hoohah

whee. i just dug my ears today, and now everything is so freakin clearrrr! omgosh i can hear my fan whirring away. my keyboard making stupid clucky noises when i type. and the ants as they scuttle about trying to steal more food from me.

ok so i cant hear the ants. but its a form of writing :D hyperbole, which in chinese would be the 修辞手法“夸张”. hahas. i think using chinese words but with the english order of words sort of screws everything up. but what the heck.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, LET US PUT OUR HANDS TOGETHER IN THE USUAL NANYANG WAY TO WELCOME...

CAPTAIN FLUFFY!

hahas. so cute right? and that put your hands together thing was the AE seminar today. which was really really... well it was ok actually.

anw, me and ying went to bras basah to buy paint for funfair today. and we saw all these stuff made of styrofoam. which was so cool :D

hahas. when i saw that i proclaimed airhead! which led to me and ying knocking on the head trying to see if it was hollow. hahas. oh and i would post more pictures, but since im rather against posting pictures of myself online (or at least winky says i shud be), i shant :D

anw, i watched THE EYE. it was really really really really really really nice. and i screamed a lot. i love horror movies :D

and now, to do all my projects. i dont need to sleep tonight :(

mood: moody.

i want to go back to being a kid again,
when all i ever had to worry about was getting the right answer;
when going home late only meant missing that television show,
when staying up late was for playing games and not work;

i want to go back to being a kid again,
when making the wrong choice was nothing more than a loss of one mark;
when going out was to watch movies and chill;
when staying back after school was for fun and not school;

i want to go back to being a kid again,
when getting angry only led to shouting;
when a fight usually ended with a sincerely said "sorry";
when every problem could be fixed with a hug;

and little girls hadn't yet learnt to bitch.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY :D

Once a year we celebrate with stupid hats and plastic plates
The fact that you were able to make another trip around the sun
And the whole clan gathers round and gifts and laughter do abound
And we let out a joyful sound and sing that stupid song

Happy Birthday
Now you're one year older
Happy Birthday
Your life still isn't over
Happy Birthday
You did not accomplish much
But you didn't die this year
I guess that's good enough

So let's drink to your fading health and hope you don't remind yourself
Your chances of finding fame and wealth decrease with every year
Does it feel like you're doing laps and eating food and taking naps
And hoping that some day perhaps your life will hold some cheer

Happy Birthday
What have you done that matters?
Happy Birthday
You're starting to get fatter
Happy Birthday
It's downhill from now on
Try not to remind yourself
Your best years are all gone

If cryogenics were all free then you could live like Walt Disney
And live for all eternity inside a block of ice
But instead your time is set this is the only life you get
And though it hasn't ended yet sometimes you wish it might

Happy Birthday
You wish you had more money
Happy Birthday
Your life's so sad it's funny
Happy Birthday
How much more can you take
But your friends are hungry
So just cut the stupid cake

Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday

hahahas. i love that song :D

first day of school

was a nightmare. an utter horrifying nightmare. sigh. for the record, i hate ih assignments. they're so... massive. sigh. i know i'm throwing a childish hissy fit right now, but what the heck.

blah blah blah what?

AHHHHHHH. omg back to school panic. BSP -.- well that sort of sucks. cause that just reminded me i have chinese lecture work to do. shit shit shit shit shit. zzz. gotta keep this skin PG13 so no f words :D

blah -.- i think i just got derailed. oh what the heck. AHHHH SCHOOL TOMORROW CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! and i wanna SKIN. again. but oh my gosh, homework is like all not done. *faints and flops like a fish* i've been doing that a lot lately o.O

The Happening

watched it today. my verdict, not worth the money. go buy donuts instead. or you could do both, like me :D

anyway the story line isnt very strong. if it were a compo, i think it'll get about... 18/30. the plot is mainly just a lot of run ons, without a resolution at the end. it lacks impact and is nothing spectacular. it's mainly a lot of gore, like when some guy got his arms ripped off at the elbows by tigers or some guy got run over by a large lawn mower. yeps, definitely a gory one. but if you're looking for gore, final destination has that, plus a better story line.

so movie summary. something's causing ppl to kill themselves, they don't know what. so basically the people just keep trying to run from it. and of course, as in most movies, the leads survive and have happily ever after. at the end of the movie, you don't find out whats killing the people. really disappointing.

new skin!

this took me awhile. but not as long as i expected. anw this looks a little weird but what the heck. oh and i changed my blog counter :D

so cute :D

anw, this skin's basically inspired by westlife's us against the world. i think i will be making a skin on something right soon. see if i can find the time :X

You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
Know how to walk that wire

Sometimes I feel like
The world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what saves me
When we're together
I feel so invincible

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

go listen to the song, it's great.

blah blah blah

pfft. i hate it when my sis comes by and starts an arguement when im skinning :(

now i sort of lost the momentum and i'm stuck. but what the heck. i got a new sling bag. its the rugsack back from zinc :D i think i'll bring it to shanghai at the end of the year.

oh and i went to get a passport size photo for my nric today (!!) and yeahs, the guy advised me to wear a polo tee so my mum and i wandered around bedok looking for a polo tee that i might one day wear again. so bought one, it's blue, and now i officially own one non school collared shirt. and the photo looks damn uglay. like my head was tilted (how was i supposed to know, it's not like i can see myself) and shoulders slanted and yeah. looks really weird. and my mum made me push a lot of my fringe back so now it just looks stupid :(

and i don't think i'll be wearing the polo tee anytime soon.

baby, time flies and we ain't getting a second try.

-skinning in progress-

i love post its!

hahas. im feeling very high now cause my mum just gave me this stack of post its! yay :D ok whatever, i'm weird like that. i have like *counts* 16 postits stuck to that "noticeboard" thingy in front of me.



hahas. anw i managed to send some stuff from my phone to silas via bluetooth so here are some really random pictures.

heh. ying's very abstract looking mirror. i think we were supposed to do uhh... chinese sia but then we ended up distracted. so i vaguely rmbr rolling over and taking a random picture o.O

oh and i found this when i was doing my SAC duty in week 10. i'm amazed i even found one at all, the club is so unbonded.

and that, is my mum carrying prince in a bag. he looks quite cute i guess. but he bites. like hell.

i fell asleep on the sofa this afternoon (when it was raining real heavily. heh. ying's tribal rain dance worked) and then was woken up when prince started charging at me. he like lept into the air and did the whole spin-twirl-flash claws-hiss thing. zzz. and even though he only has like one sharp tooth left (the rest broke off. hah!), it still hurts. blah.

and i'm so happy christy's here. i hope she stays the night :D been a longgg time since she slept in my room. the last time was before we got prince. heh. i shall bribe her with catfood :D

toodles :D

boo!

professor
snape
caught
malfoy
and
zabini
in
the
lab
hiding
compromising
materials
showing
graphic
pictures.

my reactivity series :D or i could just stick to posioned sausages can make a zebra ill therefore let highly clever men slaughter god pigs. but where's the fun in that.

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bs outing!

bs outing was really fun today. well in a weird way it was. hahas. when i first got to bedok mrt right, didn't know where they were so i wandered around like the gundu i am until i found this group of ppl sitting at the side. so i like stared. and laughed. and stared somemore. and i think there was more laughing. -.- but yeahs in the end took 196 to east coast and we didnt know where to alight but by some stroke of luck, we got off and found ourselves at the underpass which eventually led to the bbq pit (with some walking of course).

to be honest, i have to agree with sylvia. everyone was very different from how i expected them to be. like seriously different but what the heck. bs outing was cool :D

and i'm most definitely female. or at least i think so :X

ah i wish the avatar chapter would load so i can watch it.

"relax, firebending is not to be feared. but if you don't respect it, IT'LL CHEW YOU UP AND SPIT YOU OUT LIKE AN ANGRY KOMODO RHINO!"

hahahaha. zukko rocks :D

*laughs* *chokes* *dies*

:D i love fanfiction. it's the best thing in the world! whoo~ hahas.

and i think i just swallowed a spider.

o.O yeahs. i opened this compartment in my shelf that my sis has dubbed "the smelly one" and found a spider web. to be precise, it was on my softball glove, attached to the ball that's still in the glove. which is just gross. i think i'll never stick my hand in that glove again. i mean, it's been left in an enclosed cupboard for more than a year. i'm quite sure things would have started growing in it :X

bleah. on the other hand, bs outing tomorrow! hahas. and omg it so late and again i havent bathed. but this fanfiction is good. harry and severus are hiding out on a SHEEP farm. mwahahaha. and recently on avatar, i think it's chapter 9, there were SHEEP as well. it's the chapter where anng goes mad and has hallucinations of momo and appa having a samurai showdown. hahas. avatar is the loveee. :D

zukko is hot :P but severus is still hotter. i wonder what zukko's surname is. i don't think the avatar characters have full names. *shrug* but i wanna be a water bender :( fire sounds interesting but nahs. earth... nah. air... maybe. heh.

and my sis has decided to grace me with her presence -.- (sarcasm somehow just doesnt work on the com) sigh. she's started on her rant on her bang bang tang. oh wait. she decides to correct that it's xiao jie -.- like that means anything to me.

right, toodles.

Milk and cookies cure all agonies

milk and cookies are the most amazing thing in the world. yes, even better than fanfiction. and i have no idea why im blogging at this hour. its gonna b 3am soon. but what the heck. i should be sleeping reading this wonderful fanfic.

which i shall go back to doing soon.

i think bugs like my room too much. a beetle flew around and went crashing into my cup of water earlier. and now, theres another beetle on my curtain on a moth behind my door. -.-

bugger off man.

right, back to fanfiction.

horoscope

whee~! i found this really cool and indepth horoscope thing. it's quite cool.

http://www.soulindia.com/12signes/

someone save me

i'm out of severus fanfics :(

craving donuts

urgh. hungry, and i have to wake up at 6.30 later. and i've just spent the last hour doing absolutely nothing. like at around 1 i stopped playing tic-tac-toe poker with yk (for the record i still don't get it) and i was supposed to go to sleep.

sigh.

it's creepy how times flies.

and we're all dying. cause each day brings us closer to the day we die.

neopets is freaky

for some unfathomable reason, i decided to try to get into my neopets account today. and after some fiddling here and there, i finally got the password right. and neopets has changed like so much. and i feel like such a noob lols. zzz. man... my account was created in like march 28 2002. thats like SIX YEARS ago. like *gasp*

if i had played like some obscenely obsessed person, i wonder what my account would be like. but then again, i'm quite glad i stopped :X not that i have anything against neopets, just that i've played quite a number of games since then. runescape (which i forgot my password), powerpets (which i forgot both user and password -.-), maple (which is way too freaky now too), and audi... and i wonder what else.

let's see. hmms. 2002 would be p3... so that was neopets. then p4... i started runescape, or maybe it was later. p5 started maple? i think so. maple and maybe powerpets for a short while... after that quit maple in sec 1. started reading fanfic :D like at the end of the year. and then... sec 2 started audi. and now... blogskinning. hahaha.

dum dee dum dee dum. i think i'll stick to blogskinning and fanfic reading for now :D

ouch

sigh. in a foolish attempt to comprehend the nightmare they call trigonometry, i have given myself a splitting headache. and learnt nothing in the process of doing so.

and after going through... 5 pages (i'm amazed i made it that far), i think it's time to give up :D

i think i shall go and hunt for another fanfic, preferably one that doesnt cheat my feelings after 100 000+ words.

i mean... severus and harry never got together! like what the heck. that just plain sucks and the main point of the story was so stupid. i mean, harry loved voldermort to death. like seriously. loved him enough that he could kill him. which is just... such a stupid dumbledore-y kind of thing. blah.

i hope chewing gum isn't addictive.

argh

damn it. my photobucket acc bandwidth thingy isnt resetting itself. so now all my links are still disabled. waaaa~! but no wonder, i have like 972080 monthly hits. ahhh! all you lazy people out there go host your own freakin images and don't kill my photobucket acc! blah. *fumes*

-.- bleargh. and now i shall just wait for it to reset. tra la la. and people keep giving my skins crappy ratings cause the bandwidth exceeded image keeps popping up. urgh.

and i've run out of chewing gum. :(

and cookies too :((

(that looks like a double chin o.O)

and half the holiday is goneee and my homework is still there collecting dust. and the stupid projects. sigh.

hey y'all

hahas. i've exceeded my bandwidth for my photobucket account so all those images that are like hosted there wont load. which actually looks really ugly. but the bandwidth is gonna be reset tomorrow so no worries :D but for now... you'll just have to stare at those ugly




things that are gonna tile across your entire screen! hahas. anw, just for the record, i've made another photobucket acc and named it purple-socks. don't ask me why, i just happened to be wearing some when i made it. *shrug*

and so, off to read this lovely fanfic :D it's slash. whoohoo~ and angsty :P

whoever said sex and murder are men's only pleasures obviously never read fanfiction. poor guy.

panic attack

AHHH~! lols. for like, awhile just now, my com went wacky on me. like the my computer couldn't work and my internet explorer wouldn't work and everything sort of hung. and died and then my virus scan couldn't work but thank the powers that be cause everything is back to normal again.

silas please don't scare me like that.

yeah wells i'm going mad. and drowning in homework. eeee~! *random savage war cry* o.O yeahs definitely mad. but anw... i think i'm gonna change my skin. getting tired of this all white one. working on this diary style skin... it's super random. and i shall code it another day cause coding like sucks.

so now, time for a daily dose of random fengshuiiii :D hahas. you know how people in the past used to think that studying is very important? what with all the parents wanting their kids to be scholars and what not and it's not very different now. anw, it's a long-held belief that a god named Wen Chang has a name list of all the people sitting for an exam. hence, to increase one's luck in passing an exam, one should place the study table facing Wen Chang's direction. (and for the record, i have no idea what direction that is)

anw, to get into the qualifying name list, people in the past would die die avoid breaking some taboos, one of them being reading books in the toilet. this would be disrespecting Wen Chang and he/she will never pass the exam! mwahahaha!

so yes, moral of the story is, if you don't wanna kena fail your exam, don't study in the toilet.

also, some very superstitious gamblers don't allow their children to study in front of them in the morning cause the chinese pronunciation of book is like shu which is the same as lose. so yeahs, but children are supposedly more receptive to information in the morning.

ah young impressionable minds.

anw, since i didn't post yesterday, i shall make this post long so here's another fengshui taboo for you. don't take pictures in threes. hahahas. the flash is believed to suck the soul of the middle person away. hehs :P

and some random stuff about which zodiac aint compatible with which.

1. rat and horse
2. ox and goat/ram
3. tiger and monkey
4. rabbit and rooster
5. dog and dragon
6. snake and pig

so yeahs, those matches are apparently a big no-no. i wonder who's a rabbit... *shrug*

so there, your daily dose of fengshui. toodles :D

random stuff

ok i hate maths. i've done like worksheet 11.1 and then 11.2 just looks too freaky to do. which leads to me doing damn damn random stuff :D

kai lin --

[noun]: A person who is a master of making ravioli

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

o.O ravioli. according to wiki, "Ravioli is a popular type of pasta, comprised of a filling, commonly (though not always) meat-based, sealed between two layers of pasta dough. Ravioli are commonly rectangular or circular in shape. " right.

How good are you at vampire hunting? My Result: Vampire Hunter

You are a hunter of the undead you can handle any regular vampire. You usually attack in groups to 2 or more. (you get weopons and info from watchers and monks.)

hahas. so that one was utterly random. but what the heck. die! hahahas.

What Hogwarts House Are You In? My Result: Slytherin

Well, well, well, you're in Slytherin. You are cunning and ambitious. And you teach people not to mess with you when they come across your path. You are like Voldemort, Draco and Snape!! Take What Hogwarts House Are You In? Find more quizzes at Quibblo.com

hmms. cunning... not so sure. ambitious. maybe. cross my path. i doubt it, my dogs seem to do that a lot. but who cares. i'm in severus's house! wheee~! :D

How old do you act? (personality quiz) My Result: 14-16

Take How old do you act? (personality quiz) Find more quizzes at Quibblo.com

well thank god for that. for a moment i was worried i was like... 9.
oh and did you know, that plastic end of a shoelace is called an aglet.

new counter

look at that cute little thing up there! it's so adorableeee :D hahaha. anw, i don't expect to get a lot of hits, but omg that thing is sooooooo cute :D hahahaha.

anw, i was rather upset yesterday cause my sis ate all the cookies but my mum bought more so yay :D cookies are the loveeeee. mmms.

right, being really random. and i don't know why. blah. stupid aeroplane just zoomed past. so damn noisy. heh. i just remembered that it used to take me a very long time to get the spelling of aeroplane right. hippotamus? looks wrong. oh. the correct spelling is hippopotamus. anw, there was once me and sal took a cab home and the taxi driver was trying to convince us that hippopotamus was spelt like in some way and sal was saying it was spelt another way. (me being a crappy speller decided to just watch) so yeahs i think sal went back to check and apparently he was wrong. but what the heck. some taxi drivers are funny. like there was once i was with ying and bea and i think queenie or something. ok not sure who was there but the taxi driver was telling us some funny rhyme about nanyang girls....

which i cant remember at the moment. but i think it had something to do with walking and butts.

i'm a bittergourd

and i've never eaten one before o.O hehs. bom training today was quite fun, surprisingly. i think i'm addicted to chewing gummm! ahhh! it's the only thing that keeps me awake. and i was so damn sleepy today cause i had to wake up at like 5.30. reached school about 7.30 and was thoroughly woken up when lao shi drove passed waving in that very happy lao shi way. and then ang jl drove passed as well and he was like... stone. then suddenly his hand bobbed up and down. zzz. weird teachers. my dad seems to think lao shi is like, a china woman. *gasp*

but yeah so for the bom training they made us light this candle thing which looked vaguely like a cowbell and then went about doing stations. zzz. then they did the weird kidnapping thing and oh, we were in four groups so four ppl were like dumped at the staircase to the shooting range there. so me and amanda and two sec 1s were like kidnapped and so sat there stoningggggg away before our groups found us. and the way they kidnapped xing ning was so... lame. they like told her miss sabrina wanted to see her and like gah. i still think they should have just used potato sacks.

so basically my group finished first, heh heh. but our poor candle sort of burnt out at our last station, so there was this short stump left in the toilet cause it got too hot to hold. like what a crappy place to like.... die off. then after that we played this game. its like the obs one where you run, meet in the center and play scissors paper stone, cept when you crash ur supposed to sit down to avoid violence. o.O but then my group like lost so the other group sprayed water at us with those really cute water guns that looked like polka dotted green dinosaurs :D

after that was some lecture on youth day fun fair and i freaked out when i realised elsa hasnt started. it's on 4th july! ahhhh~! and bea goes on holiday tmr morning so there goes one committee head. and ying is like. in china. *flails hand in that retarded kai way*

so yeahs we had that talk called team building, the "yong tau fu" way. basically it was quite fun, and ms chee (the one that used to be a dean or sth) showed us some short video clips and some were from that qi gong zhu korean show! but damn sad younan didn't appear :(

he's hot :D

heh. this post is so long o.O oh and i've come to the conclusion that me and joey are bittergourds and ying and sal are fishballs. hahahas. fishballs are the one that have a tendency to roll around, aka short attention span and really random but funny people. and bittergourds are like really pessimistic people who believe in murphy's law of what can go wrong will go wrong. heh. oh and in jo's case, she thinks too much as well. oh and i suspect a large bulk of the guai kias in our class are bee hoons. chilli... i think pam's a chilli. hmms. dunno :D

ahhh food and fun fair. my head's gonna roll.... WAAAAA~!

shopppingggg

hahas. went shopping today :D and i got this really cool pants with detachable suspenders! hahahas. suspenders are cooooool. and my sis went into a tie craze. o.O but heck, ties are cool but really ex. and my sis seems to like stuff with skulls on it. don't see the draw of it though. but heck. suspenders :D hahahaha.

and bugis street is so creepy. so much gothic-like clothing. like black red white and lace and things! hahaha. OHHHH. but 77th street has this reallyyyy cute bag! its like a sling, that's like black and red. it's black on the outside and the outside is like zippable so it's like unzipping a jacket and then theres a red checkered thingy inside. hahas i think that made no sense. but heck, it's damn cute! sadly, it's like 43 bucks or around there and i'm brokeeee :(

oh but it's like, the great singapore sale now, which really rocks cause i think i'll get myself a rabbit bag or some other bag as a present to myself :D been planning on getting a new sling bag for a longggg time. like one that's quite large. but not too large. like those zinc/ink gurney sack thingys. heh gurney sacks. but don't really like the one made of that cloth-y thing. probably will get one that's soft leather-y or something.

hahas. shopping high.

i love my suspenders. :D

gender crisis

hahas. guess what. the new cat, who we thought was a girl, is actually maleeeeee. hahahas. i guess the name prince was apt after all.

anw, i spent two hours at the library today. couldn't find any materials for the ih assignment. howww~ and i think i will have to rewatch the sicko movie. which more or less sucks. :(

argh i think i'm going to screw up my sec 3 year. which sucks as well.

the only thing that rocks right now is chewing gum.

oh but i found out my bottle had a crack in the cover today. had to throw it away and that's just really depressing. i've been using it like... since last year i think. i got it from that NEmation thing, which we got kicked out of :( but i've got sentimental attachment to my bottle. waaaa~! sigh. i'm weird like that.

Move on. It's just a chapter in the past. Don't close the book, just turn the page.

ostrich philosophy

AHHH. homework overload. so much work to do. oh shit oh shit oh shit. heh. and i spent my entire day today skinning, like what the heck. sigh. the homework i'm dreading the most is ih, the healthcare assignment and the literature review. like omgosh. it's going to be freakin hard to write. then all the crazy reports as well.

sigh.

hmms i can't remember what i wanted to say... oh the jalan something road sign toppled over.

but that wasn't what i wanted to say either. zzz. what the heck. i'm gonna go stick my head in a sheep and never come out. ostrich philosophy :D

if i can't see my homework, my homework can't see me.

misery loves company, and he's been lookin' for me.

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@JIA.NING

heys. i'm from infocomm club :D

charge!

can you imagine sitting in like starbucks and then two elephants come charging in? hahas. that's what happened somewhere, thailand i think. the elephant ran out of a children's parade and crashed through the glass walls and doors of the shop. heh heh.

and i don't get why my dogs seem to enjoy depositing excretory products at certain spots. like kimmy will walk to this spot, pee, then angel will walk over, pee over that, and then cookie comes along and pees as well. that's just so weird it's disturbing.

and my dogs seem to enjoy eating flowers o.O

oh wells. i think my imeem playlist thing laggs a lot. but what the heck. i finished my chinese book report :D mwahaha. its like 600 words after some cutting. it was like 800 at first but this is supposed to be like, the simple one with 200 words or so. blahs.

egads. i have a lot of work lined up to do once i'm done with ames. and that just sucks.

and i've killed 9 mosquitos today :X

modified the skin

blahs. i need to finish a book review and ames by today. yet i'm fooling around with the skin... heh. changed the image above the navs to headphones. took me awhile to find an image that could convert into lines nicely but yeps. hahas. oh and spent awhile drowning in imeem and ta da. a short play list. :D

now back to reading the stupid chinese book. tell me what you think of the skin! even if it's really ugly just say so.

it's raining :D

wheee. it's raining. which is much better than it being insanely hot. my fan ain't even on :X hahas. and i'm feeling vaguely high, cause my beyond words skin has finally gotten enough 5.0 ratings to raise my all time rating to 5.00 :D heh heh. sadly it's not on the top rated skins list cause i have a 4.5 rating :( but oh wells.

cheerios.

and i have a chinese book to read for my book review... it's due friday :X ah wells, 211 pages more to go! jiayous!

Stand, for what you believe in

Stand, for all that is right

Stand, when it's dark all around you

You can be that shining light.

Stand, when troubles come calling

Your gonna be alright

Stand, just reach deep inside you

And be that shining light.

Stand.

I feel the earth shake, raise my voice

I have my soul, I have a choice

I feel it burning, I want more

So what am I waiting for?

-Stand, Billy Ray Cyrus

stupid

argh... its 1.47 am and i'm awake. WHY? stupid joey. make me play audi with her. and i haven't bathed! like oh my shit. so darn late. anyway, i decided to change my skin. it feels very... weird now. but i don't know. it's fun :D and the image right, it's actually pictures that i tinkered with to get them to look sketchy. oh and i finally got to eat my oh-so-desired, oh-so-delicious, and oh-so-cancer-causing donut today.

now i can die happy.

or maybe not.

is it spelt doughnut or donut?

chew, chew, don't swallow

urghhh. my jaw hurts. and my tongue is like... tired. and don't think sick. (but then again, probably no one gets the double entendre, but all the better). i think i've been chewing too much gum... jaw hurts. like i chewed my way to school, and chewed my way back. and some chewing in between.

of course, it wasn't the same piece of gum. that'd be like... gross.

and my sis and her friends are singing like... weird songs in the room next door. sounds a little like nanabanana nanabanana something something something. something and nabana, something something something. which is just plain disturbing.

oh and the attempt to do chinese sia at ying's house today was an utter failure. we sort of... got distracted. but ying got distracted first! she was painting her nails. and i uhh... was doing a teeny weeny bit of chinese until polldaddy hung on me. that sucked.

and i'm having a hell of a time trying to get the colour of this skin to work... so retarded... ah wells i think i'll submit it, though i dont expect the comments to be good, seeing as the models in the image are well... weird.

do they have white chocolate chocolate chip cookies?

told ya so

sotd for the 25th is a joke... but what the heck. too many of these self-downloaders are popping up. but flaming doesnt make a diff. we can't remove the fake downloads, we can't give another skin the sotd title.

bummer that.

potter puppet pals!

hahas. i was watching the videos again and THEY ROCK. snape rocks! hahas. it's a pity only dumbledore pops around nude, i mean if severus had a nude scene, i bet the number of views will like sky rocket. hahas. voldemort sings cool songs :D avada kedavra!

ohhh that reminds me, i need a good fanfiction to read! pam was reading this one about malfoy and harry which i dont mind... but i need some severus goodness! :X this is infatuation bordering on obsession but what the heck.

anyway, today chinese supplementary wasn't tooo bad. lao shi was quite nice and let me and ying go buy lunch cause we hadn't eaten. then just went through some work. i need to do my book review! and the physics blog needs help. i'm thinking of just completely restarting everything but that takes too much time.

oh and i think i'm supposed to do something about get hyped but damn, i don't want to. anw... major note to self. i need to complete:

CHINESE BOOK REVIEW

MATHS AMES

BIOLOGY SIA REPORT

CHINESE SIA REPORT

PHYSICS ONLINE JOURNAL

CHEMISTY WORKSHEETS 12 - 16

MATHS WORKSHEETS 11.1 AND 11.2

CHINESE LECTURE ASSIGNMENT

HUMANITIES ASSIGNMENT

HUMANITIES LITERATURE REVIEW

& MORE THAT I CANT REMEMBER :X

bleargh. so much to do, and so little time. and they say it's the holidays. what holidays? urgh. *headache* and i'll probably end up doing my work last minute. i swear, in the last week you'll see me freaking out over all my work. again.

good moorrrrrrrrrning~

zzz. ushering was dammnnnnn sian. and damn warm too. stuck in the basement carpark with all the exhaust fumes. and mark shone drives a really cool car. it's like... short. like those old vintage cars thing. and i saw mrs lai's son. or at least i think it was. should be bah, and he... looks weird. :X

after that went to support the arena thing... and we spent so darn long waiting to get in. like standing around sweating buckets in the carpark (again!).


from today onwards, i hate underground carparks.


and my cat keeps jumping out the window. bleargh.

sigh. physics sia blog need work. oh dear. du shu bao gao and ames (still not done, again). man this sucks. what a horrid way to start of the holidays.

and still got chinese supplementary on monday.

heh heh. my favourite is the first one. go comment if you have time :D www.blogskins.com/me/dancingsheep. hehheh self -plugging.

happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.-harry potter

right left right

AHHH. can't get the juggling thing right. and tomorrow must do some sort of performance! ahhhh~! -.- ok screw that. the humour sabbat was rather fun today, since the whole time was spent learning to juggle. RIGHT LEFT RIGHT. zzz. doesn't work. the socks just dont wanna be juggled. and u know what, filling the socks with rice to make "juggling balls" is such a waste of rice. and my sis insists that the socks stink.

i bit my tongue. and it hurts :( bleargh. i think i'm gonna change my skin soon. SHALL MAKE SOMETHING! heh heh.

dance is... hard. popping was rather fun today, but i can't seem to remember the moves. actually, i changed my mine about my favourite genre. i think i prefer the "aggressive" hip hop(as the instructor calls it, he still hasnt told us his name). at first lyrical hip hop felt quite nice, but then realised it's not really my thing. oh but i cant do locking for shit. its like fun, but i just cant coordinate my arms and legs. i end looking like some mad flailing thing. bleah. but popping is quite cool, though i think my arms are going into random spasms cause of it.

sicko was actually quite a nice movie. it's really sad... the kid died cause the hospital refused to provide treatment... all cause of some insurance company insisting that the kid be transferred to a hospital under that company or something. but it's a complicated world. some things just work that way.

heh heh. i have some ideas for a skin for alicia's bold and beautiful competition. but i don't think i'll actually get to completing one of them. *shrug*

that reminds me, AMES AND CHINESE DU SHU BAO GAO.

urgh homework calls. (and i shall hang up on it.)

zz. it's a little cold suddenly.

sigh

ok so i'm being rather emo. so much work. chinese du shu bao gao. maths ames. and still a little upset over not getting sotd. normally, i wudn't have minded so much, but i guess i got my hopes up from all the comments. but sigh. apparently 48 favs and 50 rates and 200+ dls isn't enuf :(

man i sound pathetic. but i don't think i'll ever make a skin as good as that one. zzz. damn. i need to snap out of this. like hey, better luck next time.

tra la las. i shall talk about sabbats. for humour we watched scary movie 3. it's especially funny cause i recently watched the movie the ring, which is what the scary movie thing was spoofing about.

ok that made no sense. heck. dance was weird. we did locking and lyrical hip hop today. heh heh. sal missed out on the lyrical hh part cause she had to leave early. hahahas. :D

oh and we have homework. damn. something on what we've learnt... ok learnt. uh... there are many styles to hip hop. uh. basic movements are actually very impt cause you can like combine them to make complicated stuff. uhhh. oh hell i'll crap sth later.

and the rest of the stuff is what i liked, didn't like and improvements... gahs. reflections -.-

oh wells. cheers.

this ain't right

i'll let you go, even though i know,

you'll never come back

honk honk

guh? zzz. i think csp is tiring. and apparently, i was the only one who went today. so there were like trolleys of books. but i only did shelving three times in total, which aint too bad. for the third time i just helped the librarian, so was much faster than when i was wondering around the library looking all stoned.

i hate shelving computer books.

they're bigger than my head.

and heavier too.
[air doesn't weigh much]

gurh. chem homework to do, should get started but don't really feel like. my cat's digging about on my bed :X hope she doesnt poop. still havent named her, but at least i think she's a she now, but i'm not too sure.

oh on my way to csp today, i saw this tree that was... gross. it looked like it was molting or something x_x with weird black stuff all over the trunk and branches. so freaky.

anw, homework awaits, but i wanna skin. shall see what i end up doing next. maybe i'll play audi.

A million words won't bring them back. I know, we've tried. A million tears won't bring them back. I know, we've cried.

oh man that smells

urgh. i look forward to the day they invent kitty litter with air freshening capabilities.

zzz. the cat has gone mad. utterly definitely mad. its like springing about. and uh. doing weird things in my shelf :X

and now i realise how glad i am that christy is like, toilet-trained :X aka she does her business in the wild :D

weird springy cat. i think we're gonna name it stitch, but then we can't figure out it's gender. hence the usage of "it". other options are like scoops and pepper. can't think up any names.

oh and i realised something.

CHRISTY HAS THUNDER THIGHS.

HAHAHAHA. ok sorry pudding, but yes you do. i suppose you should uh... eat less? bleah. forget i suggested that.

tra la la. i forgot what i was gonna type. oh wells, until another time.

[ tag responses

@wan: ummms. you can't really teach someone to skin. it's best you go read a tutorial somewhere. :X

@JEROME: uh. do i know you? and what coke? don't drink coke, it corrodes your teeth! (and will probably turn it brown)

@shimeng: thanks for the tag :D hmms. chocolate or sweets. i don't know. maybe? hahas.

mmm chocolate

heh heh. munching on chocolate at the moment. and to spare silas from being coated in chocolate-y goodness, im typing with one hand which is seriously very slow.

got another sotd, which was rather unexpected. but not the point. yk was telling me that my blog lags his com, but i have no idea how to unlag my blog. so sorry, cupcake. oh.

i've suddenly taken to calling people food related terms of endearment. particular things that appeal to my sweet tooth. hence the chocolate-munching. which will be giving a sore throat tomorrow no doubt.

speaking of tomorrow, or considering the time, today, WE'RE ADOPTING ANOTHER CAT FROM THE SPCA! hahas. but dont worry christy, no little cretin will ever take your place in my heart. theres only so much sunshine and sweetness one can take. but one can never have too much sardonism!

hehs.

i'm watching my chocolate change from a solid state to liquid state.

oh. i need to change my skin man. i think i'll make one during the hols.

i think im reading too much fanfic as well. oh well... i love the potterverse.

"Hang on..." Harry muttered to Ron. "There's an empty chair at the staff table.... Where's Snape?"
"Maybe he's ill!" said Ron hopefully.
"Maybe he's left," said Harry, 'because he missed out on the Defense Against the Dark Arts job again!"
"Or he might have been sacked!" said Ron enthusiastically. "I mean, everyone hates him --"
"Or maybe," said a very cold voice right behind them, "he's waiting to hear why you two didn't arrive on the school train."
Harry spun around. There, his black robes rippling in a cold breeze, stood Severus Snape. He was a thin man with sallow skin, a hooked nose and greasy, shoulder-length black hair, and at this moment, he was smiling in a way that told Harry he and Ron were in very deep trouble. (CS5)

madness

eeps. spent cca today browsing random sites and xangas. eeps. latin is cool :D but hard. and weird.

and then mr chiu came along checking what we were doing. caught in flagrante delicto! hahaha. apparently we're too free and he needs to find us stuff to do :X

i can't believe i missed the episode of 七公主today! it's like xueqi's WEDDING! with the OH SO CUTE AND OH SO HOT younan! waaaa~!

so upset. and i missed it cause i was meddling with eggshells and weird f&n things. for the record, the egg shells turned green :D

and whyyyyyy must i go to ying's house EVERYDAY to do the stupid chem thing. i mean for me i did the bio myself :( rawr. and then CHELSEA the ass doesn't have to. getting home so late now. i think my mum aint too happy. but then again, she's rather busy with my sis's exams.

slept at 3am this morning. surprisingly i'm not that sleepy. but uh. 听写tomorrow! sigh. i hate it. shall... look at the textbook later.

man it's 9.19. so late. shall bathe. toodles.

Te audire non possum. Musa sapientum fixa est in aure.

- I can't hear you. I have a banana in my ear

i hate ih

i think i'm too stressed. or something has finally snapped. i think i'm losing it.

should i be worried?

sigh.

mummy hamster was buried today in the backyard. rest in peace dearie. i hope you're happy wherever you are.

You write such pretty words, but life's no fairytale.

oh fcuk

yeps. title says it all. damn it. feeling... guilty? upset? worried? oh i don't know. worried is probably the predominant one. damnnnn it. and i don't know how to stop it. damn it.

i should curse less.

like that would help.

damn it. you better be alive and kicking tomorrow.

101

First, identify yourself as a right- or left- brain person:
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.
Left thumb below the right thumb: left brain
Right thumb below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.Look at your hands.
Right arm above left arm: left brain
Left arm above right arm: right brain

Based on 1 and 2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctively read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightforward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

hmms. i'm a left-left. hahas. oh yes im damn anal :D definitely a perfectionist. obsessive compulsive. mwahahaha.

just realised this is post ONE HUNDRED AND ONE. oh yeah.

spongebob bob-a-thon

I LOVE SPONGEBOB.

zzz. i'm going a little mad. wait make that very. urgh. oh. i changed the lenses on my glasses. so no more floating blob of something in the middle of nowhere. now, the floor looks wonky. like curvy. like it's spinning. zzz. i was walking like jack sparrow this afternoon. :X

blip says:
uh
my eyes are screwy
--kAiliN---> ---- doomsday parade --- says:
o.o
my head is screwy
my life is screwy
THE WORLD
IS SCREWY
blip says:
o.0
it spins on a tilted axis
(:
--kAiliN---> ---- doomsday parade --- says:
o.O
the world is
lopsided
blip says:
figuratively and literally
lol

zzz. yep. screwed. gahs. so much work. and it's not even homework. it's like... PROJECTS AND PRESENTATIONS. urgh. stupid p words. bleahhhh. like practicals. stupid chem spa. KILL THE CHEMISTRY.

"You are here to learn the subtle science and exact art of potionmaking," he began. "I don't expect you will really understand the beauty of the softly simmering cauldron with its shimmering fumes, the delicate power of liquids that creep through human veins, bewitching the mind, ensnaring the senses ... I can teach you how to bottle fame, brew glory, even stopper death -- if you aren't as big a bunch of dunderheads as I usually have to teach."

- Severus Snape, (PS8)

severus rocks.

sick and tired

literally. i have this horrible cough and flu that wont go away. and im freakin tired today. for some reason or another. woke up at 6.30 in the morning for the leadership symposium. i can't believe i woke up so early for that. zzz. sleepy now.

after the symposium went home and stoned about. then went to meet jo at marina sq to do some overdue shopping for presents :X spent so much money today... but oh wells. then anw, ended up late for dance so had to rush over there. then went to the library to look for a chinese book for the book report. couldn't find a short enough one so gave up.

sigh.

and when i came home still had to get rid of the stupid bananas. zzz. i carried all twelve tupperware containers down the stairs at one go :D

heehee. i'm amazed it didnt just topple onto me and bury me in banana mush. but anw, i managed to kajiao my maid into helping me dispose of the gross gross gross bananas. honestly, i'm just glad the bio ex is done. oh and ying sal jen completed theirs too le. so i wonder if its bye bye hammies le. zzz. will miss ya, dude, dudette and mummy!

that looks really creepy doesn't it? i guess it's the red bucket thing. hammy looks dead. poor hammy.

look familiar? THATS A VISKING TUBING! hahahahahaha. but for the record, i still hate chem.

I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later.

screwed

urgh. stupid chem spa. flunked it. but oh wells. the simpsons are funny ;D

i have no idea how the movie is related to earth day, but i'm rather amused that they decided to screen it during the breaks. heehee. homer simpson is like... weird. and bald. and yellow.

feeling very sleepy. fell alsp when i came home today. i think it's cause i slept at 3 this morning. zzz. and fell aslp in bio and now i can't do my bio worksheet. zzz. just can't understand the digestive system. and all the weird parts and stuff.

oh but ih today was like... a relief? i'm freaking glad that ms khoo allowed us to postpone the presentations for korean war. it's like dead. oh that reminds me. i need to send it out. and it's pink. like PINK. and i don't know whether ying can open it. i wonder if she uses the 07 version of ms office. hopefully she does, but i doubt it.

*shrug*

im in a very drifty state at the moment. like stoned. heehee. hypnotised. hahahaha. that hypnosis guy was very funny. and good. o.O

lost my train of thought. i think i need more sleep. zzz.

I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, the dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now? - John Lennon

CHEM SPAAAA~AHHHH.

AHHHHH. chem spa tomorrow. so totally freaking out. like completely freaking out. eeps. :X

i think something sizzled and snapped up there. yeps. i've gone utterly wonky. but oh hell. very worried about chem spa. i just don't understand it at all. i hate chemmmm. drives me mad. don't get it. can't get it. will probably never get it. don't understand how people can find chem easy o.O

oh wells. what's gonna happen will happen. (but for the record, i utterly do not like lab lessons. hence, i realllyyyy do not like lab assessments.)

friday there's gonna be a debate thing at the audi. i wonder if i shouldd go... hmms.

urgh. presentation on korean war tomorrow. rather freaked out?

oh oh oh. i'm just glad my la sia is almost done now :D just need to do research analysis(?) but to be honest, i was seriously freaked out when the speaker we invited started singing. it's so... unexpected. but at least he wasn't sleeping material.

o.O

i just realise how wrong that sounded. uh. shan't bother to correct it. you get my drift :P

and i'm trying to decide if i shud do a new design for class tee. i'm feeling rather lazy now see. so... i dunno. maths raft due friday. shud start storyboarding something... like something. beep.

you know, i realised i blog mainly to rant like a ranting maniac. this is so... uninformative. i shud have intellectual posts!

...

who am i kidding?

the more you run from a problem, the further you have to walk back to fix it.

damn it

oh dear. silas is aging. like the keys on his keyboard are dying. the left and down button don't work. the touchpad has a depression and sometimes goes wonky. the buttons to click on are wobbly and scratched. WAAAAA. my poor silas.

sigh.

on a happier note, i finished reading tell no one. it's BRI-LI-ANT. i think i misspelt that. but nvm. good book. like really good book. the language of teenagers otherwise known as the constant jabbers of "like" and "you know". hahas.

oh and today was the decorate canteen tables thing. damn retarded. we like... stuck a sticker and random bits of newspaper. and bea stuck this damn rediculous thing. like she wrote "保护环境，人人有责" on it then stuck it down... zzz. and the rest is best left unsaid. or if i wanted to be dramatic, it's for me to know and you to find out. -.-

i think im having... memory lost issues. short term memory lost? urgh dunno. i just know im going a little mad. *note to self: SUBMIT POPULAR SURVEY. like i wonder if i shud just give it to the shop instead of GO since its so overdue. argh. FILINGGGGG TO DO.

aka homework. so well... toodly - das.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful, or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

zzz

falling aslp.

zzz.

zzz.

uh.

sigh. still have poetry to do. don't understand it. don't wanna do the presentation. bio spa tmr? i hope not. like seriously hope not. i want to sleep.

Take me out tonight, where there's music, and there's people, and they're young and alive. Driving in your car, i never want to go home.

Because i haven't got one anymore.

i love horton

AND HORTON'S AN ELEPHANT.

BWAHAHAHAH. ok lols. another post today cause well... I LOVE THAT DR SEUSS MOVIE. it so rocks. WHEEE. horton's such a nice elephant. ah great movie. really really funny. definitely a recomendation. i think it's just called horton. or horton and the whos. or something along those lines.

uh right. anw YING I WANT MY BOOK BACK YOU BOOB. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (i am not crazy/insane/*looks for a thesaurus*/mad/rabid/demented/unbalanced/mentally unsound/touched in the head/dotty/nuts)

heehee. i love the online thesaurus :D

on our first day in kindergarten we were shown a picture of an apple & two oranges. then we had to pick out which one didn't belong- the first thing we were taught is that being different is wrong.

hxh fanfic <3

WHEEE. I LOVE THIS HUNTERXHUNTER FANFIC.

WILD HEARTS CAN'T BE BROKEN.

heehee. kuroro and kurapika is just so cute. can't stand it. WHEEEE. lols. it's been a long time since ive gotten this sort of high from fanfic. i've missed it. sigh. i need a good fanfic more than ever. gahs.

oh i submitted a skin today. its like a digiscrap kind of thing. ah dunno.

no quote today i guess. toodles.

number ninety-one

hahas. post #91. can't believe that after two years, i only have so few posts. then again... my blog died so often so no surprise there.

anw, I FOUND THIS REALLY COOL THING and hence, photoshop is gonna become my new best friend! WAHAHAHAH. :D but right now, shan't tell you what.

wait and see :D

AND YING YOU HAVE MY BOOK!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! you big meanozoid. blahs.

uh right.

BYTE IS GONNA HAVE A CCA JACKET.

but uhhh. the colours might be srewed up cause so many ccas have made jackets already and like all the nice/passable colour combis are taken. at the moment... we're thinking purple. or green. or something. and orange and blue is not mad ok!

tra la la. vaguely happy now :D so i guess i shall... bathe? hahas. toodles.

No one is afraid of heights; they're afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play; they're afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark; they're afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say 'I love you'; they're afraid of the response.

tell no one

heehee. did csp today so went to the library AND GOT ANOTHER HARLAN COBEN BOOK! heehee. the author rocks. and the book's called tell no one and right now, the story sounds pretty interesting. problem is, I HAVE TO DO IH ESSAY.

but what on earth can i write. like... waaaa. i hate ih. it's like... so hard. don't understand it at all. sigh. anw, csp was the same as usual, spent the whole time shelving books. and why on earth are IT related books so THICK? bleahhh. can't they make it thinner? and paperback? bleah. but i saw a few cool books on photoshop and xtml. i think i'll read one of those one day. sigh.

don't show me paradise and then burn it down.

1280 x 800

gahs. i need a WALLPAPER. nothing seems to fit my laptop screen. so pissifying.

sigh. feeling very shi bai today. zzz. don't know why. just am. i guess it's cause of my failed attempt to produce a skin today. according to ying it's scary. like the girl in the image looked ano. so i scrapped it and tried something else. but it uh... didn't work out. sigh.

FINDING NICE IMAGES IS A REAL B!TCH

bleah. sucks. sucks. still need to do ih essay. no idea how. chinese sia due date coming up. bio as well. i wonder when's chem. haven't even started. so doomed. gonna fail? probably.

i'm not so much afraid of heights as i am of being tempted to jump.

the joys of reading

i loveeeeee this book! like uber love! the story line is so cool, there's so much action and the plot is just so unique that i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this book. :D can't wait to borrow another book by this author. maybe will borrow this saturday. anyway, if anyone actually reads my blog, the book is

JUST ONE LOOK by HARLAN COBEN

it's brilliant k. la dee la dee las :X i think this author is better than dean koontz. heehee... and english names are like... so misleading. like when i was reading the book, i kept thinking the author was female. but oh, the author's male x_x

ah cca today was... sad. we did alice. like the mini project. was suppose to create this shortstory, but so lazy to animate, so mainly we just had a lot of speech bubbles. with retarded things like "HOWDY! AI'M BOB!" zzz. and "NO!! DON'T KILL ME. I'M A RABBIT!" man. so... lame. and we changed the title that was given to us. we changed the animals too. so now it's like

THE FARMER AND THE RABBIT

-.- we lack creativity. but oh wells...

and 2.4 today suckedddd. i deproved from last year, but i guess that's expected. i'm actually considering arranging running dates with ying. like on saturday or something. but ying is only free like really early, and i like, want to sleep.

and why do i talk like some retarded bimb? AHHH *counts* i've used 7 "like"s already. arghhhh. i need a bigger vocab, but that weirddd thing mr tan is making us do for lang arts, the one with the list of words that have the same meaning or something, is just... unhelpful. i can't bring myself to do it.

and homework. oh unglorious homework. the bane of my life. sigh. who likes homework. oh i think i have like, something stuck halfway down my trachea. like the last time i sneezed out a noodle. bleah. that was during mr tan bh class in sec 1. i think it happened in sec 2 too... can't remember. but lols. i suspect sal was thoroughly grossed out.

hmms. this is a long post. for some reason. i guess it's back to ranting. I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH. don't ask me why. i just do. and I LOVE CHRISTY TOO. heehee. i'm having fanfic withrawal symptoms. but i wanna skin. so this weekend no fanfic. unless i do all the homework thats due on fri before hand. then i can spend thurs fanfic-ing. but highly unlikely.

i think ying shouldn't get a rabbit. she should get a dog. dogs like... rule.

and W.B. Yeats poety is lovely. like when mr tan wanted us to choose our favourite poem, this was the first thing that came to mind. i like, read it in a fanfic somewhere, and it just stuck to me.

He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread upon my dreams.

hiccup

zzz. winky is a little upset with me. im reading this really cool book, but winky wants me to do work. but oh well. physics is hard... dont know how to do. maths. can wait. uhh chem? gahs. wonder when the spa and quiz is. ahh lang arts poem thingyyy. oh crap that.

when the male lead is dying, he somehow still has enough strength to sing an entire song.

omgoshieees

i had a really pleasant surprise last night/this morning at 1 sth when i came off audi. like... it's so unexpected.

anw, i'm so dead cause I HAVENT DONE MY WOOORRRRKKKK. spent the entire of yesterday evening at the library all the way to like 8. WAAAA. stupid ih seminar. and the articles on the korean war are so confusing.

sigh. homework. sia. lang arts sia! blah blah blah! need to reply to the speaker. but... arghies.

OH I AM SO FREAKING SCREWED.

snape, snape, severus snape.

hahas. pammie played the "song" today, or the sound for weird ticking noise potter puppet pals vid. heehee.

ah the guy we wanted to invite for la sia cudnt find anyone. so now we're dead. and i'm supposed to be searchingggggg for other possible options :( oh dear. so sorry marshy, yun, jess, huiyi, elsa. but distractions... :X

which is your evil alter ego from harry potter? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as severus snape snape...he proved to be rather brave so well-done! severus snape 75% narcissa malfoy 58% draco malfoy 50% lucius malfoy 42% lord voldemort 42% bellatrix lestrange 33%

heehee. severus! loveeee. :D heehee. it took me awhile to find a quiz that even has severus as one of the possible results. and when i tried those soulmate stuff, none had severus snape as an option. (is upset) worst thing is, i mostly got harry potters which is... not sastifying. he's such a !@$^*%@#@$$!!@#*!

lols. but i did get one where my um *cough cough* soulmate was james potter, of all things. i mean he's another @#$%$!!@$&%*!! peep who stole severus's love of his life away. bleah. oh and the one with draco malfoy. oh mannn. that's... just not right. malfoy's is ying's thing. can't stand him.

oh wells. shall uh. start on my lang arts sia. :( what job would you be willing to listen to for 1 hour? i mean. GAHHH. so sian.

waaaaaa~!

MY BANANAS HAVE WEIRD WHTIE FLUFFY STRINGY THINGS.

they're growing mould/fungi/something!!!!

maplestory... for teachers?!

HAHAHAHAH. can't believe what i saw today when going for cca. me jess and jo right, we passed com lab 3, and they were having this cyberwellness training for teachers and THEY WERE BEING TAUGHT HOW TO PLAY MAPLE.

*LOL*
*ROFL*
*LMAO*

hahas. they were at the character creation page and some ny tr, don't know name, was like teaching. zzz.

...

HAHAHAHAHAH. :D

can't image.... it's not that theres anything wrong with it, but it's just so hard to imagine that i've gone a little wonky. heehee. i wonder if they'll learn how to play audi x_x

ohh the term 2 sabbats sound quite cool. too bad joey is gonna be missing them *sniggers sadistically* heehee.

oh i finally got to read fanfic yesterday. but it was so... retarded. like harry sort of ran away, went to france, met this guy, started learning martial arts, went to tibet, and sort of trained in a monastry. it's so... un harry potterish. but oh well. it was amusing.

i think my nyaa is doomed. i need to do reflections man. like um... let's see. yesterday i did some labelling of boxes thing. like they were sending books out to some school for some outreach program. then they were pasting a new label over the boxes because they printed a name wrongly i think. zzz. what a waste of paper. like gahs. and they print so many copies. THE POOR TREES.

and then basically did shelving of books. so frustrated. cause like. so many books out of place. but oh wells. zzz. damn. i can't rmbr what i did for the other times. my nyaa reflections... WAAAAAA. oh wait. first time i did shelving... and shelf reading. second time i just sat there cut some stuff, stick some stuff, pack and count stuff. bleah. i need to do reflections.

and cca today was... bad. we're learning how to use alice, which is so MADDDDD. like. weird and strange. cause everything is like drag and drop. i seriously dislike the interface. bleeeeahhhh. but it can do quite cool stuff, so i guess it's worth learning. but IT DOESN'T HAVE SHEEP. like they have some standard "objects" and they have cows, horses, hamsters (it was spelt hampster) and some weird things. they even had a joey. but ohhh. they forgot about sheep -.-

tra la la. i hate it when cca has homework. i need to go download the alice program. bleeahhs.

and this was supposed to be a short post. gahs.

i wonder if the hamsters will survive the weekend.

jiayou ying and your maternal instinct! ;D

there are no shortcuts to any place worth going

sigh. i wish there was such a thing as pause. i wish there was such a thing as fast-forward. i wish there was such a thing as rewind.

i wish there was such a thing as wishes.

rather depressed now. ih sia is looking so... overwhelming. sigh. all the work is going to start spilling in. i just can't bring myself to do work anymore. everyday i'm just looking forward to the end of school. when i come home i look forward to sleeping. yet, i don't really have anything to do.

i want to make a skin. but i don't know how. sigh. i don't know what i wanna make. it's so... frustrating. argh.

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode.It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

i need a life.

up, up and.... away?

tallllerrrrrr. must be talllllleeeeeeerrrrrr. zzz. i want to grow taller. why can't i!!! waaaaaaa.

gahs. note to self: wish to be taller for birthday this year.

sigh. i miss ginger.

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you

- i miss you, by hannah montana

A for apples, B for bananas, C for crazy

ah so the bio experiment starts today. will have to take pictures later at 9. i wonder if theres a way to like make daytime lighting so the image quality will be better. ah wells will just try.

and blogskin wars are just... crazy. and amusing to read. life's too short to hold grudges man, unless of course you've been living with that person for 12 years and still counting. argh. said person is now in my room admiring herself in the mirror. annoyed.

and ying is crazy. but i guess its like, a good crazy. she like jogged over from her house earlier today when huiyi and joey were here for bio. and later at dinner my mum was like

"eh that girl was she here to do the project too?"
"no larhs. she just wanted to jog here."
"really? where does she live?"
"marine parade"
"woah. eh that's far. but then again she looks quite fit. dark dark one, not like you"
x_x

bleahhhh. ying is healthy. but good for her. bet she's gonna ace her 2.4.

tra la la. i want to start reading fanfiction again. i'm suffering from withrawal symptoms. zzz. but need to study for chinese lecture quiz... dont wannnttttt. gahs. the opium war. so.... irritating. oh speaking of quizes, i wonder when we'll get back our chem and physics papers. like today me and ying were peeping in 314 cause they were going through chem paper. i think i'm so dead.

oh wells. toodles.

the bane of my life

i hate homework. argh. ih mindmap... shall not do? or should i do...

dunno. stupid chinese book review. shall delay that.

bio experiment is supposed to be set up tomorrow. gahs.

happy birthday yong zhi

hahas. yong zhi's party today. so funnnn. HI MY NAME IS JOEY. hahas. we swapped names :D we being me, ying, jo, kat and darrell. so basically i was joey, ying was kat, jo was darrell, kat was me and darrell was ying.

i hope i have successfully confused you :p

anyway it was a great load of fun. wish i could swim but so late le... zzz. such a pity.

YONG ZHI YOUR CONDO IS SOOOOO NICE.

hahas. anw basically played card games and randomed about stuff. and built card towers :D and i can't play bridge. seriously. like i don't know how to.

ah itching horribly now. and my cat didnt eat the beetle yesterday. it disappeared under my table, just like everthing else that gets down there. oh but christy is looking so cute on my bed right now :D

and ying, christy is SOOOO much cuter than that cat we saw at yz's condo. that cat is like... ANOREXIC! and christy isn't fat :p she's pleasantly plumb. love love love my fat fat cat! oh but when i lived in central grove, christy LOVEDDDD to sit on the window sill. i think she fell out once or twice. i remember an incident where she was trying to catch a butterfly. for some reason, she didnt fall 4 storeys and to her death. i bet she's used up her 9 lives.

oh she still jumps out of windows.

ah itchy. still itchy. i need to go find a cure for heat rash. toodles.

urgh just eat it

i wonder what beetles taste like... then again, i don't wanna know. if only christy would just eat the damn thing. ITS GLIDING ALL OVER THE FLOOORRRRR. i think she bit off one wing or something.

oh i think she ate it. shall double check.

gahs. it's still there.

stupid beetle.

stupid heat rash.

I HATE HEAT RASH.

a stumble may prevent a fall

*big snapey hug!*

cheer up ying. it's happens to everyone. don't let it get you down.

我们都失败过。

it's better to make mistakes now than during the EOYs. at least now, you know what to be extra careful about.

"failures are like skinned knees, painful but superficial."

so it'll hurt, but we can't change what has happened. failure is an event, not a person. as long as you believe you'll do better and work for it, you will. sometimes you might not get a good grade no matter how hard you try, but life's unfair that way. we just have to keep trying.

and ying, i don't care if you think you've failed. the only thing i want to know is, are you content with it?

but i know you're not. i know you're not the kind to give up so easily.

so jiayous girl. and smile.

spongebob lolers.

i tell you my tv is against me. like i just went down to watch tv and it was showing spongebob. zzz. it was the episode on procrastinating. SIGH. but you know what, spongebob is so damnnn amusing. he like had to write an 800 word essay on what not to do a stoplight, and he somehow ended up setting is house on fire.

in a dream, of course :D

lols. HE STUCK A BROOMSTICK INTO HIMSELF (ignore the double entendre :D) and mopped the floor!

gahs. spongebob kills brain cells.

revived?

back from the dead? we'll see.

I LOVE SEVERUS SNAPE!

toodles(:

waaa~! ying did you see the shooting star? i forgot about it and went to bathe!

havent done hw. going away in 9 days. oh im so dead. one week left to do one holiday's hw.

so dead. dead like the nugget you saw in mcdonalds. just without the crispy fried skin.

more like sashimi. dead, sliced up, and cold.

or frozen in a block of ice on a farway mountain in china.

i think that's more likely than the rest.

i think the only good point of wearing glasses is that when an orange decides to squirt its inner juices at you, it doesnt stab you in the eye.

and the only reason to keep the nail on your thumb long is for peeling oranges. sth im still not very good at.

i'm broke. again. and the holidays are ending. it's sad. almost bitter. but not that bad yet.

maybe later it'll just be catastrophic. hmms. i still cant spell. bummer.

cats make good pillows, if you ignore the furballs that you're gonna be coughing up later.

my posts are getting too random. it rained today. i haven't read a fanfic in ages. this book is nice.

shall go back to reading it. toodles.

zzz. IM VERY UPSET. and i shant say why(: HAHAHA. amused. im trying to decide if i shud bother using colours in my post. considering that the text is on white, i shant. ohhh. in my old old old old posts i coloured some words white. HAHAHA. -.- i've gone mad. zzz.

why am i posting?

i don't really know.

i have to get up at 6.30 tmr/today. in other words, 5hours time. i should be aslp.

winky is going to kill me.

i knocked her out with sleeping gas. or rather, omi did.

it's the 5th. oh dears. IM GOING ON HOLIDAY SOON. and i might not live to come back. oh dear. and i havent packed. havent done my homework. oh life is a sad thing. so sad. so very sad.

joey sleeps too early. and the chinese version of audi is small. and strange. and i hate story mode. (:

i shall never install maple. silas will be very upset if i do. hence, i love silas and shall not make him upset. and yeahs, my laptop is male(:

i love severus too. my favourite tall dark and loathsome imaginary character. sigh. he's so friggin sexy. sigh. im not a fangirl. i wan a snapey hug. zzz. they're the nicest.

frogs are cute. i lost my squishy frog. it's green. i'm going mad.

this post is so random. with so many enters. i love pressing my enter key.

it's the biggest key cept for the space bar and my left shift. my right shift is so small. i don't like it. and audi killed my right arrow key. it squeaks and wiggles now.

heehee. another enter. i love enters. do you? yes you do. i think i ate too many chocolate chips today. im vaguely delirious. or maybe it's the time.

but i was up till 5 that day. and nth happened.

sigh.

i have to wake up at 6.30. THAT SUCKS. zzz. oh.

i've been typing for so long.

ok. toodles(:

oh dear. it's december already. oh dear. oh dear. im leaving on the 18th. i have slightly more than two weeks to pack AND do my homework. oh dear oh dear. im so dead. dead. fishsticks.

zzz. this is bad. and i refuse to start on my chinese book review. upset. IT'S DECEMBER. OMG OMG OMG. sigh -.- i wasted another day. i feel so... i refuse to say unproductive coz some twisted ppl will just see a freakin double entendre in it and go nutters. zzz.

sigh. "life is like riding a bicycle, once you learn how to do it, you never forget." zzz. but it is worth learning how? i mean, all you get are scraped knees from learning how to cycle [unless you're my sis and banged into a wall. you don't want to know what happened. just know that it wasnt good]. and if i were to use some cliche quote right now, it'll probably be the one that says "i don't want to grow up. scraped knees are so much easier to fix than broken hearts." but then again, its not just about broken hearts. more like you only get one chance at life. zzz. if you mess up, you can't turn back time and do it again. but when ur learning to cycle, falling down once doesn't mean you can never get up and try again.

gahs. i sound emo don't i?

but i'm not. or at least i think im not. zzz. -.-

i need to bathe. wakeboarding looks cool. toodles.