right left right

AHHH. can't get the juggling thing right. and tomorrow must do some sort of performance! ahhhh~! -.- ok screw that. the humour sabbat was rather fun today, since the whole time was spent learning to juggle. RIGHT LEFT RIGHT. zzz. doesn't work. the socks just dont wanna be juggled. and u know what, filling the socks with rice to make "juggling balls" is such a waste of rice. and my sis insists that the socks stink.

i bit my tongue. and it hurts :( bleargh. i think i'm gonna change my skin soon. SHALL MAKE SOMETHING! heh heh.

dance is... hard. popping was rather fun today, but i can't seem to remember the moves. actually, i changed my mine about my favourite genre. i think i prefer the "aggressive" hip hop(as the instructor calls it, he still hasnt told us his name). at first lyrical hip hop felt quite nice, but then realised it's not really my thing. oh but i cant do locking for shit. its like fun, but i just cant coordinate my arms and legs. i end looking like some mad flailing thing. bleah. but popping is quite cool, though i think my arms are going into random spasms cause of it.

sicko was actually quite a nice movie. it's really sad... the kid died cause the hospital refused to provide treatment... all cause of some insurance company insisting that the kid be transferred to a hospital under that company or something. but it's a complicated world. some things just work that way.

heh heh. i have some ideas for a skin for alicia's bold and beautiful competition. but i don't think i'll actually get to completing one of them. *shrug*

that reminds me, AMES AND CHINESE DU SHU BAO GAO.

urgh homework calls. (and i shall hang up on it.)

zz. it's a little cold suddenly.

sigh

ok so i'm being rather emo. so much work. chinese du shu bao gao. maths ames. and still a little upset over not getting sotd. normally, i wudn't have minded so much, but i guess i got my hopes up from all the comments. but sigh. apparently 48 favs and 50 rates and 200+ dls isn't enuf :(

man i sound pathetic. but i don't think i'll ever make a skin as good as that one. zzz. damn. i need to snap out of this. like hey, better luck next time.

tra la las. i shall talk about sabbats. for humour we watched scary movie 3. it's especially funny cause i recently watched the movie the ring, which is what the scary movie thing was spoofing about.

ok that made no sense. heck. dance was weird. we did locking and lyrical hip hop today. heh heh. sal missed out on the lyrical hh part cause she had to leave early. hahahas. :D

oh and we have homework. damn. something on what we've learnt... ok learnt. uh... there are many styles to hip hop. uh. basic movements are actually very impt cause you can like combine them to make complicated stuff. uhhh. oh hell i'll crap sth later.

and the rest of the stuff is what i liked, didn't like and improvements... gahs. reflections -.-

oh wells. cheers.

this ain't right

i'll let you go, even though i know,

you'll never come back

honk honk

guh? zzz. i think csp is tiring. and apparently, i was the only one who went today. so there were like trolleys of books. but i only did shelving three times in total, which aint too bad. for the third time i just helped the librarian, so was much faster than when i was wondering around the library looking all stoned.

i hate shelving computer books.

they're bigger than my head.

and heavier too.
[air doesn't weigh much]

gurh. chem homework to do, should get started but don't really feel like. my cat's digging about on my bed :X hope she doesnt poop. still havent named her, but at least i think she's a she now, but i'm not too sure.

oh on my way to csp today, i saw this tree that was... gross. it looked like it was molting or something x_x with weird black stuff all over the trunk and branches. so freaky.

anw, homework awaits, but i wanna skin. shall see what i end up doing next. maybe i'll play audi.

A million words won't bring them back. I know, we've tried. A million tears won't bring them back. I know, we've cried.

oh man that smells

urgh. i look forward to the day they invent kitty litter with air freshening capabilities.

zzz. the cat has gone mad. utterly definitely mad. its like springing about. and uh. doing weird things in my shelf :X

and now i realise how glad i am that christy is like, toilet-trained :X aka she does her business in the wild :D

weird springy cat. i think we're gonna name it stitch, but then we can't figure out it's gender. hence the usage of "it". other options are like scoops and pepper. can't think up any names.

oh and i realised something.

CHRISTY HAS THUNDER THIGHS.

HAHAHAHA. ok sorry pudding, but yes you do. i suppose you should uh... eat less? bleah. forget i suggested that.

tra la la. i forgot what i was gonna type. oh wells, until another time.

[ tag responses

@wan: ummms. you can't really teach someone to skin. it's best you go read a tutorial somewhere. :X

@JEROME: uh. do i know you? and what coke? don't drink coke, it corrodes your teeth! (and will probably turn it brown)

@shimeng: thanks for the tag :D hmms. chocolate or sweets. i don't know. maybe? hahas.

mmm chocolate

heh heh. munching on chocolate at the moment. and to spare silas from being coated in chocolate-y goodness, im typing with one hand which is seriously very slow.

got another sotd, which was rather unexpected. but not the point. yk was telling me that my blog lags his com, but i have no idea how to unlag my blog. so sorry, cupcake. oh.

i've suddenly taken to calling people food related terms of endearment. particular things that appeal to my sweet tooth. hence the chocolate-munching. which will be giving a sore throat tomorrow no doubt.

speaking of tomorrow, or considering the time, today, WE'RE ADOPTING ANOTHER CAT FROM THE SPCA! hahas. but dont worry christy, no little cretin will ever take your place in my heart. theres only so much sunshine and sweetness one can take. but one can never have too much sardonism!

hehs.

i'm watching my chocolate change from a solid state to liquid state.

oh. i need to change my skin man. i think i'll make one during the hols.

i think im reading too much fanfic as well. oh well... i love the potterverse.

"Hang on..." Harry muttered to Ron. "There's an empty chair at the staff table.... Where's Snape?"
"Maybe he's ill!" said Ron hopefully.
"Maybe he's left," said Harry, 'because he missed out on the Defense Against the Dark Arts job again!"
"Or he might have been sacked!" said Ron enthusiastically. "I mean, everyone hates him --"
"Or maybe," said a very cold voice right behind them, "he's waiting to hear why you two didn't arrive on the school train."
Harry spun around. There, his black robes rippling in a cold breeze, stood Severus Snape. He was a thin man with sallow skin, a hooked nose and greasy, shoulder-length black hair, and at this moment, he was smiling in a way that told Harry he and Ron were in very deep trouble. (CS5)

madness

eeps. spent cca today browsing random sites and xangas. eeps. latin is cool :D but hard. and weird.

and then mr chiu came along checking what we were doing. caught in flagrante delicto! hahaha. apparently we're too free and he needs to find us stuff to do :X

i can't believe i missed the episode of 七公主today! it's like xueqi's WEDDING! with the OH SO CUTE AND OH SO HOT younan! waaaa~!

so upset. and i missed it cause i was meddling with eggshells and weird f&n things. for the record, the egg shells turned green :D

and whyyyyyy must i go to ying's house EVERYDAY to do the stupid chem thing. i mean for me i did the bio myself :( rawr. and then CHELSEA the ass doesn't have to. getting home so late now. i think my mum aint too happy. but then again, she's rather busy with my sis's exams.

slept at 3am this morning. surprisingly i'm not that sleepy. but uh. 听写tomorrow! sigh. i hate it. shall... look at the textbook later.

man it's 9.19. so late. shall bathe. toodles.

Te audire non possum. Musa sapientum fixa est in aure.

- I can't hear you. I have a banana in my ear

i hate ih

i think i'm too stressed. or something has finally snapped. i think i'm losing it.

should i be worried?

sigh.

mummy hamster was buried today in the backyard. rest in peace dearie. i hope you're happy wherever you are.

You write such pretty words, but life's no fairytale.

oh fcuk

yeps. title says it all. damn it. feeling... guilty? upset? worried? oh i don't know. worried is probably the predominant one. damnnnn it. and i don't know how to stop it. damn it.

i should curse less.

like that would help.

damn it. you better be alive and kicking tomorrow.

101

First, identify yourself as a right- or left- brain person:
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.
Left thumb below the right thumb: left brain
Right thumb below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.Look at your hands.
Right arm above left arm: left brain
Left arm above right arm: right brain

Based on 1 and 2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctively read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightforward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

hmms. i'm a left-left. hahas. oh yes im damn anal :D definitely a perfectionist. obsessive compulsive. mwahahaha.

just realised this is post ONE HUNDRED AND ONE. oh yeah.

spongebob bob-a-thon

I LOVE SPONGEBOB.

zzz. i'm going a little mad. wait make that very. urgh. oh. i changed the lenses on my glasses. so no more floating blob of something in the middle of nowhere. now, the floor looks wonky. like curvy. like it's spinning. zzz. i was walking like jack sparrow this afternoon. :X

blip says:
uh
my eyes are screwy
--kAiliN---> ---- doomsday parade --- says:
o.o
my head is screwy
my life is screwy
THE WORLD
IS SCREWY
blip says:
o.0
it spins on a tilted axis
(:
--kAiliN---> ---- doomsday parade --- says:
o.O
the world is
lopsided
blip says:
figuratively and literally
lol

zzz. yep. screwed. gahs. so much work. and it's not even homework. it's like... PROJECTS AND PRESENTATIONS. urgh. stupid p words. bleahhhh. like practicals. stupid chem spa. KILL THE CHEMISTRY.

"You are here to learn the subtle science and exact art of potionmaking," he began. "I don't expect you will really understand the beauty of the softly simmering cauldron with its shimmering fumes, the delicate power of liquids that creep through human veins, bewitching the mind, ensnaring the senses ... I can teach you how to bottle fame, brew glory, even stopper death -- if you aren't as big a bunch of dunderheads as I usually have to teach."

- Severus Snape, (PS8)

severus rocks.

sick and tired

literally. i have this horrible cough and flu that wont go away. and im freakin tired today. for some reason or another. woke up at 6.30 in the morning for the leadership symposium. i can't believe i woke up so early for that. zzz. sleepy now.

after the symposium went home and stoned about. then went to meet jo at marina sq to do some overdue shopping for presents :X spent so much money today... but oh wells. then anw, ended up late for dance so had to rush over there. then went to the library to look for a chinese book for the book report. couldn't find a short enough one so gave up.

sigh.

and when i came home still had to get rid of the stupid bananas. zzz. i carried all twelve tupperware containers down the stairs at one go :D

heehee. i'm amazed it didnt just topple onto me and bury me in banana mush. but anw, i managed to kajiao my maid into helping me dispose of the gross gross gross bananas. honestly, i'm just glad the bio ex is done. oh and ying sal jen completed theirs too le. so i wonder if its bye bye hammies le. zzz. will miss ya, dude, dudette and mummy!

that looks really creepy doesn't it? i guess it's the red bucket thing. hammy looks dead. poor hammy.

look familiar? THATS A VISKING TUBING! hahahahahaha. but for the record, i still hate chem.

I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later.

screwed

urgh. stupid chem spa. flunked it. but oh wells. the simpsons are funny ;D

i have no idea how the movie is related to earth day, but i'm rather amused that they decided to screen it during the breaks. heehee. homer simpson is like... weird. and bald. and yellow.

feeling very sleepy. fell alsp when i came home today. i think it's cause i slept at 3 this morning. zzz. and fell aslp in bio and now i can't do my bio worksheet. zzz. just can't understand the digestive system. and all the weird parts and stuff.

oh but ih today was like... a relief? i'm freaking glad that ms khoo allowed us to postpone the presentations for korean war. it's like dead. oh that reminds me. i need to send it out. and it's pink. like PINK. and i don't know whether ying can open it. i wonder if she uses the 07 version of ms office. hopefully she does, but i doubt it.

*shrug*

im in a very drifty state at the moment. like stoned. heehee. hypnotised. hahahaha. that hypnosis guy was very funny. and good. o.O

lost my train of thought. i think i need more sleep. zzz.

I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, the dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now? - John Lennon

CHEM SPAAAA~AHHHH.

AHHHHH. chem spa tomorrow. so totally freaking out. like completely freaking out. eeps. :X

i think something sizzled and snapped up there. yeps. i've gone utterly wonky. but oh hell. very worried about chem spa. i just don't understand it at all. i hate chemmmm. drives me mad. don't get it. can't get it. will probably never get it. don't understand how people can find chem easy o.O

oh wells. what's gonna happen will happen. (but for the record, i utterly do not like lab lessons. hence, i realllyyyy do not like lab assessments.)

friday there's gonna be a debate thing at the audi. i wonder if i shouldd go... hmms.

urgh. presentation on korean war tomorrow. rather freaked out?

oh oh oh. i'm just glad my la sia is almost done now :D just need to do research analysis(?) but to be honest, i was seriously freaked out when the speaker we invited started singing. it's so... unexpected. but at least he wasn't sleeping material.

o.O

i just realise how wrong that sounded. uh. shan't bother to correct it. you get my drift :P

and i'm trying to decide if i shud do a new design for class tee. i'm feeling rather lazy now see. so... i dunno. maths raft due friday. shud start storyboarding something... like something. beep.

you know, i realised i blog mainly to rant like a ranting maniac. this is so... uninformative. i shud have intellectual posts!

...

who am i kidding?

the more you run from a problem, the further you have to walk back to fix it.

damn it

oh dear. silas is aging. like the keys on his keyboard are dying. the left and down button don't work. the touchpad has a depression and sometimes goes wonky. the buttons to click on are wobbly and scratched. WAAAAA. my poor silas.

sigh.

on a happier note, i finished reading tell no one. it's BRI-LI-ANT. i think i misspelt that. but nvm. good book. like really good book. the language of teenagers otherwise known as the constant jabbers of "like" and "you know". hahas.

oh and today was the decorate canteen tables thing. damn retarded. we like... stuck a sticker and random bits of newspaper. and bea stuck this damn rediculous thing. like she wrote "保护环境，人人有责" on it then stuck it down... zzz. and the rest is best left unsaid. or if i wanted to be dramatic, it's for me to know and you to find out. -.-

i think im having... memory lost issues. short term memory lost? urgh dunno. i just know im going a little mad. *note to self: SUBMIT POPULAR SURVEY. like i wonder if i shud just give it to the shop instead of GO since its so overdue. argh. FILINGGGGG TO DO.

aka homework. so well... toodly - das.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful, or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

zzz

falling aslp.

zzz.

zzz.

uh.

sigh. still have poetry to do. don't understand it. don't wanna do the presentation. bio spa tmr? i hope not. like seriously hope not. i want to sleep.

Take me out tonight, where there's music, and there's people, and they're young and alive. Driving in your car, i never want to go home.

Because i haven't got one anymore.

i love horton

AND HORTON'S AN ELEPHANT.

BWAHAHAHAH. ok lols. another post today cause well... I LOVE THAT DR SEUSS MOVIE. it so rocks. WHEEE. horton's such a nice elephant. ah great movie. really really funny. definitely a recomendation. i think it's just called horton. or horton and the whos. or something along those lines.

uh right. anw YING I WANT MY BOOK BACK YOU BOOB. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (i am not crazy/insane/*looks for a thesaurus*/mad/rabid/demented/unbalanced/mentally unsound/touched in the head/dotty/nuts)

heehee. i love the online thesaurus :D

on our first day in kindergarten we were shown a picture of an apple & two oranges. then we had to pick out which one didn't belong- the first thing we were taught is that being different is wrong.

hxh fanfic <3

WHEEE. I LOVE THIS HUNTERXHUNTER FANFIC.

WILD HEARTS CAN'T BE BROKEN.

heehee. kuroro and kurapika is just so cute. can't stand it. WHEEEE. lols. it's been a long time since ive gotten this sort of high from fanfic. i've missed it. sigh. i need a good fanfic more than ever. gahs.

oh i submitted a skin today. its like a digiscrap kind of thing. ah dunno.

no quote today i guess. toodles.

number ninety-one

hahas. post #91. can't believe that after two years, i only have so few posts. then again... my blog died so often so no surprise there.

anw, I FOUND THIS REALLY COOL THING and hence, photoshop is gonna become my new best friend! WAHAHAHAH. :D but right now, shan't tell you what.

wait and see :D

AND YING YOU HAVE MY BOOK!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! you big meanozoid. blahs.

uh right.

BYTE IS GONNA HAVE A CCA JACKET.

but uhhh. the colours might be srewed up cause so many ccas have made jackets already and like all the nice/passable colour combis are taken. at the moment... we're thinking purple. or green. or something. and orange and blue is not mad ok!

tra la la. vaguely happy now :D so i guess i shall... bathe? hahas. toodles.

No one is afraid of heights; they're afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play; they're afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark; they're afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say 'I love you'; they're afraid of the response.

tell no one

heehee. did csp today so went to the library AND GOT ANOTHER HARLAN COBEN BOOK! heehee. the author rocks. and the book's called tell no one and right now, the story sounds pretty interesting. problem is, I HAVE TO DO IH ESSAY.

but what on earth can i write. like... waaaa. i hate ih. it's like... so hard. don't understand it at all. sigh. anw, csp was the same as usual, spent the whole time shelving books. and why on earth are IT related books so THICK? bleahhh. can't they make it thinner? and paperback? bleah. but i saw a few cool books on photoshop and xtml. i think i'll read one of those one day. sigh.

don't show me paradise and then burn it down.

1280 x 800

gahs. i need a WALLPAPER. nothing seems to fit my laptop screen. so pissifying.

sigh. feeling very shi bai today. zzz. don't know why. just am. i guess it's cause of my failed attempt to produce a skin today. according to ying it's scary. like the girl in the image looked ano. so i scrapped it and tried something else. but it uh... didn't work out. sigh.

FINDING NICE IMAGES IS A REAL B!TCH

bleah. sucks. sucks. still need to do ih essay. no idea how. chinese sia due date coming up. bio as well. i wonder when's chem. haven't even started. so doomed. gonna fail? probably.

i'm not so much afraid of heights as i am of being tempted to jump.

the joys of reading

i loveeeeee this book! like uber love! the story line is so cool, there's so much action and the plot is just so unique that i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this book. :D can't wait to borrow another book by this author. maybe will borrow this saturday. anyway, if anyone actually reads my blog, the book is

JUST ONE LOOK by HARLAN COBEN

it's brilliant k. la dee la dee las :X i think this author is better than dean koontz. heehee... and english names are like... so misleading. like when i was reading the book, i kept thinking the author was female. but oh, the author's male x_x

ah cca today was... sad. we did alice. like the mini project. was suppose to create this shortstory, but so lazy to animate, so mainly we just had a lot of speech bubbles. with retarded things like "HOWDY! AI'M BOB!" zzz. and "NO!! DON'T KILL ME. I'M A RABBIT!" man. so... lame. and we changed the title that was given to us. we changed the animals too. so now it's like

THE FARMER AND THE RABBIT

-.- we lack creativity. but oh wells...

and 2.4 today suckedddd. i deproved from last year, but i guess that's expected. i'm actually considering arranging running dates with ying. like on saturday or something. but ying is only free like really early, and i like, want to sleep.

and why do i talk like some retarded bimb? AHHH *counts* i've used 7 "like"s already. arghhhh. i need a bigger vocab, but that weirddd thing mr tan is making us do for lang arts, the one with the list of words that have the same meaning or something, is just... unhelpful. i can't bring myself to do it.

and homework. oh unglorious homework. the bane of my life. sigh. who likes homework. oh i think i have like, something stuck halfway down my trachea. like the last time i sneezed out a noodle. bleah. that was during mr tan bh class in sec 1. i think it happened in sec 2 too... can't remember. but lols. i suspect sal was thoroughly grossed out.

hmms. this is a long post. for some reason. i guess it's back to ranting. I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH. don't ask me why. i just do. and I LOVE CHRISTY TOO. heehee. i'm having fanfic withrawal symptoms. but i wanna skin. so this weekend no fanfic. unless i do all the homework thats due on fri before hand. then i can spend thurs fanfic-ing. but highly unlikely.

i think ying shouldn't get a rabbit. she should get a dog. dogs like... rule.

and W.B. Yeats poety is lovely. like when mr tan wanted us to choose our favourite poem, this was the first thing that came to mind. i like, read it in a fanfic somewhere, and it just stuck to me.

He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread upon my dreams.

hiccup

zzz. winky is a little upset with me. im reading this really cool book, but winky wants me to do work. but oh well. physics is hard... dont know how to do. maths. can wait. uhh chem? gahs. wonder when the spa and quiz is. ahh lang arts poem thingyyy. oh crap that.

when the male lead is dying, he somehow still has enough strength to sing an entire song.

omgoshieees

i had a really pleasant surprise last night/this morning at 1 sth when i came off audi. like... it's so unexpected.

anw, i'm so dead cause I HAVENT DONE MY WOOORRRRKKKK. spent the entire of yesterday evening at the library all the way to like 8. WAAAA. stupid ih seminar. and the articles on the korean war are so confusing.

sigh. homework. sia. lang arts sia! blah blah blah! need to reply to the speaker. but... arghies.

OH I AM SO FREAKING SCREWED.

snape, snape, severus snape.

hahas. pammie played the "song" today, or the sound for weird ticking noise potter puppet pals vid. heehee.

ah the guy we wanted to invite for la sia cudnt find anyone. so now we're dead. and i'm supposed to be searchingggggg for other possible options :( oh dear. so sorry marshy, yun, jess, huiyi, elsa. but distractions... :X

which is your evil alter ego from harry potter? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as severus snape snape...he proved to be rather brave so well-done! severus snape 75% narcissa malfoy 58% draco malfoy 50% lucius malfoy 42% lord voldemort 42% bellatrix lestrange 33%

heehee. severus! loveeee. :D heehee. it took me awhile to find a quiz that even has severus as one of the possible results. and when i tried those soulmate stuff, none had severus snape as an option. (is upset) worst thing is, i mostly got harry potters which is... not sastifying. he's such a !@$^*%@#@$$!!@#*!

lols. but i did get one where my um *cough cough* soulmate was james potter, of all things. i mean he's another @#$%$!!@$&%*!! peep who stole severus's love of his life away. bleah. oh and the one with draco malfoy. oh mannn. that's... just not right. malfoy's is ying's thing. can't stand him.

oh wells. shall uh. start on my lang arts sia. :( what job would you be willing to listen to for 1 hour? i mean. GAHHH. so sian.

waaaaaa~!

MY BANANAS HAVE WEIRD WHTIE FLUFFY STRINGY THINGS.

they're growing mould/fungi/something!!!!

maplestory... for teachers?!

HAHAHAHAH. can't believe what i saw today when going for cca. me jess and jo right, we passed com lab 3, and they were having this cyberwellness training for teachers and THEY WERE BEING TAUGHT HOW TO PLAY MAPLE.

*LOL*
*ROFL*
*LMAO*

hahas. they were at the character creation page and some ny tr, don't know name, was like teaching. zzz.

...

HAHAHAHAHAH. :D

can't image.... it's not that theres anything wrong with it, but it's just so hard to imagine that i've gone a little wonky. heehee. i wonder if they'll learn how to play audi x_x

ohh the term 2 sabbats sound quite cool. too bad joey is gonna be missing them *sniggers sadistically* heehee.

oh i finally got to read fanfic yesterday. but it was so... retarded. like harry sort of ran away, went to france, met this guy, started learning martial arts, went to tibet, and sort of trained in a monastry. it's so... un harry potterish. but oh well. it was amusing.

i think my nyaa is doomed. i need to do reflections man. like um... let's see. yesterday i did some labelling of boxes thing. like they were sending books out to some school for some outreach program. then they were pasting a new label over the boxes because they printed a name wrongly i think. zzz. what a waste of paper. like gahs. and they print so many copies. THE POOR TREES.

and then basically did shelving of books. so frustrated. cause like. so many books out of place. but oh wells. zzz. damn. i can't rmbr what i did for the other times. my nyaa reflections... WAAAAAA. oh wait. first time i did shelving... and shelf reading. second time i just sat there cut some stuff, stick some stuff, pack and count stuff. bleah. i need to do reflections.

and cca today was... bad. we're learning how to use alice, which is so MADDDDD. like. weird and strange. cause everything is like drag and drop. i seriously dislike the interface. bleeeeahhhh. but it can do quite cool stuff, so i guess it's worth learning. but IT DOESN'T HAVE SHEEP. like they have some standard "objects" and they have cows, horses, hamsters (it was spelt hampster) and some weird things. they even had a joey. but ohhh. they forgot about sheep -.-

tra la la. i hate it when cca has homework. i need to go download the alice program. bleeahhs.

and this was supposed to be a short post. gahs.

i wonder if the hamsters will survive the weekend.

jiayou ying and your maternal instinct! ;D

there are no shortcuts to any place worth going

sigh. i wish there was such a thing as pause. i wish there was such a thing as fast-forward. i wish there was such a thing as rewind.

i wish there was such a thing as wishes.

rather depressed now. ih sia is looking so... overwhelming. sigh. all the work is going to start spilling in. i just can't bring myself to do work anymore. everyday i'm just looking forward to the end of school. when i come home i look forward to sleeping. yet, i don't really have anything to do.

i want to make a skin. but i don't know how. sigh. i don't know what i wanna make. it's so... frustrating. argh.

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode.It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

i need a life.

up, up and.... away?

tallllerrrrrr. must be talllllleeeeeeerrrrrr. zzz. i want to grow taller. why can't i!!! waaaaaaa.

gahs. note to self: wish to be taller for birthday this year.

sigh. i miss ginger.

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you

- i miss you, by hannah montana

A for apples, B for bananas, C for crazy

ah so the bio experiment starts today. will have to take pictures later at 9. i wonder if theres a way to like make daytime lighting so the image quality will be better. ah wells will just try.

and blogskin wars are just... crazy. and amusing to read. life's too short to hold grudges man, unless of course you've been living with that person for 12 years and still counting. argh. said person is now in my room admiring herself in the mirror. annoyed.

and ying is crazy. but i guess its like, a good crazy. she like jogged over from her house earlier today when huiyi and joey were here for bio. and later at dinner my mum was like

"eh that girl was she here to do the project too?"
"no larhs. she just wanted to jog here."
"really? where does she live?"
"marine parade"
"woah. eh that's far. but then again she looks quite fit. dark dark one, not like you"
x_x

bleahhhh. ying is healthy. but good for her. bet she's gonna ace her 2.4.

tra la la. i want to start reading fanfiction again. i'm suffering from withrawal symptoms. zzz. but need to study for chinese lecture quiz... dont wannnttttt. gahs. the opium war. so.... irritating. oh speaking of quizes, i wonder when we'll get back our chem and physics papers. like today me and ying were peeping in 314 cause they were going through chem paper. i think i'm so dead.

oh wells. toodles.

the bane of my life

i hate homework. argh. ih mindmap... shall not do? or should i do...

dunno. stupid chinese book review. shall delay that.

bio experiment is supposed to be set up tomorrow. gahs.

happy birthday yong zhi

hahas. yong zhi's party today. so funnnn. HI MY NAME IS JOEY. hahas. we swapped names :D we being me, ying, jo, kat and darrell. so basically i was joey, ying was kat, jo was darrell, kat was me and darrell was ying.

i hope i have successfully confused you :p

anyway it was a great load of fun. wish i could swim but so late le... zzz. such a pity.

YONG ZHI YOUR CONDO IS SOOOOO NICE.

hahas. anw basically played card games and randomed about stuff. and built card towers :D and i can't play bridge. seriously. like i don't know how to.

ah itching horribly now. and my cat didnt eat the beetle yesterday. it disappeared under my table, just like everthing else that gets down there. oh but christy is looking so cute on my bed right now :D

and ying, christy is SOOOO much cuter than that cat we saw at yz's condo. that cat is like... ANOREXIC! and christy isn't fat :p she's pleasantly plumb. love love love my fat fat cat! oh but when i lived in central grove, christy LOVEDDDD to sit on the window sill. i think she fell out once or twice. i remember an incident where she was trying to catch a butterfly. for some reason, she didnt fall 4 storeys and to her death. i bet she's used up her 9 lives.

oh she still jumps out of windows.

ah itchy. still itchy. i need to go find a cure for heat rash. toodles.

urgh just eat it

i wonder what beetles taste like... then again, i don't wanna know. if only christy would just eat the damn thing. ITS GLIDING ALL OVER THE FLOOORRRRR. i think she bit off one wing or something.

oh i think she ate it. shall double check.

gahs. it's still there.

stupid beetle.

stupid heat rash.

I HATE HEAT RASH.

a stumble may prevent a fall

*big snapey hug!*

cheer up ying. it's happens to everyone. don't let it get you down.

我们都失败过。

it's better to make mistakes now than during the EOYs. at least now, you know what to be extra careful about.

"failures are like skinned knees, painful but superficial."

so it'll hurt, but we can't change what has happened. failure is an event, not a person. as long as you believe you'll do better and work for it, you will. sometimes you might not get a good grade no matter how hard you try, but life's unfair that way. we just have to keep trying.

and ying, i don't care if you think you've failed. the only thing i want to know is, are you content with it?

but i know you're not. i know you're not the kind to give up so easily.

so jiayous girl. and smile.

spongebob lolers.

i tell you my tv is against me. like i just went down to watch tv and it was showing spongebob. zzz. it was the episode on procrastinating. SIGH. but you know what, spongebob is so damnnn amusing. he like had to write an 800 word essay on what not to do a stoplight, and he somehow ended up setting is house on fire.

in a dream, of course :D

lols. HE STUCK A BROOMSTICK INTO HIMSELF (ignore the double entendre :D) and mopped the floor!

gahs. spongebob kills brain cells.

revived?

back from the dead? we'll see.

I LOVE SEVERUS SNAPE!

toodles(:

waaa~! ying did you see the shooting star? i forgot about it and went to bathe!

havent done hw. going away in 9 days. oh im so dead. one week left to do one holiday's hw.

so dead. dead like the nugget you saw in mcdonalds. just without the crispy fried skin.

more like sashimi. dead, sliced up, and cold.

or frozen in a block of ice on a farway mountain in china.

i think that's more likely than the rest.

i think the only good point of wearing glasses is that when an orange decides to squirt its inner juices at you, it doesnt stab you in the eye.

and the only reason to keep the nail on your thumb long is for peeling oranges. sth im still not very good at.

i'm broke. again. and the holidays are ending. it's sad. almost bitter. but not that bad yet.

maybe later it'll just be catastrophic. hmms. i still cant spell. bummer.

cats make good pillows, if you ignore the furballs that you're gonna be coughing up later.

my posts are getting too random. it rained today. i haven't read a fanfic in ages. this book is nice.

shall go back to reading it. toodles.

zzz. IM VERY UPSET. and i shant say why(: HAHAHA. amused. im trying to decide if i shud bother using colours in my post. considering that the text is on white, i shant. ohhh. in my old old old old posts i coloured some words white. HAHAHA. -.- i've gone mad. zzz.

why am i posting?

i don't really know.

i have to get up at 6.30 tmr/today. in other words, 5hours time. i should be aslp.

winky is going to kill me.

i knocked her out with sleeping gas. or rather, omi did.

it's the 5th. oh dears. IM GOING ON HOLIDAY SOON. and i might not live to come back. oh dear. and i havent packed. havent done my homework. oh life is a sad thing. so sad. so very sad.

joey sleeps too early. and the chinese version of audi is small. and strange. and i hate story mode. (:

i shall never install maple. silas will be very upset if i do. hence, i love silas and shall not make him upset. and yeahs, my laptop is male(:

i love severus too. my favourite tall dark and loathsome imaginary character. sigh. he's so friggin sexy. sigh. im not a fangirl. i wan a snapey hug. zzz. they're the nicest.

frogs are cute. i lost my squishy frog. it's green. i'm going mad.

this post is so random. with so many enters. i love pressing my enter key.

it's the biggest key cept for the space bar and my left shift. my right shift is so small. i don't like it. and audi killed my right arrow key. it squeaks and wiggles now.

heehee. another enter. i love enters. do you? yes you do. i think i ate too many chocolate chips today. im vaguely delirious. or maybe it's the time.

but i was up till 5 that day. and nth happened.

sigh.

i have to wake up at 6.30. THAT SUCKS. zzz. oh.

i've been typing for so long.

ok. toodles(:

oh dear. it's december already. oh dear. oh dear. im leaving on the 18th. i have slightly more than two weeks to pack AND do my homework. oh dear oh dear. im so dead. dead. fishsticks.

zzz. this is bad. and i refuse to start on my chinese book review. upset. IT'S DECEMBER. OMG OMG OMG. sigh -.- i wasted another day. i feel so... i refuse to say unproductive coz some twisted ppl will just see a freakin double entendre in it and go nutters. zzz.

sigh. "life is like riding a bicycle, once you learn how to do it, you never forget." zzz. but it is worth learning how? i mean, all you get are scraped knees from learning how to cycle [unless you're my sis and banged into a wall. you don't want to know what happened. just know that it wasnt good]. and if i were to use some cliche quote right now, it'll probably be the one that says "i don't want to grow up. scraped knees are so much easier to fix than broken hearts." but then again, its not just about broken hearts. more like you only get one chance at life. zzz. if you mess up, you can't turn back time and do it again. but when ur learning to cycle, falling down once doesn't mean you can never get up and try again.

gahs. i sound emo don't i?

but i'm not. or at least i think im not. zzz. -.-

i need to bathe. wakeboarding looks cool. toodles.

pfft. upset. my sis is trying to make a skin for herself. its purple with picutres of her and her frens. zzz. and she has no idea how to code it. zzz. i was having a sushi fit today. zzz. im on a salmon-low. zzz. but i'll get to eat them when my sis buys them(: she owes me... three packs from the sushi shop at eunos. xD

haven't posted for a long time. and ying's in china. and she's laughing at me. coz im going to freeze when i go. and my nose will fall off, as will my ears. then my toes o.O zzz. like in potc. zzz. so gross. so gross. then u can see all the inner bloody thingums. ewww.

there are sheep in new zealand! i hope joey sees one and takes a pic for me(: hopefully by some strange thing joey will get this sudden impulse to take pics of sheep xD heez.

i wasted the whole of today audi-ing -.- shud i install maple? ive dled the game client... zzz. i hate it when i have ITS reading over my shoulder. go away IT. SHOO! hello. dont breathe on my elbow. gosh. idiot.

right. toodles~

boo! went bowling today. score sucked. zzz. ah wells. its really cool. coz the score board was all animated like that with this rulpdoph, santa and frosty. zzz. vaguely recalls the one where santa skips by and pulls off frosty's nose. hahas. and santa was conducting a grp of singing christmas trees o.O oh and this is the bowling at the kallan leisure centre or sth. it's open again but not really. as in there are still empty shops and all. but the ice skating is open. the skates are nice but its damn ex. damn damn ex. zzz.

they have a koufu there too and it has this strange sports theme i think. must be the fact that they're gonna dump a sports thingum at kallang. back to the point. the koufu has like, strange cardboard-or-sth people who are like swimming on the ceiling. zzz. sounds retarded and actually is quite but not as bad as it sounds. just hard to explain. and they have cool soccer ball chairs. hahas. and nice lights.

zzz. its like basketball hoops and the ball's the bright thingy that's uhh, quite obviously the light -.- hahas.

oh they hve a cold storage there too. zzz. cold. but not as bad as ntuc i tink. i have no idea. but supermarkets are still cold. oh and they were selling stuff toys. i tink they're like hallmark toys. so cute. look! SHEEP! SHEEP! SHEEP! SHEEP!

SHEEEEEEEP! SHEEEEEEEEP! hahas. its so cuteee. my dad claims it looks mutated. but it's still CUTE! hahas. I LOVE SHEEP! BAAAA~! oh and thats my sis holding the sheep. zzz. she fell in love with this monkey stuffed toy. but who cares about monkeys. THE SHEEP IS SO PERFECTLY PERFECT. hahahas. but its 31 bucks -.- sigh. byebye sheep.

*sniffles. ah wells, we don't always get what we want. and i DID ask my mum why we can have 5 dogs and 1 cat but not have a pet sheep and she just told me sheep eat alot. zzz. but they eat grassssss. and grass is like... everywhere. and if we get a sheep, our dogs can be SHEEPDOGS. or we can get another dog. hahas. collies would be lovely sheepdogs. my neighbour a few houses down the road has a german shepherd. but why are they called german shepherds! i mean are they german? and were they once sheep dogs or sth? zzz. ok ive gone off topic.

SHEEP RULE! MWAHAHAHA. ok. that felt good. hahas. and if you're wondering why im so strangely high, it's coz i was fiddling with my com's bluetooth and ive managed to connect it to my com! all hail bluetooth! and my com! and my phone! mwahahaha. zzz. i uploaded a few random pics.

here's another one.

hahas. that's my cuzzies wabbit. the thing was friggin out on me and kept darting ard the cage. wouldnt let anyone touch it. zzz. then it just sat there and huffed at me. HMPH. my uncle told me if i just left the cage open it'll give up huffing after awhile and come out to be patted. but it didnt. but it did finally settle down by the opening in the cage and let me pat it. heehee. but then it freaked out again -.- and started darting about again. so i sorta gave up trying to get the bunny to chill and stuck my dean koontz book into the cage. the rabbit sort of uhh... started chewing on it. its a library book. oops. but the bite marks were really tiny so let's forget it ever happened ok? xD

tra la la. i'm being random. im rambling. heehee. and dom, sheep are cuter than bek! bek's just hot(: right beky? heehee. but don't starting having bad ideas about her. she's my boyfren! mwahahahaha. zzz. and ying's my wife but u can have her if you want. xD heehee. don't kill me ying. you were easyyyyy. mwahahaha. *sniggers. it took me a few years(?) to court bek before she became my bf(: actually, im not sure how that happened. zzz. and im not sure how i ended up being married to ying too. zzz. but bek came first! ying you di san zhe. hahaha xD zzz -.- i'm high. wonder why.

i have bananas downstairs! and i wonder why we have polka dotted bananas but not striped bananas. zzz. i mean we have striped animals and polka dotted animals but why are fruits a different case? and if anyone is even reading this, i suggest you stop soon. im going to drive you mad. COZ IM RAMBLINGGGGG.

"are you thinking what i'm thinking B1?"

"i think i am B2."

"it's RAMBLINGGGG time!"

hahahahas. i have banana issues. and bananas sound funny. nananana. babababa. -.- and bananas in pyjamas is cool. they're theme song is nice. hahahas. i rmbr watching them a long time ago. tra la la. blogger tells me the connection is questionable. and that posting may fail. zzz. no diff. IM RAMBLING. rrr -rrr -rrrr- ramblinggg! hahas.

wow this post is long. omi says thats coz im long winded. winky just gives me this -.-" look. mean winky. then again, i think omi just insulted me. zzz. bad omi. then again, omi has always been bad. and im glad omi and winky are both figments of my imagination(: or else, i tink i'd just have been whacked on the head. heehee.

hell im mad. mad like uhhh uhhhh like uhhh. actually i have no idea. zzz. the energizer bunny from hell just isnt suitable coz that one is just scary. it freaks out and PINGS (the act of violently boinging) about. ah wells. nvm. shall test out my questionable connection now.

and if you see this, it obviously means the post worked -.- zzz. omi! don't point your fingie at silas! it's not his fault! zzz. my imagination is seriously cranked up.

hello.
quek ying hui if you make me play any more badminton i will kill you. there. got that out of my system(:

i'm rather amused right now. i've revived my blog. fixed the links -though their BOUND to die soon- and got a nice new shiny tagboard (ok not shiny, but stillll). I'm being lame at the moment so decided to do some random quizes.

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"So, you're a cannibal."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

heehee. we'll find out if its true in a few decades.

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image.On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex.You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time.Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

What Donut Are You?

i have no idea what that is. *shrugs*

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

hmmms. the telekinesis will be VERY helpful. so will the projecting thoughts thing. if only i can convince my mum that the little voice in her head is her conscience and she shud give me a holiday allowance(:

eeks. time to go. will be back soon with more lame quizes. nvr realised that they're so fun. but better late than never. toodles(:

zzz. i'm back again. IT just went into the bathroom. -.- ahh wells. it's as good a time as any to test how my skin handles two posts thats on one day. i hope it works. zzz. if it screws off i'll kill someone. ok so nth to rant abt much at the moment. cept ying is having pretty bad luck with electronic stuffies. uh in her words,

I HATE MY PHONE, KAI
BLOODY THING
SCREW MY STUPID COM, IT LAGS AS WELL
AND BLOODY CAMERA ACTS UP ON ME
HOUSE PHONE DIES AT RANDOM MOMENTS
LIGHT WONT ON
IPOD REFUSES TO CHARGE
DO I HAVE A ELECTRONIC DAMPENING AURA?!

♥ ying just sent you a nudge.

oh and have i mentioned i hate nudges? zzz. and i hate ITS. IT IS STILL IN THE BATHROOM. oh shit. IT is BATHING. WHYYY! *sulks. and poor ying. i'll die if i uh, have an E.D. aura. i cant live without my laptop. i'm a self proclaimed geek. and my laptop's called Silas. He's a lenovo y400. I LOVE YOU SILAS. and its pronounced sigh-lus. or see-las if you want to. WAAAA. IT is TALKING in the shower. it'll be tomorrow before it's my turn! *FUMES. *STILL FUMING.

stupid IT. you lucky ppl out there who don't have any ITS who's mission in life is to ruin urs. sigh. then again, im sure not ALL younger sisters - *chokes. *coughs. *splutters. - are as evil and vexatious as mine.

is this skin plain? i wonder if it is. zzz. oh and if ur wondering why the random theme, it was based on my msn nick. and dont ask me why my msn nick was this random phrase. zzz. life is being horrendously mean at the moment. i wonder if ying has forgotten that i havent agreed to going tmr yet. zzz. maybe i'll remind her but make sure she treats me to sth as well(:

IT, DON'T TOWEL YOURSELF WITH THE DOOR OPEN. it's not decent. it's obscene. it's rude. it's bad for my eyes~! -.-

man this blog is so boring. i'm just purely ranting. i seriously hav nth to do... hmms. time to test my skin again. SHALL UPLOAD PICS.

tra la la. let's see how my skin shows that. oh and i did that during CSP at fengshan. was playing with the little letters which were for spelling things. (: zzz. strangely, it's the only pic i have from 30hours of csp. imagine what the tr wud say if she found out. zzz. im starting to feel sth now. wonder if it's guilt. nahs. not worth being guilty over.

ok IT has evacuated the bathroom for a safe period of time. TIME TO BATHE. toodles again(:

ah wells. I'm going to post since I'm already here. and you can thank/blame my stupidity for that. i tested a skin i was trying to code on my own blog -.- and then i clicked save template. and hence, i lost my links - it's still a loss even though they were all dead in the first place - and my tagboard - which was also dead, but still. my sis is repeating over and over that she's very sad and im tempted to tell her i'm very annoyed. zzz. why am i posting in the first place? oh because i don't want to bathe. -.- zzz. let's see. i have alot to update on. 5 months of death. longest period so far for my blog to die.

ok um so nth happened since the last time i posted on some really nice ff. but i did read a very nice ff a few days ago. its SLASH. *smirks. oh and there were EOYS which were plain scary. history was horrendous. chinese too. and me jo hui yi are trying for SMP but got rejected by MOE, those idiots, but approved by school. AKA we need to find out own mentor and write a report. wonder how we can do that when jo is miles away in new zealand. zzz.

i'm feeling very pissed right now coz i have an IDIOT next to me who wont leave me alone. IT is being stupid and needs a life as IT is such a busybody and wants to read my msn convs. SEE THAT IT? now SHOO!

-.- its a lost cause. and i've forgotten what i wanted to rant about. -.- LOOK WHAT YOU DID YOU IDIOT IT. and you're still not gone. SHOO IT. BUGGER OFF. anw, bek's and ying's so called bday party thingum was yday and we bowledbadmintoned. and we got bek this pretty lava lamp. YAY! IT'S GONE. zzz. fyi, IT goes by the name kaiqin and the world tells me that IT'S my sister. the world must be mad.

and i cant put off bathing any longer so toodles.

whee~ ive been wanting to post but too busy reading ff. anw, i just finished reading one and it was damn nice. *sigh. anw, OotP was BAD. it was so rushed. they like crammed it all in. i dont tink i wud have understood the story if i hadnt read the book. and the thing is, i dont rmbr ANYTHING except the young snape appearing for 5secs. oh and the patronus scenes too from DA coz that was so pretty. but thats all. and they bleedy cut off so much of severus's memory. sigh. i wanted to see more of alec hopkins. zzz. ah wells. i shudnt be posting since exam week is like next week and theres an english compre test tmr but hell.

HP&tDH comes out this SATURDAY. WHEEE. sadly, i dont have the book, which means I CANT READ IT! waaa. sigh. i'll just have to wait for someone to finish so i can borrow. blah. ITS SAD. zzz. oh and i tink im gonna fail maths this term. I DONT GET A SINGLE THING. pfft. sigh. zzz. i wan bean ice cream. blah. hahas xD oh and for the comp skills nsw, i bloody missed high d by ONE point. sigh. ONE. and the worst thing is, i lost that coz of a BLOODY EASY QUESTION. sigh. damn sad. ah wells. life is a sad thing. hmms. i want chocolate. xD

heehee. i rmbr wanting to ramble abt sth when i signed in, but now i cant rmbr what... OH YES. tmr, theres the ivp show full dress rehearsal tmr and im going to have to wear shoes with HEELS. oh god. ohhh god. im so going to walk ard as if i was wearing jelly shoes. ive nvr won heels in my sad miserable life, or at least not in the portion that i can rmbr. OH GOD. i cant do this. zzz. its so gonna kill me. KILL ME. blahs. stupid ivp. at first they actually told us dont need to wear, but then now they come and say must wear. PFFT. so peeved. pissed. put off. -.-

oh and geog test was on monday. i tink i screwed it up. dno how to do most of the questions so i randomly crammed in whatever i cud rmbr, which wasnt alot. blah! ahh wells, on the good side, IM DONE WITH DIRICHLET! woohoo~! *dances a jig. hahas. isnt it great. no more freakin recurring decimals and lamp posts for me! MWAHAHA! so long, you evil blue book! heehee.

oh and theres IT tmr but i havent finished my IT vid. ah wells. i'll probably not finish it even at the end of the month. zzz. ok gtg. adios!

blah. jurong entertainment centre the shaw cinema was showing hp ootp TODAY. as in 11 JULY. isnt it supposed to b out like tmr? blah. AND IT WAS AT SUCH A CONVINIENT TIME, if one was to ignore the fact that if i reached home at 10 my parents wud kill me(: sigh. BUT STILL. the movie thats been driving me nuts since i read hp. sigh. i hope its good and not disappointing. zzz.

oh and abt why i was at jurong in the first place? was there for ice skating. me jo ying elaine nicole huimay. just assume there are comas in btwn the names coz im too lazy to go add them. sigh. IM BROKE. and its only wednesday. -.- oh and ive decided that my hw is REALLY doomed. like DOOMED. sigh. im feeling sad. coz the 5th movie is out and i havent watched it and the 7th book is coming out and i cant buy it. sigh. SIGH. its a pity. i wanna watch HARRY POTTER. sigh and he isnt even hot but not the point. I WANNA SEE WHAT HAPPENS IN THE MOVIE. i wonder whter they'll do that brain scene where the brains cling to ron or sth. heehee. and the veil. *sniggers. oh and the thestrals! heehee. i tink im hp obsessed but its hard not to be. i love fantasy stories and magic is so bloody cool. sigh. and quiditch too. oh and i wanna see the twins do that spectacular leaving scene thing. i hope its included in the movie. and im not talking abt the wrong book right? no dont tink so. sigh. and i cant wait for the book. i wonder how it all ends. for some strange reason, im guessing harry's gonna have help from the dead. somehow or the other, dead ppl/things come back to help him but i tink rowling's gonna kill everyone. heehee.

blah. harry potter. sigh. fanfic. sigh. homework. sigh. HOW? pfft.

WAAA. stupid ff.net. WAAA. they send this update alert thing that said the fic was updated. but its not appearing coz it bloody takes 15mins for a new chapter to appear! WAA! i wanna read! I WANT! its not appearing! its been 17mins! waaa! stupid ff. THE FF IS SO NICE. and here i am freakin abt it when my hw is sooo not done. someone thump me. my priorities are so screwed. sigh. im gonna be missing alot of cca this term. STUPID IVP. im gonna be missing another 3(?) more times. zzz. i tink 3 not sure. SIGH. so damn sad. ARGH ff hurry! appear! i wanna read! ITS NOT COMING. ITS LAGGING. damn it. damn it. ok so this is damn lame. oh and my dog vicky, her bday was yesterday! 7.07.2007 and shes 7 years old! heeheee. isnt it wonderful? heeeheee. oh and the hp 7th book was so bloody supposed to b out yday. sigh. lucky ppl who live on the other side of the world already get it! WAAA! I WANT! SINGAPORE LAGS! pfft. the chapter is STILL not up. sigh. WHYYYY. stupid ff. stupid harry potter. sigh. AND STUPID DIRICHLET. i havent done it and im SO dead. sigh. FANFIC. not loading! WHY! PIFFLE. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. ppft. so peeved. so very very peeved. lets see... oh right. funfair was fun. we sold satays! heehee. and we sold out REALLLL soon. like in the first shift already sold out. then we started selling the sausages 2 for $1 and in the end, we had one left so someone ate it in the end-.- heehee. oh and yday right, at the IT quiz, RG WON. zzz. the points were like DAMN far apart. bloody sad. oh and tao nan didnt even take part. WHYYYY. i really wanna noe WHY. sigh. its not appearing! stupid ff. its been 24mins. WAAA. zzz so peeved. pissed. IM BLABBERING. BLABBER. i wanna throttle sth. sigh. SIGH. i wan chocolate... WHY ISSIT NOT OUT WHY. pfft. im gonna go hunt for chocolate. BYEBYE. this ff better appear soon. IT BETTER!

WHAT THE BLOODY HELL LARHS. @!&&($&*(~!#?^&*($#!TURTLE. zzz stupid joey. SHES ASLP. and im up doing the $@^(!#?&! ivp prototype. zzz. I CANT DO THIS. its driving me absolutely nuts. NUTS. NUCKING FUTS. hahas. -.- ive spent like 5 hours on it. and its still DEAD. sigh. i tink we need a new reel. like two. pfft. I HATE IVP. and i havent done dirichlet! BLAHHH. and its funfair tmr! BLAHHH. im gonna be walking ard in a colour that nature so didnt make. zzz. but then again, lime green is a nice colour xD. so no complaints there. heehee. sigh so im out of midnight rambling to splatter all over the place. -.- i have a ivp project to fix. SIGH. so bloody sad. and joey's ASLP and SLEEPING since damn early. pfft. I WANNA SLEEP. or maybe read ff. or maybe read my book. hmmms.

zzz. jo just gave me this weird miniclip game. its nuts! but fun, sorta... but the music gets damn irritating after awhile -.- zzz. anw, ive got a pile of dead huo dongs to revive and a long dead art to drown in the sea. im sooo not doing art. -.- anw, i love this book im reading! heehee. the ff i was reading yday is half read. probably will read later. after dinner or sth. i wanna read my book now but i have 9.5 huo dongs more to do... shud i do? nahhhh. heehee. you know, its very strange that jo and ying's coms die at the same time but then again, ying's com is back among the living.

you know, i was damned pissed off last night. coz my dad was being bloody unfair. sth abt if my sis doesnt do well, regardless of how i do, im still in trouble. thats not fair k! damn my sis. ive told her she shud really stop playing audi so much but u tink she'll listen? and then right, she suddenly decided tht she doesnt like her room, and wants to move to the spare room. so yeah she moves over there, and then shes intruding on my toilet! pfft. basically, we have our own ones, but then mine is connected to the spare room, and now that shes moved over, shes hogging my toilet! and leaving the other one to rot! i refuse to share it with her! pfft! BLAHHH. irritating prat. i cant stand it damn it, and now, she keeps popping up through the toilet to bother me! blah! and coz my dad confiscated her com, coz she played too much audi, now i have to let her use mine once in awhile so she can do her "work". OHH BLOODY HELL.

this sux. THIS BLOODY SUX. and shes bringing ants into my room. zzz. stupid idiot. keeps leaving stuff in my room. garhs. ok so my room aint neat in the first place, but still, i KNOW where i put my stuff but after she came along and messed things up, blah. who knows wheres what! zzz. grrr. im attempting not to curse too much since thats uhhh not good? heehee -.-

zzz. huo dongs. pfft. so much to do and i so dont wanna do. and ivp -.- garhs we spent so long on the poster yday and it doesnt even look very good. actually, it looks bad. and bimb. pfft. PFFTTT. zzz. its very plain and weird coz we stuck little punch-outs of bears and dogs and lil girls -.- zzz. ok so we're damn lame. SIGH. this is SAD. and now, THE IVP PROTOTYPE DOESNT BLOODY WORK. zzz. so peeved. the damn thing keep tangling. blahhh. sigh.

anw, i read a freakin brilliant ff yday. pam's recommendation again. hahas. raspberry jam! heehee. its so cool. and its harry/draco and SORT of snape mentorish, cept that he's draco's godfather and not harry's. but still, the BEST, REALLY the best harry/draco fic i read has been the one by lightning on the wave. the WHOLE SERIES man. 4 MILL WORDS. whoo~ hahas. its damn nice. bloody freakin brilliant. 7 stories, 4 million words. it was like perfect! took my wad, 3 months to finish i tink. started somewhere btwn jan/dec and only finished in march or sth. and it was dumbledore bashing! hahas! and then there was mentor snape, which was brilliant too. man that fic got me all hyped abt hpdm pairings. whee! im a slash shipper! hahas!

ok so violent mood changes -.- pfft. LIT CIRCLES are CRAP. i HATE r & j, i swear i do. pfft. i need to do the bloody illustration soon. one day. another day. some other day. zzz. and then, still need to read the next few scenes for the meeting with miss teo. blah blah blah. -.-

i cant seem to decide what to do, coz now, winky insists on me doing my huo dong (oh go to hell winky) but omi is ranting abt reading my book or ff (oh i love you omi!) . zzz. heehees. then again, i feel tempted to just stone awhile. spacing out. day dreaming. wadeva u call it, yada yada. sigh. this is probably bad and ying has most probably already finished all her huo dongs. sigh. SO DAMN SADDDD. but hell, they're chionging il? dno. maybe. at least im done chionging my dirichlet. wait. OH SHIT. im not -.- theres still the last question due this fri. oh hell, its due fri. i'll chiong it some other time xD anw, if i dont prograstinate, then i wudnt be me. heehee. since when have i ever done work early anw?

oh right. me and ying and her mum went to that ntu thing yday for huo dong. zzz. so... weird. i wonder if ying has sent the pics. hmms. *checks sharing folder* hmms. apparently not. note to self: bug ying abt them later. zzz. OH FREAK.
theres ART. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn. wait. do i actually plan on doing it? maybe. later. nahs. forget it. heehee. art = thrown out the window. zzz. or maybe my dogs ate it xD heehee.

gahhhs. ok so im just trying to put off doing SOMETHING by ranting like a raving lunatic. but still, im feeling lazy. sigh. ok shall go do sth now, probably reading. heehee! adios.

heehee. so im not doing my xue xi dang an, which is due tmr. heehee. and the maths dirichlet xD. oh this is bad. knowing where this is going, im probably gonna end up readin ff or st. anw, dance is back in the timetables. WAAAAAA. this is SOOO sad. i cant do those freaky bendy thingys and i dont really wish to... its not normal! zzz. and ying just volunteered to be the dance rep today. hahahahs. jy ying! must count louder. no need to get sal to help you. heehees. oh and we lined up in a line again, so chen li li cud arrange us from short to tall. this is so saddd. im in the shorter side of the class. well like duh. im short. SIGH. but im taller than sal xD heehee. and JUSSTTT shorter than jo. hmms. how can that be. thats not right! ah wells. zzz.

oh yeahs and cookie right, he rolled down the stairs some long time ago and had stairs phobia after that. but recently, i managed to coax him up! wheee~ hahas. i sat on each step with a cup of that lovely strawberry yogurt drink thing and kept calling his name xD he probably tot i was nuts. but still, every step he went up i went up another. and after a few times, now he comes up on his own! mwahahaha.

zzz ok my dirichlet is screwed. i just have this WHOLE list of diff ans. its not right
SOMETHINGS WRONG. sigh.

ah wells. so im 14. and im chionging chinese sia -.- what a bother... sigh. anw, at 12, i danced at jig and at 12.01, went back to my homework. sigh. this is sad. and depressing. zzz. my hw is getting nowhere. i probably wont sleep... zzz. so much work to do... sigh. im dead. dead as a dead thing can be. i told chelsea that dying on my birthday sounds cool, and i tink i will... zzz. the trs are so going to murder me. i havent done half of my hw. more like 3/4. ive barely done anything. and ying's aslp. so its just me and jo now, doing some midnight chionging. wonder if sal's awake. maybe. zzz. ah wells. its the first day of sch and it really sux. pfft.

sigh. its like. in the middle of the night. zzz. im gonna sleep soon. im just so dead. my homework is like undone. all ive done the whole of today, is like one dirichlet problem. zzz. itunes is playing leave out all the rest now(: such a nice song. wonder why jo doesnt like it. heehee. i just realised i used alot of "like" -.- sigh. this is bloody depressing. ah wells. i shall chiong everything in like... 18hours from now. aka sunday night/friday morning. zzz. then theres still the other hw... sigh. im so going to die...

"keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest"

hello. im back again. turns out im really gonna revive this... zzz. i need to change the skin, but cant find anything nice... pfft. anw, i am SOOO dead. like DOOMED. all the holiday hw and even now, im not doing it. sigh. so going to have to chiong everything, esp art which i dont think i shall even do. i wanna read my book! they like just got to the exciting part. all those "final battle" scenes. well actually its not at that major climax yet but hell its so bloody exciting. cant wait for the final climax. hehee. i tink i shall give up reading ff. no bloody time if i wanna play audi and read this series at the same time. heehee.

gahs. school's starting! AHHH. hahas. my phone's been dying on a regular basis again. pfft. and jo got a new phone! wonder how it looks like... anw, i seriously think im just trying to put off doing hw by posting this. nvm. i shall do some random topic hopping.

i love linkin park's song Leave Out All The Rest. it bloody ROCKS. its so damn nice k... i think its the best song in the album. WHOO! hahas. my sis doesnt agree with me but who cares. it rocks! heehee. ok next random topic

AUDI SO BLOODY LAGS. actually my entire com lags but hell, every com ive used has been laggy. and joey just sreamed sth abt tom and jerry on msn. oh right. there was one day where 5 baffoons came over to my hse for lit circle right. and jo and sal stayed for dinner. and in the end, we were watching garfield 2, a tale of two kitties, and it was SO FUNNY! hahas. i rmbr the part where the guy's gf was saying garfield cud do with some serious ab work. heehee. or at least i tink it was garfield, or maybe it was prince... hmms dno. but its so funny.

u noe, im tempted to run off and read my book... its so cool k. i once tried explaining the story line to dom, but its so complicated i tink i just made him more confused. heehee. but i tink harry potter had some basis on this. so bleedy similar at some parts. zzz.

oh yes! book 7! and the movie! WHEEE. cant wait. in the movie right, luna is realllyyyyy pretty. and tonks get cool hair, but its looks like sth nature wud never have made. hahas. i tink its purple. heehee. purple is a nice colour(: oh but harry has horrible hair. horrible! when me and ying went to watch gui ah gui ah at bugis right, we were staring at the giant boards and poking at them. anw, we figured that the ugly looking hag peep was umbridge. at first we tot it was like rita skeeter. and its damn sad k. they dont have snape on one of the posters or boards thing. but i bet he'll get like some giant lifesize model or sth like that for the 6th movie. heehee. dumbly dies! hahas.

you know, when i read the 6th book long time ago, i was damn sad at dd's death. but half a year of ff later, im all for dumbledore bashing! hahas. oh but too much ff is bad. i keep getting confused over what happened in the book, and what happened in ff. and the story line in the book aint very good... zzz. ff's have much better storylines. i tink the only reason hp is popular is coz of the universe rowling made. its so cool, with all the magical boarding school and muggle oblivators things. hahas. oh and quidditch rox! but i doubt anyone i noe wud be willing to fly a broom if brooms could fly. its bloody scary. its like... sitting on a stick 5 stories high! and i tink the seekers are even scarier. its faster than free fall i tink... gahs. it's probably like jumping off a building face first! eeee! no wonder hermione doesnt like flying. its probably a muggleborn thing. hahas. but then, its still cool! i wish we had brooms that cud fly... maybe one day they can... all the sci-fi things. then we can play quidditch! heehee. but i'll probably be too hold to even hold a broom by then if im even still alive. zzz.

ah wells. im hungry for chocolate so byebye!

tra la la. so dead blog! hahas. anw, im rather high from reasons not meant to be said, so thus, i shall update! (: whee! ok anw, i got this email notification thing from imvu, coz someone left a msg at my page. so being the lame peep i am, i went and browsed the photo galleries. man i cam whored -.- zzz. ok not the point. i cant believe i spent so much time on imvu! i had a pet dragon, pet bat and pet mouse! hahas. and all the weird looks i tried... heehee. ok im like reminiscing. going down memory lane. yada yado. hahas.

ok so some pics since i was bored and feeling very lame.

thats my character during my pirate craze with my pet dragon behind(:

then my character during my radioactive craze. check out the eyes xD

and then the cowboy craze... oh and thats my pet bat! it can do tricks, y'know.

the white thing on my shoulder is my pet mouse! hahas and this one is just random.

so is this one. hahas

ok anw, ying probably has more diff looks than my character but these shud be all. gahs. im so bloody lame. anw, i present to you, ying and her inky fashions! hahas. xD

i tink this was her first look. not sure but probably shud be.
and here, ying's white and shiny craze.

and then, another continuation of the white and shiny craze. heehees. i like the hair(:

i tink this came before the white and shiny craze but dno. hahas. too long ago to rmbr.

another one of ying's character in a dress. not sure when this took place. heehees. so im not a very good commentator but hey, its been a LONG time.
and heres another one from her white and shiny craze.

and another one again. ok that shud be the last look she had before we all quit. hahas. ying has a big wardrobe. hahas.

ok so now that we're done here, time to move on to jo. heehee. oh and since jo wasnt as uhhh frivolous as me and ying(: theres less pics to uhh... turn this to a very bimb post.
hahas. thats jo's first look since the starter look i tink. i like the shirt! and the hair is cool. ice blue! hahas.

her next look. i tink the hair is coooool. heehee.

oh and these are jo's shoes. their so nice, right? hahas.

ok and here's nat's most famous look.

the "im supposed to be dead but i dont want to die yet" look. hahas. oh and cool katanas.

oh and i mentioned being very lame right? look! my own torture chamber! mwahahahaha!

ok so thats me executing myself. heehee. SPLAT! hahas. and my head falls into the basket(:

and thats jo's being particularly sadistic. shes tickling my foot with a feather while im strapped down. heehee. doesnt really work considering that the shoe's on but still. hahas.and here, ying's being dangled like a chicken by the foot! hahas!

ok so enough with the torture scenes. this one is one of me and nat doing rooftop dancing. whoo!

and me and ying dancing again at some cafe scene. they named the cafe "buckstar cafe" -.- zzz.

me and ying at the bachelor pad scene i bought. heehee.

and ying talking to some really cool guy with flames. note, i browsed ying's, jo's and nat's galleries too so thats where some of the pics came from.

and jo carrying me. hahas!

SPLAT! hahas. thats jo who uhh... fell out of a ferris wheel and died. hahas!

and of course, some censored les behaviour between me and nat. *sniggers* xD

ok so im done going down memory lane. heehees. thanks for joining us and that's all we have for today. hahas! byebye(: