Sunday, April 27, 2008

spongebob bob-a-thon


zzz. i'm going a little mad. wait make that very. urgh. oh. i changed the lenses on my glasses. so no more floating blob of something in the middle of nowhere. now, the floor looks wonky. like curvy. like it's spinning. zzz. i was walking like jack sparrow this afternoon. :X

blip says:
my eyes are screwy
--kAiliN---> ---- doomsday parade --- says:
my head is screwy
my life is screwy
blip says:
it spins on a tilted axis
--kAiliN---> ---- doomsday parade --- says:
the world is
blip says:
figuratively and literally

zzz. yep. screwed. gahs. so much work. and it's not even homework. it's like... PROJECTS AND PRESENTATIONS. urgh. stupid p words. bleahhhh. like practicals. stupid chem spa. KILL THE CHEMISTRY.

"You are here to learn the subtle science and exact art of potionmaking," he began. "I don't expect you will really understand the beauty of the softly simmering cauldron with its shimmering fumes, the delicate power of liquids that creep through human veins, bewitching the mind, ensnaring the senses ... I can teach you how to bottle fame, brew glory, even stopper death -- if you aren't as big a bunch of dunderheads as I usually have to teach."
- Severus Snape, (PS8)

severus rocks.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

sick and tired

literally. i have this horrible cough and flu that wont go away. and im freakin tired today. for some reason or another. woke up at 6.30 in the morning for the leadership symposium. i can't believe i woke up so early for that. zzz. sleepy now.

after the symposium went home and stoned about. then went to meet jo at marina sq to do some overdue shopping for presents :X spent so much money today... but oh wells. then anw, ended up late for dance so had to rush over there. then went to the library to look for a chinese book for the book report. couldn't find a short enough one so gave up.


and when i came home still had to get rid of the stupid bananas. zzz. i carried all twelve tupperware containers down the stairs at one go :D

heehee. i'm amazed it didnt just topple onto me and bury me in banana mush. but anw, i managed to kajiao my maid into helping me dispose of the gross gross gross bananas. honestly, i'm just glad the bio ex is done. oh and ying sal jen completed theirs too le. so i wonder if its bye bye hammies le. zzz. will miss ya, dude, dudette and mummy!

that looks really creepy doesn't it? i guess it's the red bucket thing. hammy looks dead. poor hammy.

look familiar? THATS A VISKING TUBING! hahahahahaha. but for the record, i still hate chem.

I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later.

Thursday, April 24, 2008


urgh. stupid chem spa. flunked it. but oh wells. the simpsons are funny ;D

i have no idea how the movie is related to earth day, but i'm rather amused that they decided to screen it during the breaks. heehee. homer simpson is like... weird. and bald. and yellow.

feeling very sleepy. fell alsp when i came home today. i think it's cause i slept at 3 this morning. zzz. and fell aslp in bio and now i can't do my bio worksheet. zzz. just can't understand the digestive system. and all the weird parts and stuff.

oh but ih today was like... a relief? i'm freaking glad that ms khoo allowed us to postpone the presentations for korean war. it's like dead. oh that reminds me. i need to send it out. and it's pink. like PINK. and i don't know whether ying can open it. i wonder if she uses the 07 version of ms office. hopefully she does, but i doubt it.


im in a very drifty state at the moment. like stoned. heehee. hypnotised. hahahaha. that hypnosis guy was very funny. and good. o.O

lost my train of thought. i think i need more sleep. zzz.

I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, the dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now? - John Lennon

Wednesday, April 23, 2008


AHHHHH. chem spa tomorrow. so totally freaking out. like completely freaking out. eeps. :X

i think something sizzled and snapped up there. yeps. i've gone utterly wonky. but oh hell. very worried about chem spa. i just don't understand it at all. i hate chemmmm. drives me mad. don't get it. can't get it. will probably never get it. don't understand how people can find chem easy o.O

oh wells. what's gonna happen will happen. (but for the record, i utterly do not like lab lessons. hence, i realllyyyy do not like lab assessments.)

friday there's gonna be a debate thing at the audi. i wonder if i shouldd go... hmms.

urgh. presentation on korean war tomorrow. rather freaked out?

oh oh oh. i'm just glad my la sia is almost done now :D just need to do research analysis(?) but to be honest, i was seriously freaked out when the speaker we invited started singing. it's so... unexpected. but at least he wasn't sleeping material.


i just realise how wrong that sounded. uh. shan't bother to correct it. you get my drift :P

and i'm trying to decide if i shud do a new design for class tee. i'm feeling rather lazy now see. so... i dunno. maths raft due friday. shud start storyboarding something... like something. beep.

you know, i realised i blog mainly to rant like a ranting maniac. this is so... uninformative. i shud have intellectual posts!


who am i kidding?

the more you run from a problem, the further you have to walk back to fix it.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

damn it

oh dear. silas is aging. like the keys on his keyboard are dying. the left and down button don't work. the touchpad has a depression and sometimes goes wonky. the buttons to click on are wobbly and scratched. WAAAAA. my poor silas.


on a happier note, i finished reading tell no one. it's BRI-LI-ANT. i think i misspelt that. but nvm. good book. like really good book. the language of teenagers otherwise known as the constant jabbers of "like" and "you know". hahas.

oh and today was the decorate canteen tables thing. damn retarded. we like... stuck a sticker and random bits of newspaper. and bea stuck this damn rediculous thing. like she wrote "保护环境,人人有责" on it then stuck it down... zzz. and the rest is best left unsaid. or if i wanted to be dramatic, it's for me to know and you to find out. -.-

i think im having... memory lost issues. short term memory lost? urgh dunno. i just know im going a little mad. *note to self: SUBMIT POPULAR SURVEY. like i wonder if i shud just give it to the shop instead of GO since its so overdue. argh. FILINGGGGG TO DO.

aka homework. so well... toodly - das.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful, or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

Monday, April 21, 2008


falling aslp.

sigh. still have poetry to do. don't understand it. don't wanna do the presentation. bio spa tmr? i hope not. like seriously hope not. i want to sleep.

Take me out tonight, where there's music, and there's people, and they're young and alive. Driving in your car, i never want to go home.
Because i haven't got one anymore.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

i love horton


BWAHAHAHAH. ok lols. another post today cause well... I LOVE THAT DR SEUSS MOVIE. it so rocks. WHEEE. horton's such a nice elephant. ah great movie. really really funny. definitely a recomendation. i think it's just called horton. or horton and the whos. or something along those lines.

uh right. anw YING I WANT MY BOOK BACK YOU BOOB. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (i am not crazy/insane/*looks for a thesaurus*/mad/rabid/demented/unbalanced/mentally unsound/touched in the head/dotty/nuts)

heehee. i love the online thesaurus :D

on our first day in kindergarten we were shown a picture of an apple & two oranges. then we had to pick out which one didn't belong- the first thing we were taught is that being different is wrong.

hxh fanfic <3



heehee. kuroro and kurapika is just so cute. can't stand it. WHEEEE. lols. it's been a long time since ive gotten this sort of high from fanfic. i've missed it. sigh. i need a good fanfic more than ever. gahs.

oh i submitted a skin today. its like a digiscrap kind of thing. ah dunno.

no quote today i guess. toodles.

Friday, April 18, 2008

number ninety-one

hahas. post #91. can't believe that after two years, i only have so few posts. then again... my blog died so often so no surprise there.

anw, I FOUND THIS REALLY COOL THING and hence, photoshop is gonna become my new best friend! WAHAHAHAH. :D but right now, shan't tell you what.

wait and see :D

AND YING YOU HAVE MY BOOK!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! you big meanozoid. blahs.

uh right.


but uhhh. the colours might be srewed up cause so many ccas have made jackets already and like all the nice/passable colour combis are taken. at the moment... we're thinking purple. or green. or something. and orange and blue is not mad ok!

tra la la. vaguely happy now :D so i guess i shall... bathe? hahas. toodles.

No one is afraid of heights; they're afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play; they're afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark; they're afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say 'I love you'; they're afraid of the response.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

tell no one

heehee. did csp today so went to the library AND GOT ANOTHER HARLAN COBEN BOOK! heehee. the author rocks. and the book's called tell no one and right now, the story sounds pretty interesting. problem is, I HAVE TO DO IH ESSAY.

but what on earth can i write. like... waaaa. i hate ih. it's like... so hard. don't understand it at all. sigh. anw, csp was the same as usual, spent the whole time shelving books. and why on earth are IT related books so THICK? bleahhh. can't they make it thinner? and paperback? bleah. but i saw a few cool books on photoshop and xtml. i think i'll read one of those one day. sigh.

don't show me paradise and then burn it down.

1280 x 800

gahs. i need a WALLPAPER. nothing seems to fit my laptop screen. so pissifying.

sigh. feeling very shi bai today. zzz. don't know why. just am. i guess it's cause of my failed attempt to produce a skin today. according to ying it's scary. like the girl in the image looked ano. so i scrapped it and tried something else. but it uh... didn't work out. sigh.


bleah. sucks. sucks. still need to do ih essay. no idea how. chinese sia due date coming up. bio as well. i wonder when's chem. haven't even started. so doomed. gonna fail? probably.

i'm not so much afraid of heights as i am of being tempted to jump.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

the joys of reading

i loveeeeee this book! like uber love! the story line is so cool, there's so much action and the plot is just so unique that i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this book. :D can't wait to borrow another book by this author. maybe will borrow this saturday. anyway, if anyone actually reads my blog, the book is

it's brilliant k. la dee la dee las :X i think this author is better than dean koontz. heehee... and english names are like... so misleading. like when i was reading the book, i kept thinking the author was female. but oh, the author's male x_x
ah cca today was... sad. we did alice. like the mini project. was suppose to create this shortstory, but so lazy to animate, so mainly we just had a lot of speech bubbles. with retarded things like "HOWDY! AI'M BOB!" zzz. and "NO!! DON'T KILL ME. I'M A RABBIT!" man. so... lame. and we changed the title that was given to us. we changed the animals too. so now it's like
-.- we lack creativity. but oh wells...
and 2.4 today suckedddd. i deproved from last year, but i guess that's expected. i'm actually considering arranging running dates with ying. like on saturday or something. but ying is only free like really early, and i like, want to sleep.
and why do i talk like some retarded bimb? AHHH *counts* i've used 7 "like"s already. arghhhh. i need a bigger vocab, but that weirddd thing mr tan is making us do for lang arts, the one with the list of words that have the same meaning or something, is just... unhelpful. i can't bring myself to do it.
and homework. oh unglorious homework. the bane of my life. sigh. who likes homework. oh i think i have like, something stuck halfway down my trachea. like the last time i sneezed out a noodle. bleah. that was during mr tan bh class in sec 1. i think it happened in sec 2 too... can't remember. but lols. i suspect sal was thoroughly grossed out.
hmms. this is a long post. for some reason. i guess it's back to ranting. I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH. don't ask me why. i just do. and I LOVE CHRISTY TOO. heehee. i'm having fanfic withrawal symptoms. but i wanna skin. so this weekend no fanfic. unless i do all the homework thats due on fri before hand. then i can spend thurs fanfic-ing. but highly unlikely.
i think ying shouldn't get a rabbit. she should get a dog. dogs like... rule.
and W.B. Yeats poety is lovely. like when mr tan wanted us to choose our favourite poem, this was the first thing that came to mind. i like, read it in a fanfic somewhere, and it just stuck to me.

Monday, April 14, 2008


zzz. winky is a little upset with me. im reading this really cool book, but winky wants me to do work. but oh well. physics is hard... dont know how to do. maths. can wait. uhh chem? gahs. wonder when the spa and quiz is. ahh lang arts poem thingyyy. oh crap that.

when the male lead is dying, he somehow still has enough strength to sing an entire song.

Sunday, April 13, 2008


i had a really pleasant surprise last night/this morning at 1 sth when i came off audi. like... it's so unexpected.

anw, i'm so dead cause I HAVENT DONE MY WOOORRRRKKKK. spent the entire of yesterday evening at the library all the way to like 8. WAAAA. stupid ih seminar. and the articles on the korean war are so confusing.

sigh. homework. sia. lang arts sia! blah blah blah! need to reply to the speaker. but... arghies.


Monday, April 07, 2008

snape, snape, severus snape.

hahas. pammie played the "song" today, or the sound for weird ticking noise potter puppet pals vid. heehee.

ah the guy we wanted to invite for la sia cudnt find anyone. so now we're dead. and i'm supposed to be searchingggggg for other possible options :( oh dear. so sorry marshy, yun, jess, huiyi, elsa. but distractions... :X

which is your evil alter ego from harry potter?
created with
You scored as severus snape

snape...he proved to be rather brave so well-done!

severus snape


narcissa malfoy


draco malfoy


lucius malfoy


lord voldemort


bellatrix lestrange


heehee. severus! loveeee. :D heehee. it took me awhile to find a quiz that even has severus as one of the possible results. and when i tried those soulmate stuff, none had severus snape as an option. (is upset) worst thing is, i mostly got harry potters which is... not sastifying. he's such a !@$^*%@#@$$!!@#*!

lols. but i did get one where my um *cough cough* soulmate was james potter, of all things. i mean he's another @#$%$!!@$&%*!! peep who stole severus's love of his life away. bleah. oh and the one with draco malfoy. oh mannn. that's... just not right. malfoy's is ying's thing. can't stand him.

oh wells. shall uh. start on my lang arts sia. :( what job would you be willing to listen to for 1 hour? i mean. GAHHH. so sian.

Sunday, April 06, 2008



they're growing mould/fungi/something!!!!

Friday, April 04, 2008

maplestory... for teachers?!

HAHAHAHAH. can't believe what i saw today when going for cca. me jess and jo right, we passed com lab 3, and they were having this cyberwellness training for teachers and THEY WERE BEING TAUGHT HOW TO PLAY MAPLE.


hahas. they were at the character creation page and some ny tr, don't know name, was like teaching. zzz.



can't image.... it's not that theres anything wrong with it, but it's just so hard to imagine that i've gone a little wonky. heehee. i wonder if they'll learn how to play audi x_x

ohh the term 2 sabbats sound quite cool. too bad joey is gonna be missing them *sniggers sadistically* heehee.

oh i finally got to read fanfic yesterday. but it was so... retarded. like harry sort of ran away, went to france, met this guy, started learning martial arts, went to tibet, and sort of trained in a monastry. it's so... un harry potterish. but oh well. it was amusing.

i think my nyaa is doomed. i need to do reflections man. like um... let's see. yesterday i did some labelling of boxes thing. like they were sending books out to some school for some outreach program. then they were pasting a new label over the boxes because they printed a name wrongly i think. zzz. what a waste of paper. like gahs. and they print so many copies. THE POOR TREES.

and then basically did shelving of books. so frustrated. cause like. so many books out of place. but oh wells. zzz. damn. i can't rmbr what i did for the other times. my nyaa reflections... WAAAAAA. oh wait. first time i did shelving... and shelf reading. second time i just sat there cut some stuff, stick some stuff, pack and count stuff. bleah. i need to do reflections.

and cca today was... bad. we're learning how to use alice, which is so MADDDDD. like. weird and strange. cause everything is like drag and drop. i seriously dislike the interface. bleeeeahhhh. but it can do quite cool stuff, so i guess it's worth learning. but IT DOESN'T HAVE SHEEP. like they have some standard "objects" and they have cows, horses, hamsters (it was spelt hampster) and some weird things. they even had a joey. but ohhh. they forgot about sheep -.-

tra la la. i hate it when cca has homework. i need to go download the alice program. bleeahhs.

and this was supposed to be a short post. gahs.

i wonder if the hamsters will survive the weekend.

jiayou ying and your maternal instinct! ;D

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

there are no shortcuts to any place worth going

sigh. i wish there was such a thing as pause. i wish there was such a thing as fast-forward. i wish there was such a thing as rewind.

i wish there was such a thing as wishes.

rather depressed now. ih sia is looking so... overwhelming. sigh. all the work is going to start spilling in. i just can't bring myself to do work anymore. everyday i'm just looking forward to the end of school. when i come home i look forward to sleeping. yet, i don't really have anything to do.

i want to make a skin. but i don't know how. sigh. i don't know what i wanna make. it's so... frustrating. argh.

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode.It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

i need a life.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

up, up and.... away?

tallllerrrrrr. must be talllllleeeeeeerrrrrr. zzz. i want to grow taller. why can't i!!! waaaaaaa.

gahs. note to self: wish to be taller for birthday this year.

sigh. i miss ginger.

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you

- i miss you, by hannah montana