy.
i suddenly have the urge to cut my nails... urgh i lack a nail clipper :(
AHH THERES A MOTH CLIMBING UP MY FOOT!
phew. it's gone now. oh speaking of weird creatures, i watched Ni'm Island today. the storyline is a little unrealistic, but ok i guess. basically this girl and her daddy live on this island, but no one know where it is. then theres this author who writes about this hero who goes on great adventures but she herself in afraid of leaving her house and is obsessive about cleanliness. zzz so stuff happen which i shan't tell you in case you wanna watch it :D oh but i find the flying lizards extremely amusing.
blah. CROSS COUNTRY on monday! *faints* it's like 3.2km larhs... what am i gonna do?
so yeahhhhhh. i have to do my 2 du shu bao gaos. how depressing. and i dont get to enjoy my after-exams cause there's still school! i think theres a reason why exams are normally just before holidays. blearugh!
Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
Monday, July 21, 2008
splat.
the lang arts... was sad. i was totally expecting some really really emo poem, seeing as all the practises we've had were for emo poems. but gosh. the poem was so weirdddd. personally, i don't really like it. it felt rather... lousy. amateurish. etc.
and then physics. ah that one was like o.O AHHH. ok so that makes no sense. basically, physics was baddddddd. and i made some really stupid mistakes but what the heck. f that balloon. *sulks*
anw, three down, and many more to go :(
i seriously can't wait for block tests to end. i wanna skin! like i've been dyinggggg to do a severus skin. bleahs. and i'm feeling vaguely stoned now. like x.x kind of thing. but by the end of the week it'd probably be T.T or ~.~
heh. chinese tomorrow. that one is a gurantee fail. how sad.... nahs.
The rain fell in fat droplets, each one bursting with a tiny insignificant "splat" as it hit the concrete skin of the road. "splat. splat. splat." It was raining, so what? It was cold, and so? The people hurried about, with somewhere to be and something to do. They went about their daily business, feeling important, needed. She watched all these impassively from afar. The rain was coming down harder, the people rushing to get to to where ever they had to be with a renewed sense of urgency. "splat. splat. splat." She watched, and then she left, for she too was in a hurry -- a hurry to get away.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
AHHHHHHHHH
and i've no idea why i'm blogging now. probably something to do with the fact that i've gone mad. like i'm either gonna laugh or cry soon and this is so not good.
AHHHH.
if i die, bury/cremate me with lots of fanfic!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
stupid bee
ok that sounds wrong. but what the heck. ITS SATURDAY. and ALMOST sunday. omgosh. revision! i am soooooo dead. sigh. i always end up like this. sucks sucks sucks.
anw, cool car :D freaky, but cool.
Friday, July 18, 2008
skirting sanity
Skin change!
yay! and it's named tears on the balcony for no reason at all except maybe cause ying just sprouted that name and ye~ahhh. and i suppose i'm making it a habit of naming skins after fanfic.
tra la la. ok gonna go read ff now. toodles.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Insomniac
on another equally depressing note, sheeppigg is broke. our stocks arent doing well and we keep getting send score errors. which really sucks.
but on a happier note, theres no school on friday so i might finally get the chance to make a skin. which i'm thinking of submitting for that css based skin competition. zzz.
sigh. i wanna take part in the bidol competition. to like, make a skin of severus snape. i just looked at the sev one i submitted for the heropetition and i realised i actually like it lols. but yeahs... i wanna skin.
but exams are next week! and i havent started studying. i'm so gonna die die die die. bleargh. and then after exams we have that 3.2km cross-country. if the exams don't kill me, that will.
oh and now that i'm done ranting, today jo dragged me to go and meet two possible suppliers for the cca jacket. and we always ended up at the wrong place. hence causing us to take forever to find the shop. which sucks. got home rather late cause of that and yeahhhh. i wonder what other homework i havent done.
finite.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
SHEEPPIGG
so yeahs. sheeppigg! sheep, pig, with a g. hehs. and the pet we chose looks really weird cause we were aiming for something that looked like a cross btwn a sheep and a pig. but yeahhhhh. and it's called king yai :D k -ing, y -ai. ok we're damn lame but what the heck.
and having a tablet is AMAZINGGG. i played that weird buzzer game that has a thing that looks like a gecko and i made it to like... lvl 6 or 7 or something. for the first time. like omgosh, a tablet makes so much difference. using a mouse i cudnt even pass lvl 1.
oh and yes. apparently the rest of the class is making neopets accounts too! like bea sal chels. hahahas. but i think sal is using her old one. my old neopets account is damn noob. :(
and next week school is going to be damn retarded. today we had half the class missing (well almost) and next week half our teachers wont be around (probably more). it's just so... gahs.
and i hope ms khoo lets us watch
tra la la. i wanna change my skin :( but i wanna read fanfic. so i guess skinning will just have to wait.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
going nuts
and i want to skin so badly. but omgosh fanfic. and CHRISTY IS STILL MISSING. why isnt anyone calling in to say they've seen her :( WAAAAAA~! T.T *sniffles* christyyyyy where are you!
sigh.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Monday, July 07, 2008
bwaaaa

Superhero movie!

ok yeahs, great movie, shant spoil it for anyone who wants to watch :D oh and theres no sex or nudity or whatnot so its safe for lil kiddos. but theres like... language so yeahs. :D
with great power, comes great bitches responsibility :D
hahas. love the movie.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
i'm obivously being random again
well it's recessive in guinea pigs but not the point. like omgosh. its dominant and yet so few ppl have it. i mean i can count the number of people i know with natural curly hair on my hands!
hahas. yeps random fact and now back to fanfic :D and for the record, i'm reading the MPD one again and it rocks. i expect to make a skin named after it soon :P
Friday, July 04, 2008
three hundred and eighty eight
then yeahs did random hand painting. played around with some freehand stuff. random stuff yeahs. sadly, no pics cause joey refuses to send me. she insists i make a facebook account and get the pics from her fb but blah! i suppose it doesnt really make a diff.
oh and lao shi, mr ang, mrs lai, ms hanim and some tr i don't know came to get hand painting from our stall :D lao shi got this really pretty sun thingy and mr ang got this macho looking tattoo like painting. hahahahaha. can't rmbr which hand painting design mrs lai took, but i just know they were really mean to her and sprayed her with lots of hairspray. ms hanim got a rose design and i did a random free hand thing for that tr i don't know. hehs.
so sad no one would let me paint their face freehand :(
but thank god for joey's stencils man. without them we wudnt have been able to paint anything, i swear. and sal's hairspraying was freaky. oh and i ate half a shepherd's pie, one baked rice and two ice cream floats :D for some reason that doesnt add up to 10 bucks. wonder where my coupons went. zzz.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
FACE PAINTING :D

the ones on me were painted by ying and the ones on ying were painted by me. i'm so pro right :D *grins* and the black and white striped one was a nightmare to remove. da dee do dee dah. i think i'll post a longer post tomorrow, but for now, i'm gonna go look for chocolate.
ciao.
bandwidth went boom
who ask you don't upload the images to your own photobucket/imageshack/whatever accs. heh heh heh.
then again, i shouldnt be so happy cause i'ts 2 in the morning and i'm still awake. but what the heck. i bet i'm slowly taking years off my life by sleeping so little but hell. that might actually be a good thing, considering how the world seems to have been predestined for doom in the near future. i just hope i get to read a good ff before i die.
or the world ends.
or something.
sigh. i should be doing my lang arts reflections... but it's so... irritating in that i have no idea what to write. and i find it really weird that they make us write reflections and then grade them. for one, reflections are personal, what gives anyone the right to read them. for two, they're my reflections, what gives anyone the right to say how good it is. heh. they want me to reflect on what i've learnt, well this is what i learnt from my lang arts sia.
but sigh, since when have we been given a choice. we're made to do reflections so often and i suppose thats the reason why everything has become so standard in most reflections. i mean, you can't exactly expect a student to bare their hearts on some piece of paper and then hand it on a silver platter to the teacher to either praise or rip to shreds.
i think the whole idea of reflections is a really twisted one.
oh and yes, i've change my blogskin. took me a long time to code. any comments?
and i reallyyyy like this song. if it hasn't started playing, either turn up your volume or wait for it to load. it's worth a listen.
Monday, June 30, 2008
PRINCEEEE~!
Saturday, June 28, 2008
hoohah
ok so i cant hear the ants. but its a form of writing :D hyperbole, which in chinese would be the 修辞手法“å¤¸å¼ ”. hahas. i think using chinese words but with the english order of words sort of screws everything up. but what the heck.

hahas. so cute right? and that put your hands together thing was the AE seminar today. which was really really... well it was ok actually.
anw, me and ying went to bras basah to buy paint for funfair today. and we saw all these stuff made of styrofoam. which was so cool :D
hahas. when i saw that i proclaimed airhead! which led to me and ying knocking on the head trying to see if it was hollow. hahas. oh and i would post more pictures, but since im rather against posting pictures of myself online (or at least winky says i shud be), i shant :D
anw, i watched THE EYE. it was really really really really really really nice. and i screamed a lot. i love horror movies :D
and now, to do all my projects. i dont need to sleep tonight :(
Friday, June 27, 2008
mood: moody.
when all i ever had to worry about was getting the right answer;
when going home late only meant missing that television show,
when staying up late was for playing games and not work;
i want to go back to being a kid again,
when making the wrong choice was nothing more than a loss of one mark;
when going out was to watch movies and chill;
when staying back after school was for fun and not school;
i want to go back to being a kid again,
when getting angry only led to shouting;
when a fight usually ended with a sincerely said "sorry";
when every problem could be fixed with a hug;
and little girls hadn't yet learnt to bitch.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY :D
The fact that you were able to make another trip around the sun
And the whole clan gathers round and gifts and laughter do abound
And we let out a joyful sound and sing that stupid song
Happy Birthday
Now you're one year older
Happy Birthday
Your life still isn't over
Happy Birthday
You did not accomplish much
But you didn't die this year
I guess that's good enough
So let's drink to your fading health and hope you don't remind yourself
Your chances of finding fame and wealth decrease with every year
Does it feel like you're doing laps and eating food and taking naps
And hoping that some day perhaps your life will hold some cheer
Happy Birthday
What have you done that matters?
Happy Birthday
You're starting to get fatter
Happy Birthday
It's downhill from now on
Try not to remind yourself
Your best years are all gone
If cryogenics were all free then you could live like Walt Disney
And live for all eternity inside a block of ice
But instead your time is set this is the only life you get
And though it hasn't ended yet sometimes you wish it might
Happy Birthday
You wish you had more money
Happy Birthday
Your life's so sad it's funny
Happy Birthday
How much more can you take
But your friends are hungry
So just cut the stupid cake
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
hahahas. i love that song :D
Monday, June 23, 2008
first day of school
Sunday, June 22, 2008
blah blah blah what?
blah -.- i think i just got derailed. oh what the heck. AHHHH SCHOOL TOMORROW CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! and i wanna SKIN. again. but oh my gosh, homework is like all not done. *faints and flops like a fish* i've been doing that a lot lately o.O
Saturday, June 21, 2008
The Happening

watched it today. my verdict, not worth the money. go buy donuts instead. or you could do both, like me :D
anyway the story line isnt very strong. if it were a compo, i think it'll get about... 18/30. the plot is mainly just a lot of run ons, without a resolution at the end. it lacks impact and is nothing spectacular. it's mainly a lot of gore, like when some guy got his arms ripped off at the elbows by tigers or some guy got run over by a large lawn mower. yeps, definitely a gory one. but if you're looking for gore, final destination has that, plus a better story line.
so movie summary. something's causing ppl to kill themselves, they don't know what. so basically the people just keep trying to run from it. and of course, as in most movies, the leads survive and have happily ever after. at the end of the movie, you don't find out whats killing the people. really disappointing.
Friday, June 20, 2008
new skin!
so cute :D
anw, this skin's basically inspired by westlife's us against the world. i think i will be making a skin on something right soon. see if i can find the time :X
You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
Know how to walk that wire
Sometimes I feel like
The world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what saves me
When we're together
I feel so invincible
Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
go listen to the song, it's great.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
blah blah blah
now i sort of lost the momentum and i'm stuck. but what the heck. i got a new sling bag. its the rugsack back from zinc :D i think i'll bring it to shanghai at the end of the year.
oh and i went to get a passport size photo for my nric today (!!) and yeahs, the guy advised me to wear a polo tee so my mum and i wandered around bedok looking for a polo tee that i might one day wear again. so bought one, it's blue, and now i officially own one non school collared shirt. and the photo looks damn uglay. like my head was tilted (how was i supposed to know, it's not like i can see myself) and shoulders slanted and yeah. looks really weird. and my mum made me push a lot of my fringe back so now it just looks stupid :(
and i don't think i'll be wearing the polo tee anytime soon.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
i love post its!
hahas. anw i managed to send some stuff from my phone to silas via bluetooth so here are some really random pictures.
heh. ying's very abstract looking mirror. i think we were supposed to do uhh... chinese sia but then we ended up distracted. so i vaguely rmbr rolling over and taking a random picture o.O

oh and i found this when i was doing my SAC duty in week 10. i'm amazed i even found one at all, the club is so unbonded.

and that, is my mum carrying prince in a bag. he looks quite cute i guess. but he bites. like hell.

i fell asleep on the sofa this afternoon (when it was raining real heavily. heh. ying's tribal rain dance worked) and then was woken up when prince started charging at me. he like lept into the air and did the whole spin-twirl-flash claws-hiss thing. zzz. and even though he only has like one sharp tooth left (the rest broke off. hah!), it still hurts. blah.
and i'm so happy christy's here. i hope she stays the night :D been a longgg time since she slept in my room. the last time was before we got prince. heh. i shall bribe her with catfood :D
toodles :D
boo!
snape
caught
malfoy
and
zabini
in
the
lab
hiding
compromising
materials
showing
graphic
pictures.
my reactivity series :D or i could just stick to posioned sausages can make a zebra ill therefore let highly clever men slaughter god pigs. but where's the fun in that.
[ tag responses
@joseph: i was sort of expecting someone tall dark and handsome. HAHAHA. jking :D and you're just big and gay, no fat :P
@yeling: hahas. chubby good what :D but no larhs, eeu sho pweetttayy. i lurbbx euu! hahahahaha. :X
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
bs outing!
to be honest, i have to agree with sylvia. everyone was very different from how i expected them to be. like seriously different but what the heck. bs outing was cool :D
and i'm most definitely female. or at least i think so :X
ah i wish the avatar chapter would load so i can watch it.
"relax, firebending is not to be feared. but if you don't respect it, IT'LL CHEW YOU UP AND SPIT YOU OUT LIKE AN ANGRY KOMODO RHINO!"
hahahaha. zukko rocks :D
Monday, June 16, 2008
*laughs* *chokes* *dies*
and i think i just swallowed a spider.
o.O yeahs. i opened this compartment in my shelf that my sis has dubbed "the smelly one" and found a spider web. to be precise, it was on my softball glove, attached to the ball that's still in the glove. which is just gross. i think i'll never stick my hand in that glove again. i mean, it's been left in an enclosed cupboard for more than a year. i'm quite sure things would have started growing in it :X
bleah. on the other hand, bs outing tomorrow! hahas. and omg it so late and again i havent bathed. but this fanfiction is good. harry and severus are hiding out on a SHEEP farm. mwahahaha. and recently on avatar, i think it's chapter 9, there were SHEEP as well. it's the chapter where anng goes mad and has hallucinations of momo and appa having a samurai showdown. hahas. avatar is the loveee. :D
zukko is hot :P but severus is still hotter. i wonder what zukko's surname is. i don't think the avatar characters have full names. *shrug* but i wanna be a water bender :( fire sounds interesting but nahs. earth... nah. air... maybe. heh.
and my sis has decided to grace me with her presence -.- (sarcasm somehow just doesnt work on the com) sigh. she's started on her rant on her bang bang tang. oh wait. she decides to correct that it's xiao jie -.- like that means anything to me.
right, toodles.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Milk and cookies cure all agonies
which i shall go back to doing soon.
i think bugs like my room too much. a beetle flew around and went crashing into my cup of water earlier. and now, theres another beetle on my curtain on a moth behind my door. -.-
bugger off man.
right, back to fanfiction.